Blackwizard1988• Show poetry

It has been some time since I last came to this part of the world wide web. I must admit that on first glace, it brought a lot of my past back to. I have since last being here, regret to say that I have had to grow up some what. It has not been easy, clinging to my childish intentions. But alsa it is something we will all come to face.It has in a way killed a lot of what I ued to feel, and so it is hard to put things in as beautiful a words as I used to be able to do.

I have not how ever lost my imagenation, though it might be a little rusty, it all still flows with me. Usually at moments of pressure, high emotion or need for release. And no this is not 'emo', dnt like that word anyway. I was a 'self harmer' there is a differnce. I was not a fashion accesory!

But even that side of me has been qwelled with maturaty. I shall wish you fair well for now. And will be adding one or to new works soon, But I do not intend to delete the rest of what is writen below as it serves as a window to a darkeer past of which I managed to break free from, that I hope shall serve to others that read my works that their is always a way. There is always help. And I shall listen to anyone who needs it. 3/09/07

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I tend to lean towards the darker more depressing side of poetry. It is something that I enjoy and wish to share with others so they may share a taste of my self loathing. I now intend to go wollow in my imagination and attempt to retrive poems for you. I may be gone a while. I am affraid that i might get lost up there!

Marc.C.Gillings
A.K.A Blackwizard1988


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