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AIM...OldSchool420PM
MSN...old_school_Pervert88@hotmail.com
Email...old_school_Pervert88@hotmail.com
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White Dove
In the darkness which I dwell,
I met a guy I loved so well.
He took a girl upon his knee,
and told her things he never told me.
As I got home that afternoon,
I walked passed everyone to my room.
I lie there thinking on my bed,
not a word to anyone I had said.
My father got home late that night,
and looked for me left to right.
Up the stairs my door he broke,
and found me hanging from a rope.
He took a knife and cut me down,
and on the ground a note he found:
“Dig a grave, dig it deep.
Place a statue, at my feet.
And on the statue, place a dove.
To show the world - I died for love
I have no clue who wrote it...if anyone does plz!!!!!! tell me...lol
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twas only four days ago
you were saying how you wanted to die
today you sit there
and you've realized that you want to try
took only a night or so
to convince you that it's worth going on
that you're worth it
and suicide, for you, was completely wrong
i've grown so close to you now
feels like i've known you forever
hopefully one day we'll meet
and that will bring us closer together
i have this odd feeling inside
that for you, i am falling
maybe it was meant to make us happy
for form this pain i'm withdrawing
all i know right now
is whenever you need me, i'll be there
for i do love you
and no matter what, i'll always care.
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a couple o my poems to give you an idea of my writing style
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fate
Sitting here in this dark state
Awaiting my final fate
Will it be love and life
Or will it be hate and death
Will it be no more strife
Or will I be longing my last breath
Wondering what it will be like
Finally drug from dark to light
I'm sitting here on this dark night
Awaiting my final plight
For peace and pleasure are far from sight
For my future will not be bright
Full of pain…sliced veins
Dark red stains
Are all I see
On my rug and on my bed
Leaves me wishing I were dead
Now I know what my fate holds
For in this dream I was told
For in this dream I cut my wrists
Feeling the blades final kiss
Feeling the pain
Leave my veins
For in this dream a life was lost
That is my final cost
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the only way
a life of pain
and mistaken thoughts
a few sliced veins
a kid mistaught
a kid’s mistrust
his soul in tatters
to his wrist this razor was thrust
his dreams shattered
a life of lies
a kid misunderstood
his unheard cries
wanting nothing but to cause some good
sitting alone
thinking of his past
his past unknown
for this day will be his last
wanting only for the pain to be gone
suicide is the only way he knows how
so he knows this dawn
it will be over now
he grabs his blade
holds it to his wrist
his life betrayed
longing to feel its final kiss
he screams
blood starts to gush
it was just like in his dreams
such a rush
he smiles knowing
his pain is over now
his blood flowing
it was the only way he knew how
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POETS WORTH LOOKING UP...TRUST ME...THERE GREAT...SOME OF MY FAVS
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mannyz143
evenangelsfall
sk8ergurl4444
DeadlyCryOfHelp
Sora-chan
TearfilledEyes
Night0wI
heather 802
lymabn
Wonderingwhy
Sweet blood 89
Mishielle
im alive
PoeticChick
severed stars
Black tears
Falling Deep
Taste Of Blood
indigo child
ShatteredAngel
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THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW...I WILL BE EDITING THESE FROM TIME TO TIME
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AP Family--
AP SISTER-xYourPerfectDrugx
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HOPE YOU ENJOY MY POETRY
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AIM...OldSchool420PM
MSN...old_school_Pervert88@hotmail.com
Email...old_school_Pervert88@hotmail.com
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White Dove
In the darkness which I dwell,
I met a guy I loved so well.
He took a girl upon his knee,
and told her things he never told me.
As I got home that afternoon,
I walked passed everyone to my room.
I lie there thinking on my bed,
not a word to anyone I had said.
My father got home late that night,
and looked for me left to right.
Up the stairs my door he broke,
and found me hanging from a rope.
He took a knife and cut me down,
and on the ground a note he found:
“Dig a grave, dig it deep.
Place a statue, at my feet.
And on the statue, place a dove.
To show the world - I died for love
I have no clue who wrote it...if anyone does plz!!!!!! tell me...lol
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
twas only four days ago
you were saying how you wanted to die
today you sit there
and you've realized that you want to try
took only a night or so
to convince you that it's worth going on
that you're worth it
and suicide, for you, was completely wrong
i've grown so close to you now
feels like i've known you forever
hopefully one day we'll meet
and that will bring us closer together
i have this odd feeling inside
that for you, i am falling
maybe it was meant to make us happy
for form this pain i'm withdrawing
all i know right now
is whenever you need me, i'll be there
for i do love you
and no matter what, i'll always care.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~f
a couple o my poems to give you an idea of my writing style
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
fate
Sitting here in this dark state
Awaiting my final fate
Will it be love and life
Or will it be hate and death
Will it be no more strife
Or will I be longing my last breath
Wondering what it will be like
Finally drug from dark to light
I'm sitting here on this dark night
Awaiting my final plight
For peace and pleasure are far from sight
For my future will not be bright
Full of pain…sliced veins
Dark red stains
Are all I see
On my rug and on my bed
Leaves me wishing I were dead
Now I know what my fate holds
For in this dream I was told
For in this dream I cut my wrists
Feeling the blades final kiss
Feeling the pain
Leave my veins
For in this dream a life was lost
That is my final cost
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the only way
a life of pain
and mistaken thoughts
a few sliced veins
a kid mistaught
a kid’s mistrust
his soul in tatters
to his wrist this razor was thrust
his dreams shattered
a life of lies
a kid misunderstood
his unheard cries
wanting nothing but to cause some good
sitting alone
thinking of his past
his past unknown
for this day will be his last
wanting only for the pain to be gone
suicide is the only way he knows how
so he knows this dawn
it will be over now
he grabs his blade
holds it to his wrist
his life betrayed
longing to feel its final kiss
he screams
blood starts to gush
it was just like in his dreams
such a rush
he smiles knowing
his pain is over now
his blood flowing
it was the only way he knew how
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
POETS WORTH LOOKING UP...TRUST ME...THERE GREAT...SOME OF MY FAVS
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
mannyz143
evenangelsfall
sk8ergurl4444
DeadlyCryOfHelp
Sora-chan
TearfilledEyes
Night0wI
heather 802
lymabn
Wonderingwhy
Sweet blood 89
Mishielle
im alive
PoeticChick
severed stars
Black tears
Falling Deep
Taste Of Blood
indigo child
ShatteredAngel
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW...I WILL BE EDITING THESE FROM TIME TO TIME
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AP Family--
AP SISTER-xYourPerfectDrugx
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HOPE YOU ENJOY MY POETRY
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- Last seen on Aug 28 2:50 PM. Member since April 18, 2004.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 288 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Hit hard or not at all!!!.
- I am a 19 year old man from Maine (United States)
- I am in the groups A Heaven For A Thug, A 1111 VIP Loung, A Teens Only Group, Alone In My Mind, Comments for All, Dare Me, Deep Dark Secrets, Diseased Minds, Fallen Angels of AP, Land of the Hopeless and Darkness, Loverz, People Of Darkness, Poetic Escape, Razors and Raindrops, Shattered hopes and Broken dreams, Silk Erotica, Twisted Little Souls, Wet and Wicked, XXMutilatedxAngelXX and The Darkness Within, a group 4 crazy people, cutters and bleeders, sEx bLoOd N rOcK n RoLl, the darkest of hearts
- I have 288 comments, 5 contests
My Poetry
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It's always there, yet never seen It has no weight, yet still bears down18 lines, July 12
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Black crows perch upon the razors edge / Forecasting the oncoming shadow / Twin sets of coal black eyes peer over the perilous ledge / To the suffering creatures below / The moon has taken reign from the sun
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Pain filled dreams / And misguided minds / Penetrating screams / Remaining confined / Fractured ideals / And shattered beliefs / The lies they reveal / Bring sheltered relief /
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Mishielle on June 22, 2007I'm not busy anymore... how have you been?
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daddyskisses on June 1, 2007HAHA! i got it to work... even tho you really cant see me that well! and it is a bad pic but that doesnt matter i still got it! YAY BABY! wat now?..lol
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XXBrunettexBarbieXX : heya! on May 25, 2007
heya thanks for the pic on my page it was really cute and here's one for you to :) ~Chrissy~ -
Mishielle on May 5, 2007Hey, thanks for the comment. I thought everyone on here forgot about me
I'm still alive lol. Busy as hell though. I added you to my aim list. My sn is MishielleLynne if you wanna add me back!
