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I am 15 years old. I attend high school in TN. Where i am currently in my freshman year and i enjoy being with my friends! I began writing about 4 years ago though i stopped for a long time i picked right back up where i left off! I enjoy writing mostly about death! It fasinates me. I'm not depressed and i'm not WEIRD but i am fascinated with death and the many ways people portray it. They think of death as this morbid thing where as i think of it as a wonderful thing. Though i love my family, I think of death as a wonderful experience! For some people it may not be. But i think i have somewhat of a morbid mind! I have a wonderful family! My mother is actually on this site and is also a writer! She is being published and has already had some of her poetry published previously!
She is Sherry aka Eyes Of Rain, allpoetry.com/poets/Eyes%20Of%20Rain .

Love is a big part of my life and always has been, and i know most of you are thinking guys, but no actually i meant love in general. I don't like hating people, i am just not the hating type. So even if you come up to me on the streets and cuss me then we fight it out, which we will cause that just me, then i will still not hate you and will more than likely become the best friend you have. As for my friends i have some of the best, we have so much fun and we can make you laugh no matter how bad your day or life has been. We always keep a smile on our own faces and we will keep one on yours too.

I am dating this guy from my school and his name is Josh Crow. He is the sweetest guy i have ever met and i think this is the one i will stay with for a while i am just so happy when i am with him he is so great and he always keeps a smile on my face. Things have gotten better for me since he entered my life. He has helped me so much and i tank him for that. I also have to thank him for everything else he has done for me. I just can't help it i love him soo much and don't know what i would do without him.

I don't get in trouble very much, mostly because i hate being in trouble. But i have been known well for testing new waters. Just ask my mother she will tell you. If i have never done it before it becomes appealing to me and i have to test it out and try it. I have not, however, in any shape, form, or fashion tried drugs. There are a couple of reasons for that, My mother being the first. I love her way to much to hurt her by doing something like that. Second, My best friend died from taking too many pills. As you can read about in "That Day"! I miss her soo much but it bacame a reality for me. She was only a sweet and beautiful 19 years of age when her life was taken with no second chance. She was at a party things got out of hand and they pronounced her dead at 8:15 a.m. Dec,16, 2004. Over a year now and her memory still stands in my mind.

Before loosing her i lost my grandmother on my father's side, and my most beloved teacher, Mr. Campbell who as of today still stands in my mind and it has been almost 5 years. Then after I lost Jennifer i lost 2 of my other friends, Thomas Stills and Bridgett Singleton. Then i lost my grandfather's mother on my mothers side. I have been greiving most of my life over these people. I still love and miss each one.

As for my father, We fight alot. He and my mother devorced when i was only an innocent young child. My step-mother hates me for no reason, So my father basically sees me maybe twice a year and he only lives 5 minutes away from me. I have found peace and sollitude in writing and my mother supports that, though my father thinks it is nothing more than a few words that rhym on a peice of paper that we call poetry. He procedes to tell me how dumb it is to tell others your feelings through these complicated, meaningless words. More often than not he tells me to just hush about the non-sense. But my love for the words has never stopped, though there for a while i thought it would.

See i went through that stage that all teens go through at least once in their lives where you want nothing more than for your parents to leave you alone and stay out of your life, and your friends seem to be the only ones who truly understand. I never wanted to write bacause i felt like evrything i did truned out to be exactly what i didn't want it to be. Then i saw my mother begin her poetry and i thought long and hard about my life and how i seemed to be shuting the world out of it. I felt so alone. There was no one i would let comfort me in any way. I had nothing for anyone.

Now i rely on my mother more than ever. We are closer than ever and i share everything with her. She knows more about the guys i date than my friends do. Which i feel sorry for her bacause i usually switch boys alot so she has all that usless information stored in her brain. lol I guess it could come in handy one day if i run away with a boy and she has to hunt him down to kill him...lol... which as she knows i would never do.

I do plan on going to college after high school and plan to become a lawyer majoring in criminal law. I love to argue ( again my mother will tell you that too) I am stubborn and i get my way (most of the time)! I have tried to keep my grades above average my whole life and everything i do i work towards college because it is important to me as well as the life i have planned for me.

If you want to know anything that is not in here then feel free to ask... i don't bite...too hard! lol

_My AP Family_
Aunt--Spamwitch
My beloved brother--Loki rules
My lovely grandma--Princess Perdue
My wonderful Poppy--Dragon Tamer
Sister--brokenbeauty921
Bad Big Sister--NymphetomineGirl
Crazy Sister--King Muhaha
Sister--darken the light
My wonderful poetic minded mother--Eyes Of Rain
My new DADDY-- Lionslove




All those wonderfull people and i am still looking for a father and maybe a few more brothers. I also need an uncle so keep commenting on the below entry that says wanna be a part of my AP family? Thank you guys.


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