Formerly known as LosingGrip, SilentScreamer, Goodgirlgonebad, or Falling Away
Some info crap about me if you're interested:
My name is Chelsea. I am 18 years old. I love writing poetry and don't know what I would do without it. It is the only successful way that I have found to express my deepest, innermost feelings (since there's no one that I can talk to about them). Well, what can I say? My life is pretty borring.
There isn't really much that I can tell you about myself. I'm usually a quiet and laidback person... that is until you get to know me, then you can't get me to shut up. lol. Anyways. I am usually the person whom everyone comes to for advice or for a shoulder to cry on. Hmm... what else. I don't know. None of this is very interesting or important anyways... if you want to know something about me for any reason, don't be afraid to ask, I don't bite... hard.
My most favorite music is rock.
Here are some awesome bands that I like:
Evanescence, Korn, Slipknot, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance,The Used, Simple Plan, Cold, Smile Empty Soul, Fuel, ICP, Metallica, Puddle of Mudd, Linkin Park, Papa Roach, Avril Lavigne, Story of the Year, Yellowcard, New Found Glory, Green Day, Bowling for Soup, Sum 41, Blink 182, Creed, Breaking Benjamin, System of a Down, Disturbed, Limp Bizkit, P.O.D., Nickelback, 3 Doors Down, Coheed and Cambria, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, The All-American Rejects, Seether, Eighteen Visions, Avenged Sevenfold,Shinedown
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Some of my most favorite song lyrics in the world:
Cold
A Different Kind Of Pain
Before I let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how I feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damned life I'll
Make this up to you
I'm kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
I tried to let you go
I wish I could turn back time and show
You just how I feel
I needed you to know
If it takes my whole damned life I'll
Make this up to you
I'm kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
Before you let me go, I needed you to know
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
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Disturbed
Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
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Nickelback
Animals
I, I’m driving black on black
Just got my license back
I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track
I’ll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
Because the angel on my right ain’t hanging out with me tonight
I’m driving past your house while you were sneaking out
I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run
Your mom don’t know that you were missing
She’d be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I’ve been kissing
Screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Check out the trouble we’re in
You’re beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It’s hard to steer when you’re breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
‘Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I’m screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we’re in
We were parked out by the tracks
We’re sitting in the back
And we just started getting busy
When she whispered “what was that?”
The wind, I think ‘cause no one else knows where we are
And that was when she started screamin’
“That’s my dad outside the car!”
Oh please, the keys, they’re not in the ignition
Must have wound up on the floor while
we were switching our positions
I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing
Screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
We’re just a couple of animals
Get in, just get in
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Check out the trouble we’re in
Get in, just get in
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Here are some awesome poets that you should deffinetly check out:
Ask me-I dare you
DeathOfANation
dazed and alone
untouchable
Pretty Disaster
Juggalette89
Destructive toy
Life is Death
shadowheart
DarkVampyre
SacredMoon
No1LuvsMe
sadpoet
BladeUnderTheStars
DarkBlackGoth
They are all awesome writers. If you are looking for some good reading then you sould check out all of them!!! They're awesome!
I absolutely love quotes! Here are some of my favorites:
1. A friendship that stops existing was actually never there.
2. Before you bite my neck please check the expiration date.
3. Sometimes I just don't care.
4. It's better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
5. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
6. It's better to have loved and lost than to have never of loved at all.
7. It takes an hour to get to know someone, a day to love someone, but an entire lifetime to forget someone.
8. You laugh because Im different, I laugh because you're all the same
9. support your local vampire cult....give blood...
10. It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on.
11. What's life without a little fun?
12. I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it
13. Don’t piss me off! I’m running out of places to hide the bodies.
14. Death is life's way of telling you you're fired
15. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
16. I found everything i needed in letting go of what i thought i wanted...
17. No man is worth your tears and the one who is would never make you cry.
18. Love is not wrong, it's never untrue. Just simply broken lies and twisted in you.
19. Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you.
20. Someday u will cry for me like I cried for you. Someday you will miss me like I missed you. Someday you will need me like I needed you. Someday you will love me but I won't love you.
21. When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you, once I talked to you I was afraid to like you, once I liked you I was afraid to love you, once I loved you I was afraid to lose you!
22. A million words wouldn't bring you back, I know cuz i've tried....neither would a million tears cause i've cried! You left me with a million thoughts and memories too, but i never wanted memories, i wanted you!
23. Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely remember its true, that somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
24. Some times we can regret what we do and who we do it with but eventually we all see the good side. I haven't quite figured out what the good side is yet.
25. "We're never living, just dying slowly."
Ya, those are some of my favorite quotes. I have more, but I don't feel like typing them on here. lol. More to come later.
June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
Chelsea, you're an Observer!
That means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator — though you may prefer to spend more quiet time on your own than most.
Because of the self-knowledge you already possess, you are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.
"I'm screaming out in pain to a world that will never understand."
Well, now you've learned about my life. Now get on with yours! Bye.
Some info crap about me if you're interested:
My name is Chelsea. I am 18 years old. I love writing poetry and don't know what I would do without it. It is the only successful way that I have found to express my deepest, innermost feelings (since there's no one that I can talk to about them). Well, what can I say? My life is pretty borring.
There isn't really much that I can tell you about myself. I'm usually a quiet and laidback person... that is until you get to know me, then you can't get me to shut up. lol. Anyways. I am usually the person whom everyone comes to for advice or for a shoulder to cry on. Hmm... what else. I don't know. None of this is very interesting or important anyways... if you want to know something about me for any reason, don't be afraid to ask, I don't bite... hard.
My most favorite music is rock.
Here are some awesome bands that I like:
Evanescence, Korn, Slipknot, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance,The Used, Simple Plan, Cold, Smile Empty Soul, Fuel, ICP, Metallica, Puddle of Mudd, Linkin Park, Papa Roach, Avril Lavigne, Story of the Year, Yellowcard, New Found Glory, Green Day, Bowling for Soup, Sum 41, Blink 182, Creed, Breaking Benjamin, System of a Down, Disturbed, Limp Bizkit, P.O.D., Nickelback, 3 Doors Down, Coheed and Cambria, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, The All-American Rejects, Seether, Eighteen Visions, Avenged Sevenfold,Shinedown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Some of my most favorite song lyrics in the world:
Cold
A Different Kind Of Pain
Before I let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how I feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damned life I'll
Make this up to you
I'm kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
I tried to let you go
I wish I could turn back time and show
You just how I feel
I needed you to know
If it takes my whole damned life I'll
Make this up to you
I'm kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
Before you let me go, I needed you to know
A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Disturbed
Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nickelback
Animals
I, I’m driving black on black
Just got my license back
I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track
I’ll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
Because the angel on my right ain’t hanging out with me tonight
I’m driving past your house while you were sneaking out
I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run
Your mom don’t know that you were missing
She’d be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I’ve been kissing
Screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Check out the trouble we’re in
You’re beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It’s hard to steer when you’re breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
‘Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I’m screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we’re in
We were parked out by the tracks
We’re sitting in the back
And we just started getting busy
When she whispered “what was that?”
The wind, I think ‘cause no one else knows where we are
And that was when she started screamin’
“That’s my dad outside the car!”
Oh please, the keys, they’re not in the ignition
Must have wound up on the floor while
we were switching our positions
I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing
Screamin’
No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
We’re just a couple of animals
Get in, just get in
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Check out the trouble we’re in
Get in, just get in
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Here are some awesome poets that you should deffinetly check out:
Ask me-I dare you
DeathOfANation
dazed and alone
untouchable
Pretty Disaster
Juggalette89
Destructive toy
Life is Death
shadowheart
DarkVampyre
SacredMoon
No1LuvsMe
sadpoet
BladeUnderTheStars
DarkBlackGoth
They are all awesome writers. If you are looking for some good reading then you sould check out all of them!!! They're awesome!
I absolutely love quotes! Here are some of my favorites:
1. A friendship that stops existing was actually never there.
2. Before you bite my neck please check the expiration date.
3. Sometimes I just don't care.
4. It's better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
5. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
6. It's better to have loved and lost than to have never of loved at all.
7. It takes an hour to get to know someone, a day to love someone, but an entire lifetime to forget someone.
8. You laugh because Im different, I laugh because you're all the same
9. support your local vampire cult....give blood...
10. It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on.
11. What's life without a little fun?
12. I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it
13. Don’t piss me off! I’m running out of places to hide the bodies.
14. Death is life's way of telling you you're fired
15. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
16. I found everything i needed in letting go of what i thought i wanted...
17. No man is worth your tears and the one who is would never make you cry.
18. Love is not wrong, it's never untrue. Just simply broken lies and twisted in you.
19. Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you.
20. Someday u will cry for me like I cried for you. Someday you will miss me like I missed you. Someday you will need me like I needed you. Someday you will love me but I won't love you.
21. When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you, once I talked to you I was afraid to like you, once I liked you I was afraid to love you, once I loved you I was afraid to lose you!
22. A million words wouldn't bring you back, I know cuz i've tried....neither would a million tears cause i've cried! You left me with a million thoughts and memories too, but i never wanted memories, i wanted you!
23. Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely remember its true, that somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
24. Some times we can regret what we do and who we do it with but eventually we all see the good side. I haven't quite figured out what the good side is yet.
25. "We're never living, just dying slowly."
Ya, those are some of my favorite quotes. I have more, but I don't feel like typing them on here. lol. More to come later.
June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
Chelsea, you're an Observer!
That means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator — though you may prefer to spend more quiet time on your own than most.
Because of the self-knowledge you already possess, you are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.
"I'm screaming out in pain to a world that will never understand."
Well, now you've learned about my life. Now get on with yours! Bye.
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Erin200 : Hellooooooo! on April 12, 2007Hi! I was just exploring for some nice poems...no particular reason why I'm here, so I'm just going to look at your poems. um....I don't even really know why I'm here.....um...I'll just...look at the poems now...Bye!

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broken-hearted-poet on July 24, 2006It's not just the vault... I didn't wake up until 4:30 this afternoon. I had a ton of sleep. I want to see that movie.
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TheMadness on July 24, 2006how can a vault keep you so awake? They are not really energy drinks,,, i don't think they are,,,umm...they just KIcK like an energy drink....who knows what thAt means! I went to the movie place and watched clerks 2...extreme funny
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broken-hearted-poet on July 24, 2006I'm not tired. I have vault. It's the best drink in the world. Life is good. A disco party sounds like fun.
