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I write my poetry when i am in my deepest and darkest moments. It is a way for me to express and release the hurt, pain and anger i feel alot of the time. Up untill a few years ago i never knew i had such a wonderfull gift and since then it has been flowing rather freely. I hope that the people that read my work get as much comfort and understanding from it as i get releasing it. Sometimes i have blockages and don't write for a few days, weeks or months thats why you will not find me on here all that often.
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I’m hoping that my poetry from now on will be bright and uplifting instead of always being dark and painful. I’m hoping this is a new beginning.
I deeply hope that while reading my work you encounter if anything at all a fraction of the enjoyment I had devising the sentences and binding the words for you all to see.
Take care and god bless
7TH APRIL 2009
I've been away from here for quite a while due to some un for seen situations which made me loose myself and loose my way. I've made myself a few promises recently and one is to try get myself fluently writing poetry again with out any blockages. My mind has healed to a managable state and my hearts getting there too
Also what comes with this new state of mind is a totally different level of determination, strength i never imagined and a total level head.I'm totally enjoying where my mind is and i'm hoping to catch up with all my old friends on here so if your there send me a hi please

- ------------------------------SOMETIMES GOODBYES ARE FOREVER-----------------------------------------
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman,not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain,
For plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong and you really do have worth.
And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn...
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MY AP FAMILY
Fairy Godmother - WordsWithin
Brother - Paladin of Light -
Sister - Poetic Aphrodite -
Sister - Real Irish Rose -
Daughter - xXsarastarXx -
" Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative: self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them."
Jennifer James --- Submitted by Deepti P., Age 17 --- India
- Last seen on Nov 18 2:03 PM. Member since August 19, 2006.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 229 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "may prayers be answered and dreams come true".
- I am a 30 year old woman (Scotland)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a very busy mother and student.












- I have 229 comments, 4 contests, 100 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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My little puffs of perfumed smoke rise / So that fairy tale thoughts, your mind can devise / Dreams and wishes you can think of and make / Deeper, slower breaths, I know you will take / Spirits will rise alo
My Poetry
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TIME PASSING SO MISERABLY SLOW
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But suddenly i stop, my ears are erect
As something not far goes snap43 lines, 9 comments, April 8. In Nature
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Eirinn on September 18Just wanted to say that I really enjoyed reading all of your poems, and thinking about it I can fit some of the darker stuff in to what I know about you (having known you most of my life and from you telling me things about before you came to join us in sunny scotland). I'm so glad that you have found an outlet for all of those feelings, and I really hope you keep writing as your poems really are good - and they seem to be having a very positive effect on the way you are feeling. You have a real talent for this - you always were very creative! much love always. Erin xxx
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real irish rose : HEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO SIS on July 5, 2007BOO !!! lol xx
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real irish rose on May 22, 2007Hi Hun,
Sorry I haven't been around lately I am really busy between working and dealing with stuff in my personal life, I am okay just shattered and have to catch up with so many people who think I have disappeared of the face of the planet !! lol
Sure if you want me send me an email as I check them most days even when I cannot get on here... anyways take care of yourself and speak to you soon... julie
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neenabean : wonderful poet on May 13, 2007first can i thank you for the lovely comment you left in my guestbook, it made me smile and in todays world thats so important

Ive read some of your work and I loved it, its amazing and wonderful that you have the time to write with two children, never lose that! you have a beautiful talent
If you need another sister let me know 
