hey.im alex...... meh firends call me emo alex, andie, lexie, and hoe. (((but u cant call me hoe...lol)) im 15 yrs old.&&i hate myself!!!!im hardcor emo gurl.im a deep dark && ugly mistake--- a [[[{D.I.R.T.Y./P.R.E.T.T.Y./M.E.S.S.}]]] im bisexuall....i luv guyz && gurls.im a anarcrist alltheway!!fuc teh govement.wed be better without it.im a vampyer & a witch.im wican so dont preech about god 2 meh.i write from my blackned hart.i had all my peotry on here but it was deleted by the site cuz it "broke the rules" cuz it was to disturbing....... alot of ppl were offended & complained about my writting.but its not my fualt my writting is relly dark and depreesing.if ur here to see happyiness and hopefull peotry.....ur realy on teh wrong page.i mite tryy to repost my peoms here && maybee teh site will let me..i write songz to.im in a emo band with some of my firends.no one understands me........i was raped when i was 14 but it feelz like yersterday..im a cutter & ive cut myself for 3 yrs now.ive tried to kill myself a few times.i smoke cigarettes do drugs and drink.i hav bulexia.[(im so fatt & i hate my body. i wanna be exacty like a pretty model!!)] i realy hate preps jockz & any1 eles thats rude.i realy hate school alot.i hate my x boyfreind.....hes a ass hole!!!!!!!!!!i relly dont spel very good but writting is not about speling && grammer....... its about raw powerful & deepp emotions!!!!!!
MY ALLPOETRY FAMILY
my sis anime girls.
.if u would like 2 be a part of my ap fam, message me.
[i d.o.n.t. w.i.s.h. o.n. *****.s.t.a.r.s.**** ((~i~ w-i-s-h on all my scars))]
my fav bands
MCR avril lavigne secondhand serenade AFI HIM linkin park dashboard confessional fall out boy panic!at the disco hawthorne heights story of the year green day good charlotte simple plan three days grace plain white t's && smile empty soul.
im a bi emo gurl looking 4 luv && a gf or bf tlk 2 meh if u r inturestred.
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!
EMO PRIDE
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Put this on ur page if u have been abused.
A baby cries for its first and last time when its aborted.
You can deny it, but its true
A baby is a living thing
REPOST THIS IF YOU THINK ABORTION IS WRONG!!
REMEMBER, ITS A BABY, NOT A CHOICE!
Just remember there are little one's out here that people beg for and cant carry,cant have or just something goes wrong after the birth...Dont have a abortion if anything adopt out...There's somebody out there who wants a baby so bad and cant!!DONT ABUSE; ADOPT!!!
MY ALLPOETRY FAMILY
my sis anime girls.
.if u would like 2 be a part of my ap fam, message me.
[i d.o.n.t. w.i.s.h. o.n. *****.s.t.a.r.s.**** ((~i~ w-i-s-h on all my scars))]
my fav bands
MCR avril lavigne secondhand serenade AFI HIM linkin park dashboard confessional fall out boy panic!at the disco hawthorne heights story of the year green day good charlotte simple plan three days grace plain white t's && smile empty soul.
im a bi emo gurl looking 4 luv && a gf or bf tlk 2 meh if u r inturestred.
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!
EMO PRIDE
..*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on ur
║╩╣║║║║║ page if ur emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or if u support emos
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)*•.¸
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...../A//\\\\........
..../B//..\\\\.......
.../U//....\\\\......
...\S\\....////......
....\E\\..////.......
.....\A\\////........
......\W\\//.........
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...../R//.\\\........
..../E//..\\\\.......
.../N//....\\\\......
../E//......\\\\.....
./S//........\\\\....
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Put this on ur page if u have been abused.
A baby cries for its first and last time when its aborted.
You can deny it, but its true
A baby is a living thing
REPOST THIS IF YOU THINK ABORTION IS WRONG!!
REMEMBER, ITS A BABY, NOT A CHOICE!
Just remember there are little one's out here that people beg for and cant carry,cant have or just something goes wrong after the birth...Dont have a abortion if anything adopt out...There's somebody out there who wants a baby so bad and cant!!DONT ABUSE; ADOPT!!!
- Last seen 11 hours ago. Member since October 13, 2005.
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, and quote is i dont wish on **stars** i wish on all my scars.......... - I am a 15 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm dieing from my pain........
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