"Since art is merely and ultimately self-expressive, we conclude that the fullest art, the most individual, uninfluenced, unrepressed, uninhibited expression of art is true expression and the true art."
Quote by Poet Allen Ginsberg
"Philosophy can't be found on the back of bumper stickers and coffee mugs. That's what we have Hallmark for." ~ Ouote by Me
Hello there AP...welcome to my page...or my little piece of heaven...my domain...my artistic creations....La Vie Boheme B!
I guess I can start off and say I’m a lot of things...I probably can write a whole paper on who the hell I am. How I’m so "different"...how I’m so "misunderstood"...and how society is all "screwed" up.
But why should I tell you something you heard a million times before. Because really I'm getting sick and tired of calling myself an "individual" or a "noncomforist". I find it quite silly if you have to go around telling people that you are different and unqiue. Let's face it, if you were truely an individual you would not have to defend yourself or your indentity. You know who you are....so why does it matter what anyone else thinks?
Something I would say about myself is that I have an old soul...with a modern day twist. Many people confuse me with someone who is much more older than their years. The only problem is, my youthful face pretty much proves I am still only seventeen years old. Oh how I wish it was different, because of the moment I can not be taken seriously. And I blame that on my damn generation.
"Drama should be a class, not a lifestyle"~Ouote Bryan-CarnelianHope, fellow poet/songwriter here on AP
Today's the day that I won't give people a self pity party. The thing is..stop feeling sorry for yourself...stop trying to make yourself the enemy. Because really...why would you...why would I?
There's more to life than the school yard drama. There's nothing wrong with being emotional just please don't make it a goal of yours. I've been down that road before and basically I'm trying to actually trying to have a stable...balance life. Hey I'm no optimistist....but I'm not a pessimist either.
I'm a openminded, realistic, passionate kind of girl who see's the world just the way it was intented....a glass that's half full and half empty. Hell I just see a glass of water.
"I don't own emotions, I rent."~Ouote by Mark and Roger from the Broadway play and musical "Rent"
My goal in life is to some how make a difference in this world...even the small stuff counts! I'm very interested in the world of journalism and communcations.But for now I'm studying journalism and creative writting in my high school.
Recently I've been hooked to the cable channel Current TV. I love the random and insightful information they play on there. What makes the channel so special is the passion thats put into these short documentries and actually makes journalism personal again. Exactually what I want to do with the rest of my life. Make passion my life's work.
What drives me in anything that I do is passion...
Without it you will become just another face in a crowd of aimless people with no where to go and nothing to do. And I just can't let that be me. No matter if it's through poetry, writing, drawing, painting, playing the gutiar, or fighting for the rights of the speechless...passion will always be there.
"A passionate soul...makes a passionate lover"~Ouote by Me
“Music makes me high on stage and that’s the truth,it’s like almost being addicted to music”~Ouote by Jimi Hendrix, the greatest musician and guitar player that ever graced or green earth. R.I.P
Here are some of my favorite musicians in no single order:
Keane~The Kooks~Lifehouse~Green Day~Jimi Hendrix~Cold War Kids~Bob Marley~The Roots~Foo Fighters~Tupac~Amy Winehouse~Mars Volta~Beck~Coldplay~The White Stripes~Eric Clapton~Oasis~Jack Johnson~G.Love ~The Whitest Boy Alive~Matt Costa~John Legend~JayZ~Ben Kweller~311~Red Hot Chill Peppers~Common~Brand New~The Killers~ Spoon~Matchbox Twenty~Jill Scott~Franz Ferdinand~Marivn Gaye~John Mayer~The Feeling~The Shins~Paolo Nutini~Robin Thicke~4 Non Blondes~Weezer~Joss Stone~Janis Joplin~Nas~Mos Def~Jamiroquai~The Beatles~Beyonce~Jamie Cullum~Alicia Keys~The Doors~Jahiem~Maroon 5~Death Cab for Cutie~Save Ferris In~No Doubt~Kanye West~Mary J~ Matt Keanery~Vampire Weekend~Earth Wind and Fire~Prince~A Tribe Called Quest~Dashboard Confessional~Ben Lee~Third Eye Blind~Nat King Cole~Landon Pigg~Spin Doctors~U2~Nirvana~Ben Harper~Queen~The Fray~Gorillaz~Jason Mraz~Aqualung~Kara's Flowers~The Who~All American Rejects~Bob Dylan~Arctic Monkeys~Alegbra~Lenny Kravitz~Rufus Wainwright~Erykah Badu~Broken Social Scene~Howie Day~Mika~She&Him~Jamie Lidell~MGMT~The Last Shadow Puppets~Fionna Apple~Michael Buble~Zach Gill~Martha Wainwright~The Postal Service~Muse~The Republic Tigers~
Sdele~Blind Pilot~Sam Sparro~Flight of the Conchords
And much more....If anyone knows of any good artists/musicians/bands please just leave a message. I'm pretty much a music junkie and I apperciate a nice span of musical genre's. So if you think you know my taste just leave me a message of any band....old or new and I will check them out.
New Artist that I'm feelin': Datarock, Ben Folds,The Rosebuds,The Verve, Janlle Monae,Razorlight, and the Phoenix.
Here are some people who have truely touched my life:
AP Boyfriend
MilichichiBass-MY kick ass and wise AP BF.This is the worlds future philosophist. Check out his work. You won't be able to tear yourself away. His work can consist of witty humor, longing love, and everything that is wrong with our were fucked up world.
He doesn't just focus of silly teenage bullshit, but the realism of it all. Plus he's an inspiring musicians, and you all know musicans are the epitomy of sex gods
http://allpoetry.com/MilichichiBass
AP Sister
Hear Her Breathe-She is a terrfic poet, sweet, sassy, and wiser beyond her years. She's freakin' brillant. She can being having writers block and still be able to create up genius.
http://allpoetry.com/hear%20her%20breathe
AP Brother
DarkRomantic113-I have never met or encounter such a soul who is so romantic and so truely sweet. Yet he still walks into the darkness, searching for the one to call his love. I hope the best for him. Why can't more guys be like this?
http://allpoetry.com/DarkRomantic113
AP Lyricist
Bryan-CarnelianHope-There is no way I wouldn't add him on this list. Whenever I am having a bad day, his lyrics inspire me to see the sunny side of life. He is truely a passionate writer...because there really aren't too many of those nowadays. Plus we are getting married with hopes that are children will become lyrical muffins who can write their pants off.
http://allpoetry.com/Bryan-CarnelianHope
AP Sister
Scottish Princess-Here is a poet that is truely an 'Angel'. She is sweet, engeric, hopeful, and kind. Her words bring joy to anyone who reads her work. She's not even American and she is more partiotic than most.
http://allpoetry.com/ScottishPrincess
AP Daughter
Moonlitshadows-What a sweet girl. She's young, she's bright, and she seems very happy with her life. I don't want her to become a depressed moron. She is the next generation...so I want her to become her own person, not a copy clone.
http://allpoetry.com/Moonlitshadows
Real Good Friend
Steven Brewer-A buddy from school, who is just as passionate as I am, and just as cynical
. We both share the same point of views and silly futuristic thoughts.
http://allpoetry.com/steven%20brewer
Real Twin Bro
This is my Twin Brother, Myles please check out his work....he's pretty talented though he chooses not to come on here as much.
http://allpoetry.com/Mydex91
Here are some other poets I enjoy: Arthur Rimbaud, William Carlos Williams, Paul Verlane, Allen Ginsberg, William Blake, and Wilt Auden.
[I use to have an AP family, but because it was based on quick judgment...I've decided that that there's no need for it. The small group of passionate writers I've met here in my last three years are enough family for me.]
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since September 8, 2005.
- I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1136 comments.
- I am a 17 year old woman from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Trying to Get into College.





































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Keep it in mind That I'm only to young31 lines, 5 comments, May 16. In My Love Foolosophy
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The changing tide of lovers faults
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This is inspired by one my favorite Keane songs
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Today mark's my third year anniversary as a member of Allpoetry!
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- Column: I'm Not Anti-Jonas, Just Anti-Stupidity at allpoetry
How fans "love", of "music", can come off as a immature obession. - Concrete Covered Lips: Meet & Greet at storywrite
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steven brewer on September 25heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy b
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Bryan-CarnelianHope on September 9Yeah, I heard you there. Me and my sister are in the same grade, two of my bros are in the same, and the twins Aria and Adrian are twins lol enough said.
I'll meet you on Bella Luna. I'm afraid of heights so I'll probably just sleep the rest of my life away when I get up there. -
Bryan-CarnelianHope on September 9Lol they are, I go through like a box of saltines every week.
Saltines and hot chocolate.
My food-crack.
Ugh, it sucks that school-after-school is so frickin expensive. I'm a potetial upper class kid considering how much my parents get paid and what not and the kind of house I live in. But because I have 7 brothers and sisters, we have zero cash to our name. It all goes to food and bills.
Too bad they don't give a "Your momma couldn't keep her legs closed to save her life" scholarship. -
Bryan-CarnelianHope on September 9That bugs me lol. I can get a scholarship because I'm half Native American, but I can't get one because I'm some-fraction Irish (Not sure, my family screwed around a lot).
Apparantly 'cracker' is a food and not a race.
But I'm thinking about a break from all that mess. I'm thinking about taking a year between highschool and college off just to get myself (and some cash) together.
