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Hi! Amela here! I am a born again christian, going on five months august 30 Praise God. God has just done so much for me these past five months, I really owe everything I have to Him...My savior Jesus Christ. I claim His blood every day from the top of my head to the souls of my feet simply because as a child of christ I do get pounded by satan. My eyes are opened now and I am contending for discernment from the holy spirit. I know many of you may not believe in this but daily life and life in general is a spiritual battle. There is no in between, it's good and bad. As a christian I have to die to my flesh daily and satan is constantly oposing the Holy Spirit within me.

No such thing as purgatory, no such things as a God who loves sin and forgives us every time we willingly make the SAME MISTAKES because we know he will forgive... It's the hard truth but the truth none the same. God isn't a girl, He isn't a flimsy form of a man, He is a Man NOT a hermaphrodite. He commands complete obedience from His saints.

God is FULL of grace and mercy, We are full of sin, tho we may be born again we are still filth in His eyes. But he knows this, and we know this. Thats why we as christians strive to live a Godly life for our God. We are not worthy of our God, but He loves us with a love that is uncomprehendable. He just wants the world saved so that sin doesn't prevent us from entering His spotless kingdom.

Okay on to more things...

Lets see, I am the eldest daughter, grand daughter, neice, in my family...also the most childish one! Oh! About my poetry, It's more freestyle/letter type. I love to express myself freely, no limitations. Just whatever is on my mind!

Um, I was diagnosed as Bipolar (manic depressed) and ADHD. Now that I am saved I realize that there is no such thing. When I think back though, the things I used to do and the way my moods would swing now serve as a personal testimony... I did go to rehab (I kinda had to since I was a danger to myself most of the time) and as an unsaved soul I thought rehab was so much fun to watch. What I mean by that is when I was in there we were all teenagers and the doctors weren't that vigilant so I would see kids making out and once in a while guys would sneak into a girls room. There was something creepy about rehab as well. One doctor started making out with a thirteen yr. old girl. I was completly in shock when I heard about this (I wasn't there) and figured someone did something about it...obviously not. The next time I went in there was the same doctor.

I decided to stop seeing my doctor and taking any medication cold turkey. Honestly, who wants to take medications all their lives? At one point I was taking ten meds all at one time! They were experimenting with me because Bipolar wasn't that common when I was fifteen.

With the Grace of God, and everlasting Faith, I was able to get through. Everything I have done in the past has stayed there because of Christ. He has erased my sins from the Book Of Life and I have started anew. Praise the Lord!

On a different note, some may wonder what my Icon is, or where it came from...some may have already recieved this forward chain letter. This is what it said:

Dear All:

This photo is a very rare one, taken by NASA. This kind of event occurs once in 3000 years.
Thi s photo has done miracles in many lives.
Make a wish ... you have looked at the eye of God. Surely you will see the changes in your
life within a day.!
Whether you believe it or not, don't keep this mail with you. Pass this at least to 7 persons.
This is a picture NASA took with the Hubbell telescope.
Called "The Eye of God."
Too awesome to delete. It is worth sharing .

Thanks so much for taking time to view me!

May all of God's blessings be upon everyone
Always,
Amela