for those of you who dont know me..my boyfriend is currently deployed to Iraq so if i seem bitchy its probably because i just havent heard from him or one of his friends in a while and i have the worst case senarios going through my head and im just worried about him and i accidentially take it out on those around me...he wont be coming back until september 2009..so i have a long ways to go. plus i just had a miscarriage just before he left so im kinda just chugging along at the moment..trying to find something to keep myself acupied and sane at the moment. 
Live life to the fullest tomorrow may never be.
Shahrukh Khan
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt
It requires more courage to suffer than to die.
Napoleon Bonaparte
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
J. K. Rowling
There are some things you can't share without ending up liking each other.
J. K. Rowling
As long as you can savor the humorous aspect of misery and misfortune, you can overcome anything.
John Candy
Courage is knowing what not to fear.
Plato
The wrong thing to do about any given circumstance or situation is to do nothing.
L. Ron Hubbard
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
David Weatherford
The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious.
Albert Einstein
If you get up one more time than you fall you will make it through.
Chinese Proverb
If you feel like your life is under control, you're just not going fast enough.
Mario Andretti
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung
No matter who you are, no matter where you live, and no matter how many people are chasing you, what you don't read is often as important as what you do read.
Lemony Snicket
In this sad world of ours, sorrow comes to all... Perfect relief is not possible, except with time. You cannot now realize that you will ever feel better... And yet this is a mistake. You are sure to be happy again.
Abraham Lincoln
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
Edgar Allan Poe
Thousands of geniuses live and die undiscovered - either by themselves or by others.
Mark Twain
People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.
Margaret Cho
Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.
Bob Dylan
Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tries, and a touch that never hurts.
Charles Dickens
We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.
Martin Luther King Jr.
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.
Buddha
It is impossible to live in the past, difficult to live in the present and a waste to live in the future.
Frank Herbert
We don't ask a flower any special reason for its existence. We just look at it and are able to accept it as being something different from ourselves.
Gwendolyn Brooks
I have found a desire within myself that no experience in this world can satisfy; the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.
C. S. Lewis
What do you mean? Do you wish me a good morning, or mean that it is a good morning whether I want it or not; or that you feel good on this morning; or that it is a morning to be good on?
J. R .R. Tolkien
thy mighty tree
my protection be
encircle me
you are around
my life
my home
encircle me
o sacred three
the mighty tree
moon moon tell unto me
when my true love shall i see
what fine clothes might i wear
how many children might i bear
for if my love comes not to me
dark and dismal my life shall be
May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields.(Irish Blessing)
you are blood of my blood
and bone of my bone
i give ye my body
that we might be one
i give you my spirit
til our life shall be done
o my luve is like a red red rose
thats newly sprung in june
o my luve is like the melodie
thats sweetly played in tune
as fair art thou my bonnie lass
so deep in luve am i
and i will luve thee still my dear
til a the seas gang dry
til a the seas gang dry my dear
and the rocks melt with the sun
and i will luve thee still my dear
while the sands of life shall run
and fare thee weel my only luve
and fare thee weel a wile
and i will come again my luve
thou it were ten thousand mile
by robert burns
~~~~~~~~~~~~MY FAMILY TREE~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~mothers~~~
(Mysterious Woman)
(mon obscurite amour) Kodi
~~~daddys~~~
(Shiny.Jumbo.Crayons) teskypoo
Paril (Paril)
(the voice of one)
i know who you are!
silent cougar (mikey)
~~~sons~~~
ganthu936 (Ganesh)
Danito (Danny-Darko)
~~~daughters~~~
Nephlim (nephy)
prettyraiNboweyes
Lovemybigbroalways
~~~sisters~~~
(misunderstoond teen) hannah
(derangedxshadow) Heather
(dezidisaster) dezi
(Kachina lover) kachina
Hannah (TheEpicOriginalTaco)
~~~brothers~~~
cafegroundzero
brokenhero
RCScheider (ray)
dragonrage (cale
~~~wives~~~
Tis Me Baby Egg (holly)
sarah Louise (sarah) twiny 1
candyknife (rena) twiny 2
oh yeah i got twinies

munkismissesherbaby (munkis)
~~~husbands~~~
Uthremdetiago (arty) ex
vampyre lord onyx (john) ex
Morbid Maney (maney)
ShinyRainbowCrayons (teskypoo)
(teddy)
~~~aunts~~~
devoted huntress
~~~uncles~~~
cries of insanity (kurt)
~~~smexie~~~
donut ~~~ JustSimplyLissa (lissa)
muffin ~~~ Random Master (matteh)
pirate ~~~ pirate of the east (david)
flirty booty ~~~ SmexiliciousSarah (sarah)
body explorer ~~~ unityhope (dani)
cookie ~~~ firefilledtaco (hannah)
pie ~~~ Sarah Louise (sarah)
lustful puppy ~~~ D-Town-Poet (patrick)
explosive device ~~~ diabolical (andy)
secret lover ~~~ anubis the monk (jecht)
box of crayons ~~~ Shiny.Jumbo.Crayons (teskypoo)
protector ~~~ fulabeans (dustin)
bluey ~~~ blueyez (sara)
luffer ~~~ candyknife (rena)
smex slave ~~~ SilverMoonFeathers (Silkster)
Advisor ~~~ Del (MaliciousNightmare)
boyfriend ~~~ ryaneller07 (ryan)
shoulder to cry on ~~~ heretic michelle (prego)
pristess ~~~ salt therapy (kerri)
nerd ~~~ Antisthenes (the gio)
choclate chip icecream ~~~ SmilesBehindTears (steph)
slim pants ~~~ beautiful chaotic (kels)
beach bum ~~~ ImaKilluh (james)
footstool ~~~ Novae
crazy stupid emo ~~~ Twilight Emo
guiding light ~~~ SoAlmostThere
tied up freak in the closet ~~~ JackFellDown (jackypoo)

Live life to the fullest tomorrow may never be.
Shahrukh Khan
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt
It requires more courage to suffer than to die.
Napoleon Bonaparte
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
J. K. Rowling
There are some things you can't share without ending up liking each other.
J. K. Rowling
As long as you can savor the humorous aspect of misery and misfortune, you can overcome anything.
John Candy
Courage is knowing what not to fear.
Plato
The wrong thing to do about any given circumstance or situation is to do nothing.
L. Ron Hubbard
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
David Weatherford
The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious.
Albert Einstein
If you get up one more time than you fall you will make it through.
Chinese Proverb
If you feel like your life is under control, you're just not going fast enough.
Mario Andretti
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung
No matter who you are, no matter where you live, and no matter how many people are chasing you, what you don't read is often as important as what you do read.
Lemony Snicket
In this sad world of ours, sorrow comes to all... Perfect relief is not possible, except with time. You cannot now realize that you will ever feel better... And yet this is a mistake. You are sure to be happy again.
Abraham Lincoln
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
Edgar Allan Poe
Thousands of geniuses live and die undiscovered - either by themselves or by others.
Mark Twain
People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.
Margaret Cho
Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.
Bob Dylan
Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tries, and a touch that never hurts.
Charles Dickens
We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.
Martin Luther King Jr.
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.
Buddha
It is impossible to live in the past, difficult to live in the present and a waste to live in the future.
Frank Herbert
We don't ask a flower any special reason for its existence. We just look at it and are able to accept it as being something different from ourselves.
Gwendolyn Brooks
I have found a desire within myself that no experience in this world can satisfy; the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.
C. S. Lewis
What do you mean? Do you wish me a good morning, or mean that it is a good morning whether I want it or not; or that you feel good on this morning; or that it is a morning to be good on?
J. R .R. Tolkien
thy mighty tree
my protection be
encircle me
you are around
my life
my home
encircle me
o sacred three
the mighty tree
moon moon tell unto me
when my true love shall i see
what fine clothes might i wear
how many children might i bear
for if my love comes not to me
dark and dismal my life shall be
May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields.(Irish Blessing)
you are blood of my blood
and bone of my bone
i give ye my body
that we might be one
i give you my spirit
til our life shall be done
o my luve is like a red red rose
thats newly sprung in june
o my luve is like the melodie
thats sweetly played in tune
as fair art thou my bonnie lass
so deep in luve am i
and i will luve thee still my dear
til a the seas gang dry
til a the seas gang dry my dear
and the rocks melt with the sun
and i will luve thee still my dear
while the sands of life shall run
and fare thee weel my only luve
and fare thee weel a wile
and i will come again my luve
thou it were ten thousand mile
by robert burns
~~~~~~~~~~~~MY FAMILY TREE~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~mothers~~~
(Mysterious Woman)
(mon obscurite amour) Kodi
~~~daddys~~~
(Shiny.Jumbo.Crayons) teskypoo
Paril (Paril)
(the voice of one)
i know who you are! silent cougar (mikey)
~~~sons~~~
ganthu936 (Ganesh)
Danito (Danny-Darko)
~~~daughters~~~
Nephlim (nephy)
prettyraiNboweyes
Lovemybigbroalways
~~~sisters~~~
(misunderstoond teen) hannah
(derangedxshadow) Heather
(dezidisaster) dezi
(Kachina lover) kachina
Hannah (TheEpicOriginalTaco)
~~~brothers~~~
cafegroundzero
brokenhero
RCScheider (ray)
dragonrage (cale

~~~wives~~~
Tis Me Baby Egg (holly)
sarah Louise (sarah) twiny 1
candyknife (rena) twiny 2
oh yeah i got twinies

munkismissesherbaby (munkis)
~~~husbands~~~
Uthremdetiago (arty) ex
vampyre lord onyx (john) ex
Morbid Maney (maney)
ShinyRainbowCrayons (teskypoo)
(teddy)
~~~aunts~~~
devoted huntress
~~~uncles~~~
cries of insanity (kurt)
~~~smexie~~~
donut ~~~ JustSimplyLissa (lissa)
muffin ~~~ Random Master (matteh)
pirate ~~~ pirate of the east (david)
flirty booty ~~~ SmexiliciousSarah (sarah)
body explorer ~~~ unityhope (dani)
cookie ~~~ firefilledtaco (hannah)
pie ~~~ Sarah Louise (sarah)
lustful puppy ~~~ D-Town-Poet (patrick)
explosive device ~~~ diabolical (andy)
secret lover ~~~ anubis the monk (jecht)
box of crayons ~~~ Shiny.Jumbo.Crayons (teskypoo)
protector ~~~ fulabeans (dustin)
bluey ~~~ blueyez (sara)
luffer ~~~ candyknife (rena)
smex slave ~~~ SilverMoonFeathers (Silkster)
Advisor ~~~ Del (MaliciousNightmare)
boyfriend ~~~ ryaneller07 (ryan)
shoulder to cry on ~~~ heretic michelle (prego)
pristess ~~~ salt therapy (kerri)
nerd ~~~ Antisthenes (the gio)
choclate chip icecream ~~~ SmilesBehindTears (steph)
slim pants ~~~ beautiful chaotic (kels)
beach bum ~~~ ImaKilluh (james)
footstool ~~~ Novae
crazy stupid emo ~~~ Twilight Emo
guiding light ~~~ SoAlmostThere
tied up freak in the closet ~~~ JackFellDown (jackypoo)
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- When I'm not writing, I'm subsitituting, partying, reading, cuddling, chillen, or geting through this deployment one day at a time baby....
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"another brother in arm dies for love..
leaving behind more parentless childred from this war"
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once upon a time, there was a stunning teenage princess; who was to be married to prince william on her sixteenth birthday. they had only seen each other when william was nine and laura was four but they do not remember that38 lines, 1 comment, July 30. In <600 words
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Elenfled~~~ 1st quadruplet born to Blaise and Thomae. given to her sister and brother in law to take care until it was the right time to be
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A young woman had decided early that morning, that she needed to go hunting for more food, with just her and her mother to feed, while her father was traveling. She had long, thick, golden brown hair pulled back off her face1155 lines, April 22. In 600-2000 words
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mother ~~~ Mysterious Woman
mother ~~~ mon obscurite amour Kodi
father ~~~ Shiny.Jumbo.Crayons teskypoo
father ~~~ Paril Paril
daddy ~~~ the voice of one i know who you are!
daddy ~~~ silent cougar mikey
youngest son ~~~ ganthu936 - forced true love prelude at storywrite
once upon a time, there was a stunning teenage princess; who was to be married to prince william on her sixteenth birthday. they had only seen each other when william was nine and laura was four but they do not remember that - Column: you know when your man is deployed when... at allpoetry
1. You wear his old clothes to bed because they smell like him.
2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first.
3. You get up in the middle of the night just to check your e-mail.
4. You sleep with your
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Lowercase Prelude on July 23How is AP's favorite Egg doing?
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GrowlingBear : Hey Laura on July 19Sorry to hear about the Mis
..Head up girl he will be comin home soon.
I know I hav'nt been on I've been busy as you probably know, it being silly season.
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Dmonik on July 6Hey God Daughter

Glad you're doing better than you was
You'll get there soon.
I'll see you soon Laura, stay strong
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i was wondering around AP
and stumbled upon your page
i decided that your guestbook
needed and entry from me,
keep your head high like always
and keep up the wonderful writing,
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