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White Dove

In the darkness which I dwell,
I met a guy I loved so well.
He took a girl upon his knee,
and told her things he never told me.
As I got home that afternoon,
I walked passed everyone to my room.
I lie there thinking on my bed,
not a word to anyone I had said.
My father got home late that night,
and looked for me left to right.
Up the stairs my door he broke,
and found me hanging from a rope.
He took a knife and cut me down,
and on the ground a note he found:

“Dig a grave, dig it deep.
Place a statue, at my feet.
And on the statue, place a dove.
To show the world - I died for love

I have no clue who wrote it...if anyone does plz!!!!!! tell me...lol
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twas only four days ago
you were saying how you wanted to die
today you sit there
and you've realized that you want to try
took only a night or so
to convince you that it's worth going on
that you're worth it
and suicide, for you, was completely wrong
i've grown so close to you now
feels like i've known you forever
hopefully one day we'll meet
and that will bring us closer together
i have this odd feeling inside
that for you, i am falling
maybe it was meant to make us happy
for form this pain i'm withdrawing
all i know right now
is whenever you need me, i'll be there
for i do love you
and no matter what, i'll always care.
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a couple o my poems to give you an idea of my writing style
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fate

Sitting here in this dark state
Awaiting my final fate
Will it be love and life
Or will it be hate and death
Will it be no more strife
Or will I be longing my last breath
Wondering what it will be like
Finally drug from dark to light

I'm sitting here on this dark night
Awaiting my final plight
For peace and pleasure are far from sight
For my future will not be bright
Full of pain…sliced veins
Dark red stains
Are all I see
On my rug and on my bed
Leaves me wishing I were dead

Now I know what my fate holds
For in this dream I was told
For in this dream I cut my wrists
Feeling the blades final kiss
Feeling the pain
Leave my veins
For in this dream a life was lost
That is my final cost
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the only way

a life of pain
and mistaken thoughts
a few sliced veins
a kid mistaught

a kid’s mistrust
his soul in tatters
to his wrist this razor was thrust
his dreams shattered

a life of lies
a kid misunderstood
his unheard cries
wanting nothing but to cause some good

sitting alone
thinking of his past
his past unknown
for this day will be his last

wanting only for the pain to be gone
suicide is the only way he knows how
so he knows this dawn
it will be over now

he grabs his blade
holds it to his wrist
his life betrayed
longing to feel its final kiss

he screams
blood starts to gush
it was just like in his dreams
such a rush

he smiles knowing
his pain is over now
his blood flowing
it was the only way he knew how
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THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW...I WILL BE EDITING THESE FROM TIME TO TIME
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