the names allie. i'm 13. and i'm pretty much dead already. I'm losing everything..
i care for my friends, and my basketball, volleyball, softball, & track.
pretty sad.
i care for my friends, and my basketball, volleyball, softball, & track.
pretty sad.
- Last seen 4 hours ago. Member since October 8.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 147 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "it's time to finally face the music, i just don't like what you're playing.".
- I am a 13 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm listening to music.
- I am in the groups Emotional Personel Expressive, SADpeople, life is not always that bad
- I have 147 comments, 1 contest, 23 poems, 4 journals
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My Poetry
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Once light, now nothing but gray.
No visibility. all it takes is one step, and i could fall.16 lines, 7 comments, November 7 -
I miss the old bright days,
the ones where I'd live without my darkened ways.24 lines, 6 comments, November 3 -
The scars, the marks; they hurt.
They make me feel so low, that i could be dirt.24 lines, 7 comments, November 1
My journal entries
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So i'm currently crying. I tried holding it back for as long as possible, but like with everything else, i gave up once again. I'm tried of crying. Each and everyday, my pillow is soaked with tears. I feel as if i'm already dead, but yet i still stand here before you. Each night, i can't wait for me to fall asleep. TNovember 21, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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Nothing seems to go right anymore, and i don't ever think it will. I really don't know what is happening to me. I'm hurting more than ever, but i wouldn't dare tell anyone how bad this has really become. I'm better at hiding the marks, so i make them deeper. However, some stand out to everyone, but it doesn't make seNovember 17, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I'm not sure if death is the right answer. But i have a 50-50 shot. If i go now, all my troubles will finally come to an end. LIfe would be easier for the rest of them too. I'd be on less pest for them to worry about. Some would probably pretend to actually care, but then soon i'd be a long lost memory to all. I'm noNovember 1, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Auburn Sunrise on November 6Hi.
I just wanted to say that my name is Allie, too... and I used to cut, too... and I want to be a counselor, too! We have a lot in common
However, I'm a LOT older than you. LOL. I'm 25.
Welcome to the site! I'm off to read some of your work! -
LalalalaLoopstah on November 2"I'm going to step outside finally, and show the world the real me."
Good for you!
Maturity, insight, foresight, courage ... That one sentence reveals so much about you!! The world is ready for the authentic you! -
Angel-of-All on October 11Welcome to AP need help or just want to talk message me, but main thing is smile and have fun Irene
