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oaky, so i have a friend that writes poetry, and she's been using my profile until now, she just got her own [FINALLY]. so a lot of my poems are going to be deleted and put on hers cause she wrote them.

her name is krys. her user name right now is i love V, look her up! she super cool!






about me. . .meh. . .
i'm 19 years old and i'm a loser. . .is that enough to go on? no? okay...

i love the phantom of the opera ( so did my parents, thats why they named me christine daae thompson. . . litteraly!).

i hate everything about myself, but i guess that it doesn't matter. i have problems with self mutilation. it's really like a drug you know, once you start you cant stop, and it gets steadily worse and worse. i've attempted suicide 13 times. . . and still have not succeeded. i've been in and out of psych wards since i was 13.

i enjoy poetry, long walks on they beach, and poking dead things with sticks.

and yeah...meh...

OTHER RAMNDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

~The Basics~
whats ur name: christine daae thopmson
when is your b-day: 1/28/85
how old r u: 19
where do u live: your mom
where were u born: lahina, Hawaii
whats ur sexuality: straight
what nationality are u: i'm just about every damn thing you can think of, but the majority is scottish and pacific islander.
what color eyes do u have: they change
what color hair do u have: naturally Black
family: scott (father), melanie (mom), 2 bros. lonnie and dylan, sister kimiko.
what grade r u in: i would be a senior, but i graduated early and i'm now a sophmore in college
what school do u go to: i'm homeschooled. . . actually i'm computer schooled. . . ~*~OH FUTURISTIC~*~
how tall r u: 5'7 and 2/3"
what religion r u: I dont think that it matters what religion i am, but if you really must know, i'm LDS
any personality disorder: depression, bipolar, ADHD

~This or That~
rock or hip hop: rock
eminem or D12: i hate them both
soda or coffee: Coffee
frapachino or capachino: Frapachino
breifs or boxers: Boxers
spandex or shorts: Shorts
skateboarding or blading: Skateboarding
guys or girls: guys
friends or boy/girlfriends: both
greenday or linkin park: Greenday
metal or punk: both
ozzy or black sabbath: i like both
classical or country: classical
old school or oldies: old school
Cereal: Lucky Charms/Frutie Pebbles
iPod Or CD player: iPod
Radio or CD: Radio
Computer or TV: Computer
PS2 or Xbox: xbox
Inside or Out: Winter-outside...Spring/Summer/Fall-Inside

~your opinion on...~
homophobes: i think they're hilarious. i make my homophobe friends hang out with my gay friends.
homosexuals: thats cool
heterosexuals: ok
bisexuals: whatever
racists: i think that they are funny to listen to, but i don't agree with their opinions.
blacks: ok
mexicans: a lot of the ones i know of are the steriotypical dirty mexicans, but i know quite a few beautiful ones.
canadians: eh?
other people that arent from america: ok
suicide: think about it often
cutters: i am one
death: ok anytime. . .
love: ughnnnnn the pain! lol

~Favorites~
Movie: phantom of the opera
Sport: chess
Car: i don't really have one.
Animal: penguins, monkeys, ravens, crows, ligers. . . lol
Anime: witch hunter robin, full metal alchemist, inuyasha, cowboy bebop,
Big O, and case closed.
Manga: marmalade boy.
Comic: anything by jhonen vasquez: johnny the homocidal maniac, squee, tthe bad art collection, happy noodle boy, anything!
shape: star
food: italian
place to eat: olive garden
drink: cranberry juice
band/singer: my band: jackie and the magic lambs/me. . .
music genre: anything but country yuk! i hate the metaic toing in their voices.
song: the music of the night
shoe brand: i'm not really big on shoes
store: Hot Toppic
actor: Gerry (Gerard) Butler *heart skips a beat* (i'm going to marry him)
actress: emmy rossum, sandra bullock, or julia roberts
color: purple
country: scottland
phrase/word: "pitiful creatur of darkness, what kind of life have you know? god give me courage to show you, you are not alone."
tv show: anything on the BBC

~Have u ever...~
had sex: no
drank alchohol: Yes
done any type of drug: um... perscription. i'm so messed up already, i don't need to do anymore drugs.
thought about suicide: Many times
cut urself: almost everyday
snaped ur wrists with rubber bands: Yes.
had a loved one die: yes.
been abused: yes.

my favourite songs:

Think of Me

Christine:
Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said
goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.


When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me ...


We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember,
stop and think
of me ...


Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been ...


Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.


Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.


Recall those days,
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you ...


Raoul
Can it be?
Can it be Christine?


What a change!
You're really
not a bit
the gawkish girl
that once you were ...



She may
not remember
me, but
I remember
her ...


Christine
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but please
promise me
that sometimes
you will think
ah-ah-ah-ah-aaah-of me!

Sarah's solo Tokyo-version:

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said
goodbye.
Remember me
every so often -
promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me ...


We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember,
stop and think
of me ...


Think of August
when the trees were green -
don't think about the way
things might have been ...


Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.


Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.


Recall those days
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you ...


Flowers fade
The fruits of summer fade ...
they have their seasons so do we ...
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think of me.


ANGEL OF MUSIC:

PHANTOM'S VOICE
Bravi, bravi, bravissimi . . .
(CHRISTINE is bewildered by the voice. MEG,
following, has not heard it. CHRISTINE turns in
surprise, and is relieved to see her)
MEG
Where in the world
have you been hiding?
Really, you were
perfect!
I only wish
I knew your secret!
Who is this new
tutor?
CHRISTINE (abstracted, entering the dressing room)
Father once spoke
of an angel . . .
I used to dream he'd
appear . . .
Now as I sing,
I can sense him . . .
And I know
he's here . . .
(trance-like)
Here in this room
he calls me softly . . .
somewhere inside . . .
hiding . . .
Somehow I know
he's always with me . . .
he - the unseen
genius . . .
MEG (uneasily)
Christine, you must have
been dreaming . . .
stories like this can't
come true . . .
Christine, you're talking
in riddles . . .
and it's not
like you . . .
CHRISTINE (not hearing her, ecstatic)
Angel of Music!
Guide
and guardian!
Grant to me your
glory!
MEG (to herself)
Who is this angel?
This . . .
BOTH
Angel of Music!
Hide no longer!
Secret and strange
angel . . .
CHRISTINE (darkly)
He's with me, even now . . .
MEG (bewildered)
Your hands are cold . . .
CHRISTINE;
All around me . . .
MEG
Your face, Christine,
it's white . . .
CHRISTINE
It frightens me . . .
MEG
Don't be frightened . . .

second part; the mirror:

PHANTOM'S VOICE
Insolent boy!
This slave
of fashion
basking in your
glory!
Ignorant fool!
This brave
young suitor,
sharing in my
triumph!
CHRISTINE (spell-bound)
Angel! I hear you!
Speak -
I listen . . .
stay by my side,
guide me!
Angel, my soul was weak -
forgive me . . .
enter at last,
Master!
PHANTOM'S VOICE
Flattering child,
you shall know me,
see why in shadow
I hide!
Look at your face
in the mirror -
I am there
inside!
(The figure of the PHANTOM becomes discernible
behind the mirror)
CHRISTINE (ecstatic)
Angel of Music!
Guide and guardian!
Grant to me your
glory!
Angel of Music!
Hide no longer!
Come to me, strange
angel...
PHANTOM"S VOICE
I am your Angel ...
Come to me: Angel of Music ...
(CHRISTINE walks towards the glowing,
shimmering glass. Meanwhile, RAOUL has
returned. He hears the voices and is puzzled. He
tries the door It is locked)
RAOUL
Whose is that voice . . .?
Who is that in there . . .?
(Inside the room the mirror opens. Behind it, in
an inferno of white light, stands the PHANTOM.
He reaches forward and takes CHRISTINE firmly,
but not fiercely, by the wrist. His touch is cold,
and CHRISTINE gasps)
PHANTOM
I am your Angel of Music . . .
Come to me: Angel of Music . . .

THE PHANTO OF THE OPERA:

christine

In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again
For now I find
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside my mind

The phantom

Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside your mind

Christine

Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear

The phantom

It's me they hear

Christine (in duet with the phantom)

Your spirit and my voice in one combined

The phantom (in duet with Christine)

My spirit and your voice in one combined

Both

The phantom of the opera is there

Christine (in duet)

Inside my mind

The phantom (in duet)

Inside your mind

Choir (very, very soft)

He's there,
The phantom of the opera
Beware,
The phantom of the opera

The phantom

In all your fantasy
You always knew
That man and mystery

Christine

Were both in you

Both

And in this labyrinth
Were night is light
The phantom of the opera is

Christine (in duet)

Here

The phantom (in duet)

There

Christine

Inside my mind

The phantom

Sing! My angel of music

Christine

He's there
The phantom of the opera


MUSIC OF THE NIGHT:

PHANTOM
I have brought you
to the seat of sweet
music's throne . . .
to this kingdom
where all must pay
homage to music . . .
music . . .
You have come here,
for one purpose,
and one alone . . .
Since the moment
I first heard you sing,
I have needed
you with me,
to serve me, to sing,
for my music . . .
my music . . .
(changing mood)
Night-time sharpens,
heightens each sensation . . .
Darkness stirs and
wakes imagination . . .
Silently the senses
abandon their defences . . .
Slowly, gently
night unfurls its splendour . . .
Grasp it, sense it -
tremulous and tender . . .
Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light -
and listen to
the music of the night . . .
Close your eyes
and surrender to your
darkest dreams!
Purge your thoughts
of the life
you knew before!
Close your eyes,
let your spirit
start to soar!
And you'll live
as you've never
lived before . . .
Softly, deftly,
music shall surround you . . .
Feel it, hear it,
closing in around you . . .
Open up your mind,
let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of
the music of the night . . .
Let your mind
start a journey through a
strange new world!
Leave all thoughts
of the world
you knew before!
Let your soul
Take you where you
long to be !
Only then
can you belong
to me . . .
Floating, falling,
sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me
savour each sensation!
Let the dream begin,
let your darker side give in
to the power of the music that I write -
the power of the music of the night . . .
PHANTOM
You alone can make my song take flight -
help me make the music of the night...

MUSIC OF THE NIGHT (ORIGINAL)

Music of the Night


Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness wakes and stirs imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses
Helpless to resist the notes i write
For i compose, the music of the night

Slowly, gently, Night unfurls its Splendor
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Hearing is believing, music is decieving
Hard as lightning, soft as candlelight
Dare you trust the music of the night


Close your eyes -
For your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isnt what you want to see
In the dark, is it easy to pretend
That the truth is it ought to be

Softly, deftly, Music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, Let your fantasies unwind
In this Darkness which you know you cannot fight,
The Darkness of the Music of the Night!

Close your eyes -
Start a journey through a strange new World! leave all thoughts of the world you Knew before, close you eyes and let music Set you free, only then can you belong to Me.


Floating, falling, Sweet Intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savor each Sensation
Let the dream begin, Let your darker side give in
To the Power of the music that I write,
The Power of the Music of the Night!



You alone can make my song take flight, Help me make the music of the night.

ROOF SCENE; ALL I ASK OF YOU:

RAOUL
No more talk
of darkness,
Forget these
wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you -
my words will
warm and calm you.
Let me be
your freedom,
let daylight
dry -your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you
and to guide you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me
every
waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me
with you,
now and always . . .
promise me that all
you say is true -
that's all I ask
of you . . .
RAOUL
Let me be
your shelter,
let me
be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you
your fears are
far behind you . . .
CHRISTINE
All I want
is freedom,
a world with
no more night . . .
and you
always beside me
to hold me
and to hide me . . .
RAOUL
Then say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead you
from your solitude . . .
Say you need me
with you
here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go,
let me go too -
Christine,
that's all I ask
of you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
say the word
and I will follow you . . .
BOTH
Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me . . .
RAOUL
You know I do . . .
BOTH
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . . .
(They kiss)
Anywhere you go
let me go too . . .
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . .
(CHRISTINE starts from her reverie)
CHRISTINE
I must go -
they'll wonder where I am . . .
wait for me, Raoul!
RAOUL
Christine, I love you!
CHRISTINE;
Order your fine horses!
Be with them at the door!
RAOUL
And soon you'll be beside me!
CHRISTINE
You'll guard me, and you'll guide me . . .
(They hurry off. The PHANTOM emerges from
behind the statue)

PHANTOM
I gave you my music . . .
made your song take wing . . .
and now, how you've
repaid me:
denied me
and betrayed me . . .
He was bound to love you
when he heard you sing . . .
Christine ...
Christine ...
RAOUL/CHRISTINE (offstage)
Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
say the word
and I will follow you . . .
Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning . . .
PHANTOM
You will curse the day
you did not do
all that the Phantom asked
of you . . .!

WISHING YOU WERE SOMEHOW HERE AGAIN:

Christine: Little Lotte thought of everything and nothing.
Her father promised her that he would send her the Angel of Music.
Her father promised her...
her father promised her...

You were once my one companion,
you were all that mattered.
You were once a friend and father,
then my world was shattered.

Wishing you were somehow here again,
wishing you were somehow near.
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be here.

Wishing I could hear your voice again,
knowing that I never would.
Dreaming of you won't help me to do,
all that you dreamed I could!

Passing bells and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental.
Seem, for you, the wrong companions,
you were warm and gentle.

Too many years fighting back tears,
why can't the past just die!

Wishing you were somehow here again,
knowing we must say goodbye!
Try to forgive, teach me to live!
Give me the strength to try!

No more memories, no more silent tears!
No more gazing across the wasted years!
Help me say goodbye...
help me say goodbye!

THE POINT OF NO RETURN:

PHANTOM:
You have come here in pursuit of your deepest urge,
In pursuit of that wish, which till now has been silent, silent...
I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge
In your mind you've already succumbed to me,
Dropped all defenses, completely succumbed to me
Now you are here with me, no second thoughts, you've decided, decided...

Past the point of no return, no backward glances
Our games of make believe are at an end
Past all thought of "if" and "when," no use resisting
Abandon thoughts, and let the dream descend
What raging fire shall flood the soul? What rich desire unlock its door?
What sweet seduction lies before us?

Past the point of no return, the final threshold
What warm, unspoken secrets will we learn?
Beyond the point of no return...

CHRISTINE:
You have brought me to that moment where words run dry,
To that moment where speech disappears into silence, silence...
I have come here, hardly knowing the reason why
In my mind, I've already imagined our bodies entwining,
Defenceless and silent, and now I am here with you
No second thoughts, I've decided, decided...

Past the point of no return, no going back now
Our passion play has now, at last, begun
Past all thought of right or wrong, one final question
How long should we two wait, before we're one?
When will the blood begin to roast, the sleeping bud burst into bloom?
When will the flames, at last, consume us?

BOTH:
Past the point of no return, the final threshold
The bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn
We've passed the point of no return...

PHANTOM:
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Lead me, save me from my solitude
Say you want me with you, here beside you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of...

Phantom:
Down once more to the dungeons of my black despair
Down we plunge to the prison of my mind
Down that path into darkness,
deep as hell

Why, you ask,
was I bound and chained
in this cold and dismal place?
Not for any mortal sin
but the wickedness of my abhorrent face

Mob:
Track down this murderer
He must be found

Phantom:
Hounded out by everyone
Met with hatred everywhere
No kind words from anyone
No compassion anywhere

Christine,
[Spoken]Why, why . . .?

Madame Giry:
Your hand at the level of your eyes

Raoul:
Your hand at the level of your eyes

Mob:
Your hand at the level of your eyes

Madame Giry [Spoken]:
This is as far as I dare go

Christine:
Have you gorged yourself at last
in your lust for blood?
Am I now to be prey
to your lust for flesh?

Phantom:
That fate, which condemns me to wallow in blood
Has also denied me the joys of the flesh . . .
This face, the infection which poisons our love . . .

This face, which earned a mother’s fear and loathing
A mask, my first unfeeling scrap of clothing

Pity comes too late
Turn around and face your fate
An eternity of this before your eyes

Christine:
This haunted face holds no horror for me now
It’s in your soul that the true distortion lies

Phantom:
Wait! I think, my dear, we have a guest
Sir [Christine, spoken: Raoul!] this is indeed an unparalleled delight
I had rather hoped that you would come
And now my wish comes true
You have truly made my night!

Christine [spoken]:
Let me go!

Raoul:
Free her
Do what you like, only free her
Have you no pity?

Phantom:
Your lover makes a passionate plea

Christine:
Please, Raoul, it’s useless

Raoul:
I love her
Does that mean nothing?
I love her
Show some compassion

Phantom:
The world showed no compassion to me!

Raoul:
Christine . . .
Christine . . .
Let me see her

Phantom:
Be my guest, sir...
Monsieur, I bid you welcome
Did you think that I would harm her?
Why would I make her pay
for the sins which are yours?

Order your fine horses now
Raise up your hand to the level of your eyes
Nothing can save you now, except perhaps Christine

(to Christine)
Start a new life with me
Buy his freedom with your love!
Refuse me, and you send your lover to his death!
This is the choice,
This is the point of no return!

Christine:
The tears I might have shed
for your dark fate,
Grow cold and turn to tears
of hate

Raoul:
Christine, forgive me, please forgive me
I did it all
for you, and all for
nothing . . .

Christine:
Farewell, my fallen idol and false friend
We had such hopes, and now those hopes are shattered

Phantom:
Too late for turning back, Too late for prayers and useless pity

Raoul:
Say you love him, and my life is over!

Phantom:
All hope of cries of help,
No point in fighting
For either way you choose, You cannot win

Raoul:
Either way you choose, he has to win

Phantom:
So do you end your days with me
Or do you send him to his grave?

Raoul:
Why make her lie to you to save me?

Phantom:
Past the point of no return...

Christine:
Angel of Music . . .

Raoul:
For pity's sake, Christine say no!

Christine:
Who deserved this?

Phantom:
The final threshold . . .

Raoul:
Don't throw your life away for my sake!

Phantom:
His life is now the prize which you must earn!

Christine:
Why do you curse mercy?

Raoul:
I fought so hard to free you . . .

Christine:
Angel of Music . . .

Phantom:
You've passed the point of no return!

Chrstine:
. . . you deceived me
[spoken]I gave you my mind blindly

Phantom[spoken]:
You try my patience,
Make your choice!

Christine:
Pitiful creature of darkness,
What kind of life have you known?
God give me courage to show you,
You are not alone...

(Kisses him)

Mob:
Track down this
murderer, he must be found!
Hunt out this animal, who runs to ground!
(Mob continues to sing)

Phantom[spoken]:
Take her, forget me,
Forget all of this . . .
Leave me alone - forget all you’ve seen . . .
Go now - don’t let them find you!
Take the boat, swear to me, never to tell
The secret you know, of the angel in hell!

[sung]Go now - go now and leave me!

Masquerade
Paper faces on parade . . .
Masquerade
Hide your face so the world will never find you . . .

Christine, I love you....

(Christine gives him the ring)

Christine (to Raoul, on the boat):
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime

Raoul:
Say the word and I will follow you...

Christine:
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...

Phantom:
You alone, can make my song take flight
It's over now, the music of the night.

love and best wishes to all,

christine daae thompson