Becky123• Show poetry

I am a deep thinker with deep eyes and a deep heart. lol. My boyfriend allways finds some way to tell me how much he loves me everyday. Even if he has to hack into my account to do it lol. Even tho he is so far away, I can feel him closer to me all the time. Every moment we spend, I learn somethng about myslef and about him that just fills the biggest gap in my life.


I feel love is what heals all wounds and I feel that in his arms, I would never have to worry about anythng ever again. He truly loves me. We first met in middle school. I was in sixth grade, while he was in seventh, even tho he was in a grade higher than me before we both graduated. I am two months older than him lol.


We rode the same bus, and lived down the street from eachother....fate? who knows. But its beginning to feel like it. One day, he asked me to a middle school dance, our first date. That night was special for both of us, equally important in eachothers eyes. We first fell for eachother hard that night. I remembr we slow danced to LoneStars song "Amazed". He used to be a shy guy but, he says I cured him. In a sense I feel he cured me. He likes knowing that, knowing that he is a major influence to my life, as I am to his lol.



He is taller than me, but tells me that it doesn't matter, cuz he still looks up to me. I feel so alive when I hear is voice, and he feels the same, to have a truly unique connection with someone is one of the greatest feelings in the world. You learn that no matter what happens, you'll be there for eachother, no matter how far apart, or how close you are, the touch we give eachother in our reams sends shivers into eachothers hearts, shaking that cold off, causing a warmer center for each of us to occupy in eachothers hearts.


So many peopel spend their entire lives searching for their true love, but we got lucky, lol, it took only moments, at an age where we were both new to the idea of "dating" lol. Thats why I feel this is so special for us now, becuase even after all these years, that feeling still exists, but stronger than ever.

But, the dillemma is a test to our wills, becuase he is 1674 miles away. I can't see him everyday, look into his eyes, feel his hug, taste his kiss, but thats ok, becuase soon we will be reunited. Together at last, and he tells me that if he has to , he will never leave my side. Even if that means him staying out here where I am with just the clothes on his back, he is willing to give it all up and start anew, he feels he has nothing without me he says. That everything else doesn't matter to him, all physical posessions, his life out there, is worth nothing to him, if he can give it up just to be with me.


Its funny how someone who used to be so hidden , fragile , and dark, can become so open, strong with love and brigtht with its fire burning an inferno into his soul. Like scar he kisses goodnight, hoping it will never heal, be a permanent mark on his life, an undying love.