I am a 16 year old girl in the small town of Logan, Ohio. Writing and music are my life, and for me they go hand in hand. I'm damaged, but if you mess with me I can make your life hell. I've known pain, so don't call me a poser. I've known sorrow, so don't call me emo. I've been through hell, so don't call me dramatic. I am me, and that's all there is to know.
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Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
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My AP Family:
Big sister: AppleJuiceMemories
Big brother: Kyo-N
sister: liquidmindforever
sister: FearedCries
sister: Theasp
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Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
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My AP Family:
Big sister: AppleJuiceMemories
Big brother: Kyo-N
sister: liquidmindforever
sister: FearedCries
sister: Theasp
- Last seen on Sep 10 3:26 PM. Member since January 31, 2008.
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, and quote is "writing mends the holes in my heart ". - I am a 16 year old girl from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm playing/teaching piano, reading.
- Visit my homepage at myspace.com/inovermyhead79
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I wake up every morning
feeling like nothing has changed
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without words, a poem is a blank page, waiting for its own song
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So school started this week. I was happy, I thought things would be different. I was wrong. There's kids that hate me for no reason, and pick on me for how I dress and the fact that I'm different. I hate most of my classes and teachers, and no one in the whole damn school seems to care that I'm suicidally depressed.
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My grandma passed away at the beginning of the summer, and now my grandpa passed away a few days ago. I'm okay with it, as in I've come to terms with it, but it's still tough. I mean, they were both Christians and my entire family is convinced they are rejoicing in heaven. I'm okay with that. It's just that it's r
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Sometimes he'll be talking and I miss what he's saying because I'm lost in his eyes. Sometimes I blush because the intensity in the way he's looking at me makes me feel so beautiful. Sometimes I wonder if he's thinking the same thing I am when I'm looking into his eyes. Sometimes he says the simplest things and IJuly 29, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Blood N Tears on September 17wow i really love your page.... especially those lyrics....
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Bianca Melody on August 7corr, those lyrics you got up there. =] amazing. they yours?
.. just thought id drop by to say hello.
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XxBrokenEmoxX on August 6im not sure how i found u....i think reading sum1s poem and u had a comment on there so i just came to ur page
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Badass Brea on August 5Hey Hun!
I am tottally digging the new setup. I love how the blood drops in the back background, the largest one kinda looks like a heart, but the stars are amazing. I am always fascinated with the moon & night sky in general! I like this alot!
