Bleedingheart12292• Show poetry

hey my name is Brandy. i write poetry to release the anger and frustration and most importantly the pain that comes from school and my family. i dont have a good relationship with my parents, my mom is...different from other moms she doesnt give me any freedom and i have never met my dad. i have a deep problem with trust... not to shocking after being let down so many times in one year. i dont trust anyone unless they prove to me they are worthy of trust i dont have many friends because without trust you can not hold a friendship together. trust is the foundation of any relation.

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i love writing poetry because it gives the world a chance to see true pain. everone complains they have it bad but they have no idea till they've seen it through a true sufferers eyes. only if you've been through something do you truely have that instperation that lets you even begin to understand the feelings of others. even though i have little friends anyone can talk to me and trust me because of my intentive listening to what they have to say and the fact that everyone knows that i have one spacific thing that lets them be open to me and know that noone else will find out....My word. when i make a promise i always keep it because i no how hard it is to get back up when someone throws you down. i know how it feels to walk in the darkness without even your shadow to keep you company. to be on the ground and the world around you just continuing to function without you. i have been through it all ive been sexually asulted and been in relationships that my boyfriend would beat me when he didn't get his way... and if your reading this feel lucky because your one of the few people who no.

It hurts but its insperaton drawn and its wat i let out.

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Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No . . .

Month Seven
Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page.


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♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!
love is love it doesnt matter who...if you hate them just, dont date them the only thing wrong with them is you!!!
if you dont like...dont look!!!
there are worse things you could be afraid of!!!!!!!

HEARTS BREAK AND TEARS FALL

girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

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MILITARY FRIENDS VS. FRIENDS

FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you don't get caught

FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs

MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about
the fat chick you tried to pick up

FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one
is late for the ride home.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally
points and an E & E route.

FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked
up... but hey, that shit was fun "

FRIENDS: Cry with you.

MILITARY FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your
vagina.

FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who
bought it in the first place.

FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave
them alone.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will Low Crawl naked into the room with a camera and
Hope for the tag team.

FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"

FRIENDS: Will try and talk to the bouncer when you get tossed out of the
bar.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will man up and go after the bouncer for touching you
on the way out.

FRIENDS: Will wish you had enough money to go out that night, and are
sorry you couldn't come.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will share their last dollar with you, drag you along,
and try to steal free drinks all night

FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say,
"Bitch, you better drink the rest of that shit, you know we don't waste.
That's alcohol abuse!!!" HAHAHAHA !!!!

FRIENDS: Want the money they loaned you back next week.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Can't begin to remember who owes who money after
taking care of each other for so long.

FRIENDS: Will say "I can't handle Tequila anymore".

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will say "okay, just one more..." and then 2 minutes
later "okay, just one more!".

FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will knock them the Fuck out!!

FRIENDS: Will tell you "They'd take a bullet for you."

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will actually take a bullet for you.

FRIENDS: Will ignore this

MILITARY FRIENDS: Will forward this to all their friends.

Every 7 seconds an emo kid dies from suicide.
Post this if you want that to change.........
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