Broken-n-shattered• Show poetry

sometimes i would give anything just to be something more than nothing

you want nothing when you are trying to forget the something that is everything

Sticks and stones might break my bones but words can make me kill myself.

i shuddered into unconsciousness, as if i were already having a nightmare

ah everyone the names kim n im 15 years old. my life has in no means been easy. pain n sufferin is pretty much all ive seen in life. but through out it all i have people who care about me. i know ill always have my family. my big brother is my whole world he cares about me more than anyone else in this whole wide world.the only time ive been happy in the last three years is when hes with me. hes my step brother so he lives with his mom and comes to my house every other weekend. when he leaves its like part of me dies inside and when he comes back it comes alive again. i can honestly say i couldnt live without him. my bffs are always there for me. my best friend in the whole world is courtney. shes been there for me thru everything. i love her so much. i hope you all like my poems. ive been writing for as long as i can remember. they mite be morbid but theyre who i am. my true feelings come out when i write. when im writing its like the only time i can be who i really am.

~"So hold your head high gorgeous,
People would kill to see you fall,
In the dead of the night they can’t hear you screaming
You swear revenge, against them all."

~Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

~I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.

~Cause fucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.

~ I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.


I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a bitch
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not tanned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are



.*.♥.*.♥~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~♥~

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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, re post this onto your page!



"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"
~Author Unknown~

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What A Kiss Means

Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"

rape is never just some sick way to have fun, cuz no matter what it is to the rapist
it's always a painfull tragedy to the victim.

Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
() have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
() I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
(x) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.
() I've been kissed under the mistletoe

Honesty/Crime:
() I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
() I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(x) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
(x) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
() I can sing well.
() I open up to others easily.
() I watch the news.
() I don't kill bugs.
() I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
() I am a morning person.
() I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x) I'm a snob about grammar.
() I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
() have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat *Sometimes*
() I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
() I bake well.
() My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
() I would wear pajamas to school.(actually I'm homeschooled so I do )
() I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
(x) I am in love with love.
(x) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
() I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
() I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
() I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
(x) I love white chocolate
() I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (sometimes)
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
() I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failedBelow is Mr. Bunny.

Please paste him on your homepage
to help him on his mission to
DOMINATE the world!!!!!
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*A guy gave his girlfriend a bouquet of roses; 11 real and 1 fake, he gave them to her and said " I will love you until the last one dies".... that is what I want to happen to me......*

You Asked me What was wrong and I said nothing... Then I turned round and whispered: EVERYTHING!!!

Sharp Razor: 5.00$
Towel: 2.00$
New long sleeved shirt: 10.00$
Bleeding yourself to sleep: PRICELESS ♡

For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you just what you find so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour long sob-fest, then start singing and dancing when your favorite song plays. Crazy is when you do or say a totally random thing, like "do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or start having a thumbwar with yourself (i find that i am a very tough opponent). So if you're crazy, copy this onto your profile


In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back---put this on ur page if ur still trying to snap back to reality.

All men are DANGEROUS!---put this on ur page if you've ever fallen for someone who wasnt willing to catch u.

Have you ever wanted to talk,
But never really dared?
Or miss that opportunity
To tell them that you cared?
Pretended that it doesn't hurt
And said that it's okay?
And spent each day wishing
It'd all just go away?
Acted how your "supposed to"
So no one knew you cried?
And never let them see
How you really felt inside?
----- put this on ur page if u have EVER felt this way! UR NOT ALONE!

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you just can't see
The pain someone feels
-----if u have ever felt this way for ANY reason, put this on ur page!