AmberXinXwonderland• Show poetry

My names Amber.
I'm the best thing since wonderbread.
I know I'm the shit.
I'm shallow.
Boys are overrated.
But its impossible to live without them.
I have many people who think their my friends.
You're wrong.
Unless I call you my friend.
Dont assume things with me.
I'm different and better than you think.
I sound conceited.
But I am.
If you dont like it.
Thats your problem.
I dont need you anyways.
I have what I need.
If I dont need you now.
I never will.

I've changed so much.
Its for the better.
And I've grown up.
I've lived and I've loved.
Love is worth it.
I just havent found the right person yet.

The music i like is better than yours.
Pretty much emo and screamo and some hardcore.

Taking Back Sunday, The Used, Panic! At The Disco, Hawthorne Heights, Rancid, HIM, Senses Fail, Silverstein, AFI, Lostprophets, Amber Pacific, NOFX, Matchbook Romance, My Chemical Romance, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Thursday, Underoath, Hidden in Plain View, Change of Pace, From First To Last, A Static Lullaby, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and alot more that I can't think of.....

This isnt even half the bands I like.
I'm just to lazy to type them all.



Tvvvvvvvvvv

♥ America's Next Top Model.
I want to be a model someday.
Or a fashion designer.
Either way.


I want to marry a boy that plays guitar.
And can sing me songs.
About how he loves me and tells me I'm his only one.
One who I cant figure everything out about them in 2 minutes.
One who is beautiful.
And thinks I am too.
Has to be funny.
And entertain me.
When I'm sad.
And when I'm mad at them.
I just want them to say they love me and make me laugh.
Thats exactly the boy I want.


People That I LOVE

Halie Miller
Katty Gordon
Katie Armison
Mariah Wild
Cameron Forrester
Hillary Brown
Zach Slater
Alyssa Payne
Kami Green
Jackie Hawley
Kayleigh Stolberg
Angela Bence
Heather Grosskreuz
Ashley Murray
Bobby Lawton
John Weber
Sarah Scott
[[i def. forgot some ppl]]





This is the best part from my favorite movie The Notebook



My Dearest Allie.



I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us.

I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real.

And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives,

I'll smile at you with joy

and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees,

learning from each other and growing in love.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul

and makes us reach for more,

that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds,

and that's what you've given me.

That's what I hope to give to you forever.

I love you.

I'll be seeing you.



Noah



I cry everytime I see this movie......seriously I do



[] I am shorter than 5'4.

[x] I think I'm ugly, sometimes.(actually all the time)

[x] I have many scars.

[x] I tan easily.

[x] I wish my hair was a different color.

[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[] I have a tattoo.

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.

[] have/I've had braces.

[x] wear glasses.(never wear the but have them)

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.( I'm gonna get some ne ways!!!!)

[x] i've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.

[x] I have more than 2 piercings.

[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.

[] I have freckles.



School/Work:

[x] I'm in school.

[] I have a job.

[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

[] I always do my homework.

[x] I've missed a week or more of school.

[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.

[] I failed more than 1 class last year.

[] I've stolen something from my job

[] I've been fired.

[x] I've skipped school.



Health:

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.

[x] I've gotten stitches.

[x] I've broken a bone.

[] I've had my tonsils removed.

[] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.

[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[] I had a serious surgery.

[x] I've had chicken pox.



Experiences:

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.

[x] I've seen a shooting star.

[x] I've wished on a shooting star.

[x] I've seen a meteor shower.

[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.

[] I've been to a casino.

[] I've been skydiving.

[] I've been an abuse victim.

[x] I've gone skinny dipping.

[x] I've played spin the bottle.

[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[] I've crashed a car.

[] I've been Skiing

[] I've been in a play.

[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.

[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.

[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.

[] I've played chicken.

[x] I've played a prank on someone.

[] I've ridden in a taxi.



Relationships:

[] I'm single

[] I'm in a relationship

[] I'm engaged.

[] I'm married.

[x] I've had someone cheat on me.(kinda)

[] I've gone on a blind date.

[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.

[x] I miss someone right now.

[x] I have a fear of commitment.

[x] I have a fear of abandonment.

[x only onceeee :[ ) I've cheated in a relationship.

[] I've been the cheatee (

[] I've gotten divorced

[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.



Sexuality:

[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex

[] I've had a crush on a teacher.

[x] I am a cuddler.

[x] I love to flirt.

[Awww I wish~!~!~] I've kissed in the rain. =]

[x] I've hugged a stranger.

[] I have kissed a stranger.



Honesty/Crime:

[x sometimes] I am a terrible liar.

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't

[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.

[x] I've snuck out of my house.

[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world

[x] I've cheated while playing a game.

[x] I've cheated on a test.

[] I've run a red light.

[x] I've been suspended from school.(on iss)

[] I've witnessed a crime.

[x] I've been in a fist fight.(with Amanda)

[] I've been arrested.

[x] I've shoplifted



Drugs/Alcohol:

[x] I've consumed alcohol.

[x] I regularly drink.

[x] I've passed out from drinking.

[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[x] I've smoked weed

[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

[] I'm a stoner.

[] I've snorted cocaine.

[] I've eaten shrooms.

[] I've popped E.

[] I've inhaled Nitrous.

[] I've done hard drugs.

[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.

[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.

[] I take anti-depressants.

[x] I'm\have been anorexic or bulimic.(not ne more)

[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

[x] I've hurt myself on purpose

[x] I'm addicted to self harm

[x] I've woken up crying.

[x] I've cried myself to sleep.



Death and Suicide:

[] I'm afraid of dying.

[x] I hate funerals.

[] I've seen someone dying.

[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

[x] I've planned my own suicide.

[] I've attempted suicide.

[] I've written a eulogy for myself.



Political/Social Attitudes:

[x] In general, I don't like people.

[] I'm a feminist.

[x] I'm very outgoing.

[] I listen to political music.

[] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.

[] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.

[] I am for Bush.

[] I'm religious.

[x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."(I used to)