Brok3nxXxh3art• Show poetry

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H3y anyon3 who can b3 both3r3d r3adin this, my nam3 is J3ssica but I pr3f3r J3ssy… If y3ww ar3 a p3rson who hat3s 3mo’s or p3opl3 who ar3 dark and diff3r3nt th3n f**k off cos I dnt av tim3 4 y3ww…and im sur3 u wont wonna r3ad n3thing I writ3 4 3v3ryon3 3ls3…h3r3 is a bit bout mi…

First nam3: J3ssica
Last Nam3: K3ily
Ag3: 15
Location: Australia (Cairns, QLD)

MSN addy: kinky_sx_kitten@hotmail.com
(F33l fr33 2 add m3 if y3ww want)
MySpac3 addy: www.myspace.com/jessy_not_jessica
(Pics of m3 th3r3)

My sist3r us3s AP as w3ll…h3r nam3 iz bubblebaby101

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[[.x.h3arts.x.]]

[©] Music
[©] 3mo bois and gurlz
[©] My fri3nds [[dnt no wat I wud do without y3ww]]
[©] Po3try
[©] Drawing
[©] Coff33 [[lols]]
[©] Vanilla Cok3
[©] My mobil3
[©] My MP3
[©] Burning CD’s [[dnt ask m3 why... cos I av no id3a]]
[©] MSN
[©] TXT conv3rsations
[©] Talking
[©] My m3sh stockings n glov3s
[©] Conv3rs3’s
[©] Black nail polish
[©] Th3 word [[pr3ddi3]] instead ov [[hot]]
[©] Th3 word [[h3art]] inst3ad ov [[lov3]]
[©] [[Black n r3d]].x.[[black n gr33n]].x.[[black n pink]]
[©] Photography
[©] B3ing alon3
[©] Zoning out
[©] Boiling hot show3rs
[©] My hair
[©] I hav3 a thing for 3y3s and lips
[©] And hair…

[[L3ts just say I lov3 a lot ov things…]]

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[[.x.hat3s.x.]]

[©] On3 word3d m3ssag3s!!! [[Th3y driv3 m3 insan3!!]]
[©] T3chno music [[also driv3s m3 insan3]]
[©] Sims
[©] P3opl3 who hat3 m3 cos im diff3r3nt
[©] Coldplay [[Grrrrrrrr dnt go th3r3!!]]
[©] Th3 last bit of c3r3al in th3 box [[3333wwww]]
[©] Writing on th3 last f3w lin3s of a pag3
[©] Cold wat3r
[©] Moths [[actually my phobia]]
[©] D33p wat3r [[I av a f3ar ov drowning]]

[[I dnt hat3 much but a lot ov littl3 things just driv3 m3 insan3]]

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[[.x.Int3r3sts.x.]]

I lov3 my [[music]] I can’t liv3 without it. My [[favourit3]] song is
[©] “3 doors down, here without you” [©]

And as much as I don’t lik3 h3r I lov3 the song
[©] “Rhianna, Unfaithful” [©]

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[[.x,Music.x.]]

[©] From First To Last
[©] My Ch3mical Romanc3
[©] AFI
[©] Taking Back Sunday
[©] Mudvayn3
[©] Ris3 Against
[©] Story Of Th3 Y3ar
[©] 3 Doors Down
[©] Atr3yu
[©] Unwritt3n Law
[©] Syst3m Of A Down
[©] HIM
[©] Sugarcult
[©] Good Charlott3
[©] Panic! At Th3 Disco
[©] Papa Roach
[©] Th3 Us3d
[©] Murd3rdolls
[©] Disturb3d

And a h3ll ov a lot mor3…lookin @ th3s3 songs shows wat music im into tho…

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Anoth3r favourit3 song of min3 is th3 3mo song…

D3ar Diary:

Mood: Apath3tic.

My lif3 is spiralling downward. I couldn't g3t 3nough mon3y to go to th3 Blood R3d Romanc3 and Suffocat3 m3 dry conc3rt. It sucks caus3 th3y play som3 of my favourit3 songs lik3 'Stab My H3art B3caus3 I Love You' and 'Rip Apart My Soul' and of cours3, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab'. And it do3sn't h3lp that I couldn't g3t my hair to do that flippy thingy. Lik3 that guy from that band can do. Som3 days, you know...

I'm an 3mo kid, non-conforming as can b3
You'd b3 non-conforming too if you look3d just like m3
I hav3 paint on my nails and mak3-up on my fac3
I'm almost 3mo 3nough to start shaving my l3gs
Caus3 I f33l r3al d33p wh3n I'm dr3ssing in drag
I call it fr33dom of 3xpr3ssion, most just call m3 a f*g
Caus3 our dud3s look lik3 chicks, and our chicks look like dyk3s
Caus3 3mo is on3 st3p b3low transv3stit3!

Stop my br3athing and slit my throat
I must b3 3mo
I don't jump around wh3n I go to shows
I must b3 3mo

I'm dark, and s3nsitiv3 with low s3lf-3st33m
Th3 way I dr3ss mak3s 3v3ry day f33l lik3 Hallow33n
I hav3 no r3al probl3ms but I lik3 to mak3 beli3v3
I stol3 my sist3r's mascara now I'm ground3d for a w33k
Sulking and writing po3try ar3 my hobbi3s
I can't g3t through a Hawthorn3 H3ights album without sobbing
Girls k33p br3aking up with m3, it's n3v3r any fun
Th3y say th3y alr3ady hav3 a pu$$y, th3y don't n33d anoth3r on3

Stop my br3athing and slit my throat
I must b3 3mo
I don't jump around wh3n I go to shows
I must b3 3mo
Dy3 in my hair and polish on my to3s
I must b3 3mo
I play guitar and writ3 suicid3 not3s
I must b3 3mo

My lif3 is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. And it's suffocating m3. Grabbing a hold of m3 and tight3ning its grip, tight3r than a pair of my littl3 sist3r's j3ans... which look gr3at on m3 by th3 way.

Wh3n I g3t d3pr3ss3d I cut my wrists in 3v3ry dir3ction
H3aring songs about g3tting dump3d giv3 m3 an 3r3ction
I writ3 in a liv3 journal and w3ar thick rimm3d glass3s
I told my fri3nds I bl33d black and cry during class3s
I'm just a bad, ch3ap imitation of goth
You can r3ad m3 "Catch3r in th3 Ry3," and watch m3 jack off
I w3ar skin tight cloth3s whil3 hating my lif3
If I said I lik3 girls, I'd only b3 half right!

I look lik3 I'm d3ad and dr3ss lik3 a homo
I must b3 3mo
Scr3w X-Box, I play old school Nint3ndo
I must b3 3mo
I lik3 to whin3 and hat3 my par3ntals
I must b3 3mo
M3 and my fri3nds all look like clon3s
I must b3 3-Mo

My par3nts just don't g3t m3, you know. Th3y think I'm gay just b3caus3 th3y saw m3 kiss a guy. W3ll, a coupl3 of guys. But I m3an, it's the 2000’s. Can't 2... or 4 dud3s mak3-out with 3ach oth3r without b3ing gay? I m3an, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, som3times I think you'r3 th3 only on3 that g3ts m3, you'r3 my b3st fri3nd...

I f33l lik3 tacos…

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But n3 wayz I hop3 u 3njoy3d mi pag3…and hop3 u 3njoy my po3try…f33l fr33 to l3av3 lots ov comm3nts…gud or bad…I will try to r3turn th3 favour…as I usually do…if I hav3 tim3…[[int3rn3t r3strictions by th3 moth3r]].x.[[lols]]w3ll hop3 to tlk to ya soon oh and add m3 if u us3 msn or MySpace.

By3…xXx…<3<3<3.lots.of.[[h3arts]]…xXx…j3$$y…xXx…