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I write poems about what actually happened to me. That or it's about thoughts that I've had. I sometimes make them rhyme, but the last few sentences tend to stop rhyming. I don't know why, It just happens that way.

I love vampire movies. Queen of the Damned, Blade, The Forsaken, and Underworld are my favorites. I love cheesecake, chinese food, italian food, mexican food, ramon noodles, reeses peanut butter cups, any kind of food really.

I looooovvvvveeee Mountain Dew. Can't live without it.

I hate bright lights and I like dark spaces. I like Metallica, Slipknot, Nirvana, Cold, Hinder, Rammstien, Disturbed, Flyleaf, Breaking Benjamin, Nine Inch Nails, Korn, AFI, Godsmack, and a fu*ing whole lot more. I have a two page list somewhere.

I hate fakes. Don't lie about something just to get people to like you.

I have two brothers and one sister. I am protective about family. If you mess with anyone in my family, you'll probably wake up with someone standing over you getting ready to beat the crap out of you. Everyone in my family is like this.

I have a weakness for guys in eyeliner and (or) long hair.

I hate the song 'Beautiful' or whatever it's called by James Blunt. As a matter of fact, I hate all his songs. I wish him a painful, tragic, freak accident.

I don't know what else to tell about me. I'm sure there's more.










"Out Here All Night"
Artist: Damone

Summer's coming too fast,
Winter's been here too long
If we keep wasting our days,
Pretty soon they'll be gone

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

I've been out here all night,
I've been out her all day
With my eyes open wide
Hoping that you will say
Everything is all right
We can be happy too
If you look out for me
The way I looked out for you

People take what they need

Then they tell you "get lost"
Kindly leading you on
While they're ripping you off

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

I've been out here all night
I've been out here all day
Hoping that you will say
Everything is all right
We can be happy too
If you look out for me
The way I looked out for you

If I sounded insecure
It's because I wasn't sure
You were really there

I've been out here all night
I've been out here all day
With my eyes open wide
Hoping you will say
Everthing is all right
We can be happy too
If you look out for me
The way I looked out for you

You can stand there all night
You can stand there all day
You can do what you like
It doesn't matter to me

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah








"Serenity"
Artist: Godsmack

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

I need serenity [x2]








"Miss Murder"
Artist: AFI


[Chorus:]
Hey Miss Murder, can I
Hey Miss Murder, can I
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky,
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

[Chorus]

Dreams of his crash won’t pass.
Oh, how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystified,
he left them all behind
and how his children cried.
He left us all behind.

[Chorus]

What's the hook, the twist within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it
that the ghost you love, your ray of light will fizzle out
without hope.
We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin,
ever searching for what we were promised...
Reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go...
Who would ever let us put their filthy hands upon it?







"Sweet Dreams"
Artist: Marilyn Manson

Sweet dreams are made of these.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.

Chorus:

Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.

Sweet dreams are made of these.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.


Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.


I wanna use you and abuse you.
I wanna know what's inside you.

Whispering and Moaning:

Hold your head up, movin' on.
Keep your head up, movin' on.
Repeat Three Times)
Movin' on!!

Sweet dreams are made of these.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.

Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.


I'm gonna use you and abuse you.
I'm gonna know what's inside.
Gonna use you and abuse you.
I'm gonna know what's inside you.




"Enjoy the Silence"
Artist: Lacuna Coil

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can?t you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence



My AP Family:

KissMeImContagiousx: little sister
Used to be xXBloodyXTearsxX. A lot of people can relate to her poetry. You really should read some of her work.

FullyAlive: little sister
Her work is beautiful. You should see for yourself.

Lady Calasouvve: Big sister
Used to be BluevampyressAvarus. She's such a wonderfull writer. If you haven't checked out her work, I suggest you do.

Subliminal girl: cousin
She's a great girl. Take a look at her work, I think you'll like it.

Ahtemu De Winter: Aunt
Her work inspires me. If you like darkness in poetry, then this is one you should take a look at.

The Vampyre Lestat: My Master
Wow, another great dark poet. Check him out, I'm sure you'll love him.

Send me a message if you would like to be part of my family.