Black-tears• Show poetry

love is watching someone die...so who's gonna watch you die? (death cab for cutie-what sarah said)

hi you! for you haters: so you don't like emos? that's allright with me, but stop talking trash about us!!!it's all crap, and you know it! emo's rule!! xD
'bout me: I have PTSS, am depressed, a cutter, someone who hates school, and someone who couldn't live without my friends, music, my sis
lots of people call me gothic, just because they only know what gothic means
but I'm pretty much emo, or scene, whatevah you wanna call it 4the record: tokio hotel, MCR and that kinda crap ain't emo bands!! so don't be a wemo and go listen to real bands like rites of spring, alesana and drop dead gorgeous!
and I totally hate staring, why do people stare at others who look ''different''? can't we all be *bunny* individual? should we all be so *bunny* stupid as they are? I DON'T THINK SO!
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REALLY pathetic: even my musicteacher didn't know what emo or screamo is...

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what to do when you feel lonely, depressed, sad, numb, something like that?
go and hug someone!!!! don't have someone nearby? go 'n hug yourself!! I know right, that sounds soooooooo stupid, but it works xD
you could also just put lotsa make-up on, or spend lotsa time doing your hair... or listen to freakin happy songs, and sing along till you get a headache

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the bands I love: rites of spring, nirvana, boys like girls, hawthorne heights, muse, wolfmother, the infadels, hot chip, silverstein, scissor sisters,evanescence, within temptation, queens of the stone age, we are scientists, death cab for cutie, the strokes, editors, the white stripes, funeral for a friend, yeah yeah yeahs, creed, snow patrol, thursday, armor for sleep, from first to last, sunny day real estate, FLYLEAF!!!!, escape the fate, from autumn to ashes, spitalfield, saves the day, the starting line, drop dead gorgeous, boys night out, CSS, the shins, behind crimson eyes, pete and the pirates, voicst, fightstar, BROKENCYDE!!!!, a skylit drive, joy division, flaming lips, soko, scary kids scaring kids, MGMT, the promise ring, alesana
(this should be enough, I got a lot more bands in my mind, but these are the most important for me )
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favorite lyrics:

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
-oasis:Stop Crying Your Heart Out
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Can you see this or wear it on your wrist
It's everything you wanted
The mark you always missed
Can you feel this cross me off your list
She's everything you wanted
The mark you always missed

With dry eyes, steady hands
I tried so hard to understand
Why you left us all alone
Three broken hearts with a broken home
hawthorne heights:Cross Me Off Your List

about hawthorne heights: casey calvert, R.I.P!!!
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When I said good morning,
I was lying,
I was truly thinking of,
How I might quit waking up,

He pointed out how selfish,
It would be kill myself,
So I keep waking up,

It feels so much like falling,
Dying while I wait to die,
The fear of something or nothing,
Lonely empty lie,

flyleaf: much like falling

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Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Three Days Grace: Pain
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the football club I support: FC LIVERPOOL!! they're the best!!!!

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.*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)*•.¸


Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

-----///\\-----Please
----///-\\\----put This
---|||---|||---on Your
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---|||---|||---someone
----\\\-///----you knew
-----\\///-----knew passed
------///\-----away because
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on my to do list:
-I want to go to england!!!!(or australia or new zealand)
-I want to go to some festivals like: GLASTONBURY, READING AND LEEDS, LOWLANDS (again), SUMMERDARKNESS, PINKPOP, etc.)
-I want to meet: queens of the stone age, muse, flyleaf, armor for sleep
-and sometimes I just want to die (slowly)

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so I'm emo,
so I have a bad skin,
so I was/sometimes am a cutter,
so I wanna dye my hair,
so I'm bisexual
so I gain weight in vacations,
so people call me a freak just because I dare to be MYSELF,
so I'm shy

SO WHAT!

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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!

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My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

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thank you for your interest by reading all this, I hope you enjoy my poems (and comment on some if you want to, cause I love to read comments )

and now I'm gonna stop talking about myself and other things, because I do that all the time with my psychologists ( or how you guys write that) and it's sooooo boring to always talk about yourself, knowing that there are better things to do (HELLO, PEOPLE OUTSIDE ARE DYING BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH WATER OR FOOD, OR JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT THEN OTHERS, I think we all should do everything to change these horrors, and help the people in need)