Human relationships didn't work anyhow. Only the first two weeks had any zing, then the participants lost their interest. Masks dropped away and real people began to appear: cranks, imbeciles, the demented, the vengeful, sadists, killers. Modern society had created its own kind and they feasted on each other. It was a duel to the death...in a cesspool."
"Drinking is an emotional thing. It joggles you out of the standardism of everyday life, out of everything being the same. It yanks you out of your body and your mind and throws you against the wall. I have the feeling that drinking is a form of suicide where you're allowed to return to life and begin all over the next day. It's like killing yourself, and then you're reborn. I guess I've lived about ten or fifteen thousand lives now." - Charles Bulowski
- Last seen 2 days ago. Member since June 3.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 315 comments.
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, and quote is "i get drunk to try to forget things. ". - I am a 17 year old person from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm not writing..
- Visit my homepage at allpoetry.com/lacuna.
































- I am in the groups A HowtoGiveConstructiveCriticism Group, Captivate, Eating Disorders, Eating Disordorders Coping NOT Glorif, I just want comments, The Light Board, The People of Prose, The Rhythm Children, The freedom to promote your poems and, mah peeps, sidewalk poets, simply surrounded, the asylum rounds, the name is sadly not here
- I have 315 comments, 11 contests, 3 columns, 4 poems, 1 story, 14 journals
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My Poetry
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29 lines, 1 comment, September 19
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My Stories
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208 lines, 5 comments, June 6. In <600 words, Noguest
My other items
- Column: my own getitstaight challenge at allpoetry
. - Column: HELP! at allpoetry
- Column: please tell me im not the odd one out. at allpoetry
My journal entries
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so i was in my groups therapy thingy today and we did this stupid cheesy thing where we pick something out of a bag without looking and i pick a cheap plastic cup. 1 we had to say how we were like the thing we picked. i couldn't think of anything but the guys in the class said something that i didnt think no onSeptember 10, In Noguest. 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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I am a weak tropical storm. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hurricane_Danielle 1 pretty ironic i think :/ 2 considering how weak and destructive i am. 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 90's babbbby! 15 my birthday was exactly 6 months away yestSeptember 10, In Noguest. 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Guest Book
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forbidden-colour on June 5I see I have just awarded you with your first Gold! Congradulations and Welcome.

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lunarlunacy on June 4sometimes raw is sublime in its purity
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Candy Morphine on June 3Thanks for the add. this'll be fun to look at.
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new born on June 3hallo! thanks for the add. :]
