"I don't want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right....I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, I hate that I have no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming."

I'd listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice i heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away
Sometimes you see clowns. Sometimes you see goblins sneering at you. I see nothing at all.
10-21-09
I ♥ Miyazaki movies and have
seen every one of them.
"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth."
-Alphonse Elric
(FMA)
I like music.
Music makes my
world go round.
I love different kinds of music
but mostly, anything with a good beat
or good lyrics.
Me being a poet,
I'm all about the lyrics.
♥

I love Anime.
I love reading Mangas ♥
I'm an anime junkie ^_^
This is me when I has a foods I really likes
↓
I like Art.
I'm an artist myself and
started when I was 12 by drawing anime characters.
I have over 8 sketchbooks done
and full of amateur drawings.
I don't consider myself a professional.
It's just my therapy, my world on paper,
one of my various hobbies. I appreciate most
artwork, especially really dark,
grunge artwork.
♥♠:†

I like fantasy. I love Furries. I love Anthromorphs.
I love Sci-Fi, Horror, The Macabre, Romance,
Hopelessness and Tragedy.
Tragedy is more real to me.
I have learned that happyness is hard to attain
but it all depends on the kind of person you are
and how you look at things.
One day, I hope to be pretty good at making my own
mangas, I've got so many stories in my head >.<
And one day, i hope I can draw furries properly =3
In my Furry Form, I'm a Wox =3
And that is something Anubis made up for me.
I am a kitsune/wolf hybrid and my name
is Iscis Shadowfox or just Shadowfox =3
I'm a photographer. One day, I thought I could make some sort of profession from it and I've been told numerous times that I could be a legend. But I don't always believe it. I'm not a professional. I don't like creating moments in my work, I like capturing them and basically, I like all kinds of photography. I don't really like using Photoshop or anything. I don't have it or even know how to use it. I like REAL pictures. Pictures that show the moment, the feeling, the beauty, even if it's a sad picture. One day, I hope to own my own Polaroid camera and I'm soon to add a Holga Camera to my mini camera family ♥ If you wanna see my work, you can find me here:
Skye:
hmm, im bored
Dunno wat to do
Mel:I'm just sitting here
being gay.
Skye: Yeah...
when don't we do that tho?
Mel: hahha
when we're asleep?
Skye: Nope, I do it in my sleep too
XD
8-22-09
Sara: Inside of you looms a simmering storm of hatred and rage, but perhaps what I'm actually sensing is sadness. It's as if you've never once been loved by anyone; it's as if you're just like me.
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
Marilyn Monroe ♥
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- My mood is , and quote is "apathetic".
- I am a 20 year old woman from Missouri (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm practicing my skills.
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- I am in the groups Beauty Seekers, CB Vets, Captivate, Children of Japan, Drag kings and Lesbian Bois of AP, Spydurs Family
- I have 839 comments, 14 columns, 567 poems, 2 stories, 96 journals
My Lists
- American Tragedies
- Cassie ♥
- Grimm Little Faerytales
- Kirsten
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- Skyekats' Poetry
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- Stories
- The Denizens of Hell
- Victor
- whiterabbit.
Poems I'm focused on
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is there anymore room in your heart to love Mel?
you said goodbye because you had to,125 lines, 6 comments, August 10
My Poetry
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You don't promise me anything but it's like you're healing my heart. Not with lust but with patience and love. You kissed my forehead and you were kind, all the while watching me.48 lines, December 4
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You stretch out at my fingertips,
clawing at my dreams;3 lines, 1 comment, December 1
My Stories
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Morgan sharpened her knife by the window as she gazed outside at city streets and city lights.1
1671 lines, 3 comments, June 30. In 600-2000 words -
“All things end.” Anna tells herself. The Greyhound pulls away and she’s somewhere in the middle of Ohio, a little more than halfway home. It wasn’t her stop but, it didn’t matter anymore, life was about choices and she made1841 lines, June 2. In 600-2000 words
My other items
- Column: Daily Streams Of Consciousness at allpoetry
- Column: Food Diary =3 at allpoetry
- Column: Me Crying. at allpoetry
From A Depressive Episode in the summer time.
I wanted to show you that there is beauty in pain.
My journal entries
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I am Wiccan. 1 I was born and raised. 2 My dads side of the family 3 is Catholic. 4 5 I've been to church, 6 the only thing I found special about it 7 was the stained glass and the architecture.December 3, 1,500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Guest Book
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Anubis on December 6I promised you. I'm not going anywhere.
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Vacancy. on December 6I'm going to make it right now.
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Vacancy. on December 6I will!!

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kommerzielles Odland on December 4oi, check it, share it!!!
http://allpoetry.com/column/show/2357623
cheers.
Rembrandt.



























































