life sucks, parents are awfull, but love was the most depressed feeling I ever had
the bands I like: rites of spring, nirvana, boys like girls, hawthorne heights, muse, wolfmother, the infadels, hot chip, silverstein, scissor sisters,evanescence, we are scientists, death cab for cutie, the strokes, editors, the white stripes, funeral for a friend, yeah yeah yeahs, creed, snow patrol, thursday, armor for sleep, from first to last (only the old fftl), sunny day real estate, FLYLEAF!!!!, escape the fate (only the old etf), from autumn to ashes, spitalfield, saves the day, the starting line, drop dead gorgeous, boys night out, CSS, the shins, behind crimson eyes, pete and the pirates, voicst, fightstar, BROKENCYDE!!!!, a skylit drive, joy division, flaming lips, soko, scary kids scaring kids, MGMT, the promise ring, alesana, jack johnson
, eyes set to kill, emery, CHIODOS!!!, get cape. wear cape. fly, glasvegas, her words kill, (the old) simple plan, david bowie, A PERFECT CIRCLE!!!!!!, metro station, dot dot curve, norma jean, BLESS THE FALL!!!!! (sooooo sooo awful craig had to quit and went to escape the fate, both bands aren't as good as they once were
)
(this should be enough, I got a lot more bands in my mind, but these are the most important for me
)
¨°º¤ paramore „ copy and paste if
¸„ ROCK ``°º¤ your a paramore Fan!!!
¸„
.*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)*•.¸
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
92% of teens have moved onto rap. If your are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your page.
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
-----///\\-----Please
----///-\\\----put This
---|||---|||---on Your
---|||---|||---page If
---|||---|||---someone
----\\\-///----you knew
-----\\///-----knew passed
------///\-----away because
-----///\\\----of
----/// \\\---Cancer
---------------------------------------------------------
so I'm emo,
so I have a bad skin,
so I was/sometimes am a cutter,
so I wanna dye my hair,
so I'm bisexual
so I gain weight in vacations,
so people call me a freak just because I dare to be MYSELF,
so I'm shy
SO WHAT!
-------------------------------------------------------
i don't ever lie about my sexuality
you ask "are you gay"
i reply discustedly "nope what makes you think that!"
inside im thinking no way am i gay i am bisexual
PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE IF YOU ARE BISEXUAL AND UNASHAMED
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!
---------------------------------------------------------
(\ /)
(O.O) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page
(>" )> in order to help Him with his mission to
/_|_\ DOMINATE the world!!!
----------------------------------------------------------
___-PLEASE READ THIS-
My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.
Paste this into your profile to help stop child abuse.
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the bands I like: rites of spring, nirvana, boys like girls, hawthorne heights, muse, wolfmother, the infadels, hot chip, silverstein, scissor sisters,evanescence, we are scientists, death cab for cutie, the strokes, editors, the white stripes, funeral for a friend, yeah yeah yeahs, creed, snow patrol, thursday, armor for sleep, from first to last (only the old fftl), sunny day real estate, FLYLEAF!!!!, escape the fate (only the old etf), from autumn to ashes, spitalfield, saves the day, the starting line, drop dead gorgeous, boys night out, CSS, the shins, behind crimson eyes, pete and the pirates, voicst, fightstar, BROKENCYDE!!!!, a skylit drive, joy division, flaming lips, soko, scary kids scaring kids, MGMT, the promise ring, alesana, jack johnson
, eyes set to kill, emery, CHIODOS!!!, get cape. wear cape. fly, glasvegas, her words kill, (the old) simple plan, david bowie, A PERFECT CIRCLE!!!!!!, metro station, dot dot curve, norma jean, BLESS THE FALL!!!!! (sooooo sooo awful craig had to quit and went to escape the fate, both bands aren't as good as they once were
)(this should be enough, I got a lot more bands in my mind, but these are the most important for me
)¨°º¤ paramore „ copy and paste if
¸„ ROCK ``°º¤ your a paramore Fan!!!
¸„
.*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)*•.¸
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
92% of teens have moved onto rap. If your are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your page.
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
-----///\\-----Please
----///-\\\----put This
---|||---|||---on Your
---|||---|||---page If
---|||---|||---someone
----\\\-///----you knew
-----\\///-----knew passed
------///\-----away because
-----///\\\----of
----/// \\\---Cancer
---------------------------------------------------------
so I'm emo,
so I have a bad skin,
so I was/sometimes am a cutter,
so I wanna dye my hair,
so I'm bisexual
so I gain weight in vacations,
so people call me a freak just because I dare to be MYSELF,
so I'm shy
SO WHAT!
-------------------------------------------------------
i don't ever lie about my sexuality
you ask "are you gay"
i reply discustedly "nope what makes you think that!"
inside im thinking no way am i gay i am bisexual
PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE IF YOU ARE BISEXUAL AND UNASHAMED
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!
---------------------------------------------------------
(\ /)
(O.O) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page
(>" )> in order to help Him with his mission to
/_|_\ DOMINATE the world!!!
----------------------------------------------------------
___-PLEASE READ THIS-
My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.
Paste this into your profile to help stop child abuse.
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- Last seen on Oct 19 1:35 PM. Member since February 18, 2008.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 136 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "why do the best people die?". - I am a 16 year old girl (Netherlands)
- When I'm not writing, I'm always listening to music!! or @school being awesomely happy with my friends.
- Visit my homepage at ??
- I am in the groups Broken Butterflies Upon Bruised Roses, Music Rules My Life, To Write Love On Her Arms
- I have 136 comments, 3 columns, 173 poems, 5 stories
My Poetry
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my eyes
only there to explore you -
make up around your eyes
acting like a b-i-t-c-h -
love
I already want to kill myself saying that word
My Stories
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this is about the beginning of cutting1 / about some tools we use2 / when we're cutting (we're a group of people from emotion regulation training)3
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she likes being herself1 / always brave with a slight edge2 / something others didn't had3 / some fire that could not go out
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go'n read for yourself

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- Column: suicide at allpoetry
- Column: summer at allpoetry
yeah I totally look forward to the summer, but I really am scared. - Column: panic attacks, anti-depressants at allpoetry
I dunno, it's about something I found out about my panic attacks, wanted to write about it so I won't forget it. don't mind the grammar faults
Guest Book
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XFALLENxISOLATIONx on November 30, 2008you'r an amazing poet, i look foreward to reading more of your work!
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lovemedeath on November 20, 2008nice name and kool page!!
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HiddenByTheDark on July 22, 2008hey girl hope your vacation is fun can't wait to hear about it mine was amazing ttyl
♥always Katie -
stylization on June 9, 2008Hey! I noticed that a lot of your music was similar to mine, and you mentioned Lowlands and Pinkpop... I was wondering if you ever listened to Nightwish?
