Bleed-it-out• Show poetry

"Whether you think you can or you cant
you are right" -Henry Ford-

Im 22 years old , i have a 3 yr old son who i love with all my heart he has turned my life around i should say he saved my life there is no way i can explain what it feels like once you bring a child into the world there is no other love like that!!!!.

i used to be a prima ballerina but b/c i have damaged my body it has ruined my dream of being a dancer.I write about my life.

im recovering from eating disorders and self mutilation and various drug addictions this is almost my 2nd year without any of that in my life i have had a few slip ups and messed up here and there but im doing great now.
i cant say i feel wonderful everyday b/c i dont i have my bad days like anyone recovering...im never going to regret what i did to myself b/c i wouldnt be here living the life iam now i wouldnt be able to reach out and try to help others as much as i can.

MY POETRY- is about my life about every road i traveled. My older poems are really dark and personal most of them are about cutting or my battle with eating disorders...my new poems are filled with hope sometimes personal ..i write what i feel adn just let my emotions flow onto paper. this is a way i love to communicate my feeling i bet alot of you can say the same or else you wouldnt be here writting deep dark thoughts out.

LEAVE ME COMMENTS I LOVE HEARING WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. IF YOU WANT ANY ADVICE ON ANYHTING ASK I HAVE BEEN THERE DONE THAT




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i dont regret my past.. for my past is what made me who iam today...

my favorite color is RED

Im a little COUNTRY a little ROCK N ROLL i listen to baby eating music
(thats what my fiancee calls it) RAP AND R&B


cats or dogs? CATS and dogs

wallflower or dancing queen? DANCING QUEEN prima ballerina

Alcohol? vodka, beer, whiskey, hurricanes, champagne, rum, everything yummy!!!!!!!!BAHAMA MAMA

day or night? NIGHT

give me money give me shoes let me smoke and give me a drink lets hit the dance floor!!!!


****anyone and everyone can tell you i have been there and done that



****dont tell anyone you understand when you really dont!!!!!

****DONT BE AN ASS JUST TO BE ONE

****here's a word for all you youngens going into high school it's not all about looks it's about your education dont try to impress everyone b/c you cant. just remember im watchin all you PREPS who think there better than everyone dont worry you will get your time. ive seen it happen.

****TRY JUST TRY IN LIFE try try try!!!

****GOD will never give you a mountain you cant climb

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****remember when you are weak and you feel you cant go on there are others wo have felt the same you are not alone when you feel like you can no longer hold on and you just give up b/c you cant do it. (thats when your knees should hurt the most) you control your life your actions. its ok to go crazy sometimes.. noone is perfect no one is normal. i know im not!!!!
im still working on my life i have along way to go and alot to make up for. im not ashamed of my past b/c the past made me.



******love,TRISHA