Bloodof1000roses• Show poetry

Hi once again, I havent ben here in forever, Im surprised my account hasn't been cancelled..... I just looked over my last page and suddenly realized how childish it sounded so I decided to change it. I have no idea if anyone has even looked in here since my friends stopped coming here and updating. Oh well, life goes on and all we can do is fallow or get swept away, if you can understand then you know how I feel. Even though I would like to go and erease all my depressing poetry, I can't, it just wont let me forget. Memmories of a life long past and never to return, yet depressing all the same. I dont even know if I have the spark TO write anymore, but I will surely try. I guess you will never really know who your real friends are untill you stop providing things for them, I finnaly realized that I was not only ruining life for myself but for my daughter as well, and decicded to get myself together and GROW UP. I just want it to be over, but it will not end untill I do it myself, and what does that Robert Frost poem say? I have promisses to keep and miles to go before I sleep? Well, get into gear buddy, cuz nobodys gonna do it for ya.... Learned that one the hard way, I guess everyone does in the end, if only childhood was eternal I would be forever happy. A notion that has abandoned me ever more. Oh well, best of wishes to anyone and everyone, thanks for putting up with my childish whining, and hope you enjoy the poetry.

My favorite
groups are:
The furnace
disturbed
incubus
staind
system of the down
P.O.D
ramstein
audio slave
ace of base
alanis morissette
ACDC
U2
guns and roses
nine inch nails
jimmy eat world
A.F.I
otep
godsmack
led zeplen
Pink floyd
Simple plan
tool
a perfect circle
the goo goo dolls
my chemical romance
panic at the disco
as blood runs black
as I lay dying
flyleaf
rise against
hello goodbye
underoath
Bullet For My Valentine


sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah Im smiling but inside Im dying....

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we need to stop child abuse

My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

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