Beautyamoungblades• Show poetry

Im just regular 18 year old thats been through hard times .I live in the Eastern side of the US and it sucks most of the time.Im a very emo person people consider me goth.But i dont know what else to say so ...........Please just read my poems and comment on them.Thank you and i hope you enjoy my poems.

Remember through all the hard times Jesus and the almighty lord will always be there

-ap family-

Mommy--xAmountofWords
Daddy-Jimmy Spirit Wolf
Step Mommy-PrincessOfShadows

Baby Sister-Asper-Elf
Little sister-outoflove925
Little sister-IntheDopeShow
Sister-Luvme4ever
Sister-EverybodysLover
brother-Anguish
Little Brother-The Hidden Darkness

Aunt-Xx Morbid Beauty xX
Cousin-Serenity Silvermoon
Cousin-SkinOnSkinXbaby
Cousin-xYourPerfectdrugx
Cousin-I want to rock

Daughter-Trixie08
Daughter-Star Angel38
Daughter-Dani The Great
Son- Justin DragonHeart
Son-Jakason

Neice- Thrawn
Neice- NicotineHeartbreak

Pet snake-Mywristshurt
Every second without him my heart is breaking and my heart is shattering.Until Im back in your arms it will be shattered in 2.I miss you so much ben.cp+bw always and forever

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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!


My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me



The angels can watch over her

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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love .
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

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Austin: Hello is Lynn there?
Mom: Sure. Hold on.
Lynn: Hello?
Austin: Hey. it's Austin. how was your day?
Lynn: It was fine, how was yours?
Austin: It was ok.
~akward silence~
Austin: Sooooo......
Lynn: Sooooo.....
Austin: You doin anything tomorrow?
Lynn: Nope, why?
Austin: Uhh, umm, maybe, uhh, I dont know, we
can, hang out or somethin?
Lynn: Umm sure when?
Austin: *big smile* Great! uhh, how about around
6:00pm or something?
Lynn: Alright! I'll meet you over at the park then...
Austin: Ok then.
Lynn: Well I gotta go, but I'll see you tomorrow?!
Austin: Ok, see u then....
-----next day------
*** Lynn walks over to the park and see's Austin
sitting on a bench waiting for her***
Lynn: Hey, whats up?
Austin: Uhh nothin, I'm happy too see you.
Lynn: *smiles* Me too.
Austin: Alright, how about we go take a walk?...
Lynn: Okay.
***As they walk she grabs ahold of his hand, Austin
*smiles* as they walk through the park.***
----starts getting dark----
Lynn: Brrr, it's getting a little cold out.
Austin: Wanna go sit on the grass under a tree?
Lynn: Sure.
Austin and Lynn: *takes a seat near a tree while Austin holds Lynn in his arms keeping her warm *
Lynn : Thank you, I feel much better now.
Austin: Me too.
Lynn: *giggles* Why is that?
Austin: Cause I'm with you...
Lynn: I'm happy with you too...
Austin: Uhh, umm, ...nevermind...
Lynn: No, what is it, you can tell me...
Austin: It's just....
Lynn: Yea???
Austin: I feel different when I'm with you.
Lynn: What do you mean?
Austin: I mean, you make me wanna be with you
for the rest of my life, I've never had anyone make me
feel the way you make me feel...
Lynn: *blushes* I feel like that too...
Austin: I...I...lov.....
Lynn: *leans over and kisses him*
-a few moments into kiss-
Austin: Uhh...*blushes*
Lynn: I love you...
Austin: I love you too and I always will.
Austin: *holds Lynn as they look up at the stars*
** Austin and Lynn fall asleep under the stars **
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10 YEARS LATER
Lynn: WORKING AS A MAGAZINE EDITOR, 24 YEARS OLD
Austin: WORKING AS A MEDICAL DOCTOR, 25 YEARS OLD
The two dated up until prom night where Austin
asked Lynn too be his wife.....
Lynn Straube is probley one of the happiest women
on earth, Austin is probably the luckiest man....

♥Repost if you just want to find that right person
too fall in love with.....or u already have ♥


80% of Americans say I love you, 20% mean it
If you're part of the 20% post this on your pa

"Emergency"

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive