i am not the best poet but i am prouda myself and i know i will get betta as they all come out...if you dont like my stuff to bad...
my fav bands r allies in chaos, Panic! at the disco, MxPx, green day, good charlotte, my chemical romance, story of the year, the killers, the f-ups, faully, take out #3, lusus naturae, rise against, metallica, linkin park, breaking benjamin, hawthorne heights, blink 182, sum 41, bowling for soup, 3 days grace, senses fail, lost prophets, papa roach, slipknot, sublime, rob zombie, nirvana, boy sets fire, hinder,
bunny here will kill you!!!lol....
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xxxxx
i love my friends and when ever they write poetry about me and our group
i love it!!
this is a poem by my fwend sarah-aka:sharza, starr, sexy vamp lady, INSANE1!!
she read it to me over the phone and then wrote it in my poetry book....i had to put it up here to brag about how much we love each other!!!
julz. by sharza
Thinking ya lost one of your best friend’s friendships
Is the worst feeling in the world
You try to disconnect yourself
Just put them behind you
But memories sneak into your head
And keep wondering what went wrong
What cold have possibly
Ripped tight bond apart?
You still need to walk past them every day
And try not to see them
Try to appear much to happy to care
Appear like you never needed them
Like you can just magically move on
Pretend all the good times never happened
Though inside you wish for more
But now we have a new beginning
We’re even closer than before
You call me almost everyday
So much laughter on the other end
You make me smile
You understand me
I’m so glad we’re friends again
You’re something to good to forget
And leave behind in my hazy past
Yea, we had a fight
But like the slipknot song say
‘What doesn’t kill us will make us stronger’
And look this friendship isn’t dead
Us bitches need to stick together!!
Forever
Let’s never fight again
Me and my hot punk rock bitch
Friendz till the end
I heart you julz
Xoxo
--ur sexy vamp lady
this was written by my friend master-mush~MUSHY
Don't Be Mad...
by Master-Mush on Feb 15 (the day after my b-day!!)
I know I said I wouldn't
Too much has already been shed...
I promised too, I didn't mean to lie
But it was too much last night...
No, don't look like that
I tried, I really did...
But it's like you said -- I'm weak.
No matter my defence, I come out tainted.
It was calling again
It's voice ghastly beautiful.
It told me of honey and sugar,
Just needed one more line for them...
Well, there you have it
I started up -- again.
But it got kind of out of control,
The line kept growing, farther down.
From wrist to leg, and back again
A cutter's poem --don't be mad...
mushy love: no matter what you do i could never get mad
i wuv you
**julz**
GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM
"Theatre"
I see the world in a swirl of hues,
but my favorite color is shame.
Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
Or in the deep pockets of my mind,
where I lust after blood and pain.
Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
I am I and the world is a woman
from whom I must take take take.
In an act of lust, in an act of pride
And I am damned, but can I be saved?
but can I be saved?...saved
Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(Tonight the sky is)
Melancholy and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
And the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
HIDDEN IN PLAIN VEIW
“ashes, ashes”
i hope this terrifies you
immoral suicide which burns inside you
ill never let you out
until you realize, knee deep
or buried alive in lies
go, go, go believe
in everything u need
take everything for granted
distorting every memory
knee deep and alone
you like it when you know
just what im thinking
i hope this terrifies you
immoral suicide which burns inside you
ill never let you out
until you realize knee deep or buried alive in lies
this time i wont let you in
sweet like a child
act like children
you run from your problems
blurring the visions we set in our sides
(so what would you like)
straight..
the kids are screaming at the tops of their lungs
while they are pointing their fingers at your loaded guns
behind the places and backdrops
?
bridges are burning, we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
i hope this terrifies you
i know it terrifies you
ill be ok just go just go
we all fall down
ill be ok
let the bridges burn
we all fall down
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
"Saying Sorry"
These colors will not change
You change the way I see them
These words will fade
when you explain why you hate them
we are the same
She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)
We're falling forwards.
She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying sorry we're falling apart
wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, this time
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
AIDEN
"Die Romantic"
You can illustrate your life in romance.
But I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
It's not your best intention now to burn your friends,
This is your last night, this is your last chance.
In my hands
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched your lips turn blue, your eyes went cold and all,
with all the rest.
I felt the panic and tried to breathe.
Is this happening?
I've fucking had it.
Well, God, save me, please.
'Cause I don't think she'll make it through the night.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
[x2]
Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was only found in books.
Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was harder than it looks.
So take care of what you love
and all this stuff are remnants of a life in shattered glass,
it's all I have to ask.
I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!
I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!
You can illustrate your death in romance.
I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
I felt the dead-end price you paid for everyday.
This is your last night,
Suicide kept tight,
You're gone tonight.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
[x2]
Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic,
Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic, tonight...
AFI
"The Leaving Song"
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
BLEED THE DREAM
"Just Like I Remember"
You always had a way with words
In letters back and forth we'd send
Back when we were foolish kids
The world was only as big as a heart
And she walks just like I remember
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
I wish everything was fine
We thought we had it figured out
And nothing can stop us now
I wish we were those foolish kids
We could go back and start again
We always knew this night would come
But I could never give you up
So just go on lying
'Cause we can just pretend
And she walks (and she walks) just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
You always knew it was the right way
The right way to make a point in everything
I'm gonna make up for lost time
I'm gonna make up for this
I'm gonna wake up and rewind
And she walks just like I remember
Something's on her mind
And she walks (and she walks) just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
my fav bands r allies in chaos, Panic! at the disco, MxPx, green day, good charlotte, my chemical romance, story of the year, the killers, the f-ups, faully, take out #3, lusus naturae, rise against, metallica, linkin park, breaking benjamin, hawthorne heights, blink 182, sum 41, bowling for soup, 3 days grace, senses fail, lost prophets, papa roach, slipknot, sublime, rob zombie, nirvana, boy sets fire, hinder,
bunny here will kill you!!!lol....
(\_/)
(o.0)
( >0< )
xxxxx
i love my friends and when ever they write poetry about me and our group
i love it!!
this is a poem by my fwend sarah-aka:sharza, starr, sexy vamp lady, INSANE1!!
she read it to me over the phone and then wrote it in my poetry book....i had to put it up here to brag about how much we love each other!!!
julz. by sharza
Thinking ya lost one of your best friend’s friendships
Is the worst feeling in the world
You try to disconnect yourself
Just put them behind you
But memories sneak into your head
And keep wondering what went wrong
What cold have possibly
Ripped tight bond apart?
You still need to walk past them every day
And try not to see them
Try to appear much to happy to care
Appear like you never needed them
Like you can just magically move on
Pretend all the good times never happened
Though inside you wish for more
But now we have a new beginning
We’re even closer than before
You call me almost everyday
So much laughter on the other end
You make me smile
You understand me
I’m so glad we’re friends again
You’re something to good to forget
And leave behind in my hazy past
Yea, we had a fight
But like the slipknot song say
‘What doesn’t kill us will make us stronger’
And look this friendship isn’t dead
Us bitches need to stick together!!
Forever
Let’s never fight again
Me and my hot punk rock bitch
Friendz till the end
I heart you julz
Xoxo
--ur sexy vamp lady
this was written by my friend master-mush~MUSHY
Don't Be Mad...
by Master-Mush on Feb 15 (the day after my b-day!!)
I know I said I wouldn't
Too much has already been shed...
I promised too, I didn't mean to lie
But it was too much last night...
No, don't look like that
I tried, I really did...
But it's like you said -- I'm weak.
No matter my defence, I come out tainted.
It was calling again
It's voice ghastly beautiful.
It told me of honey and sugar,
Just needed one more line for them...
Well, there you have it
I started up -- again.
But it got kind of out of control,
The line kept growing, farther down.
From wrist to leg, and back again
A cutter's poem --don't be mad...
mushy love: no matter what you do i could never get mad
i wuv you
**julz**
GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM
"Theatre"
I see the world in a swirl of hues,
but my favorite color is shame.
Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
Or in the deep pockets of my mind,
where I lust after blood and pain.
Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
I am I and the world is a woman
from whom I must take take take.
In an act of lust, in an act of pride
And I am damned, but can I be saved?
but can I be saved?...saved
Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(Tonight the sky is)
Melancholy and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
And the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tragedy on the far side of the world.
HIDDEN IN PLAIN VEIW
“ashes, ashes”
i hope this terrifies you
immoral suicide which burns inside you
ill never let you out
until you realize, knee deep
or buried alive in lies
go, go, go believe
in everything u need
take everything for granted
distorting every memory
knee deep and alone
you like it when you know
just what im thinking
i hope this terrifies you
immoral suicide which burns inside you
ill never let you out
until you realize knee deep or buried alive in lies
this time i wont let you in
sweet like a child
act like children
you run from your problems
blurring the visions we set in our sides
(so what would you like)
straight..
the kids are screaming at the tops of their lungs
while they are pointing their fingers at your loaded guns
behind the places and backdrops
?
bridges are burning, we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
we all fall down
i hope this terrifies you
i know it terrifies you
ill be ok just go just go
we all fall down
ill be ok
let the bridges burn
we all fall down
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
"Saying Sorry"
These colors will not change
You change the way I see them
These words will fade
when you explain why you hate them
we are the same
She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)
We're falling forwards.
She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying sorry we're falling apart
wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, this time
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
AIDEN
"Die Romantic"
You can illustrate your life in romance.
But I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
It's not your best intention now to burn your friends,
This is your last night, this is your last chance.
In my hands
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched your lips turn blue, your eyes went cold and all,
with all the rest.
I felt the panic and tried to breathe.
Is this happening?
I've fucking had it.
Well, God, save me, please.
'Cause I don't think she'll make it through the night.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
[x2]
Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was only found in books.
Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was harder than it looks.
So take care of what you love
and all this stuff are remnants of a life in shattered glass,
it's all I have to ask.
I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!
I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!
You can illustrate your death in romance.
I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
I felt the dead-end price you paid for everyday.
This is your last night,
Suicide kept tight,
You're gone tonight.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic
[x2]
Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic,
Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic, tonight...
AFI
"The Leaving Song"
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
BLEED THE DREAM
"Just Like I Remember"
You always had a way with words
In letters back and forth we'd send
Back when we were foolish kids
The world was only as big as a heart
And she walks just like I remember
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
I wish everything was fine
We thought we had it figured out
And nothing can stop us now
I wish we were those foolish kids
We could go back and start again
We always knew this night would come
But I could never give you up
So just go on lying
'Cause we can just pretend
And she walks (and she walks) just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
You always knew it was the right way
The right way to make a point in everything
I'm gonna make up for lost time
I'm gonna make up for this
I'm gonna wake up and rewind
And she walks just like I remember
Something's on her mind
And she walks (and she walks) just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
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Just... Kate on July 22, 2006Hi Julz!!! Long time no talk!!! One of these nights I'm gonna have to steal you from home so we can go out and do something!!! Love ya chica!
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bloodyfears on July 5, 2006hehe...i love aiden most of all....i recently got into some more warped tour bands like chiodos and american eyes....but yea...aiden i still and most like always will be my number 1!!!
