I really don't know what to say anymore... I mean I have not been myself lately no matter how much I pretend everything okay...I have even considered things I never thought possible for me... I am trying to face a lot of things on my own... I know you say YOu don't have to... But i have concluded that in mine I do... and not only that I am destined to face them alone...
- Last seen right now. Member since July 12, 2006.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 117 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "IF you run from your past it will find you and kill you".
- I am a 18 year old girl from Colorado (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Soldier.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/jenika.swartz
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- I am in the groups Comments for All, Poetry Circus, Trapped and Abused, Women who Love Women
- I have 117 comments, 1 contest, 28 poems
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Daddy I looked to you for help when I was in distress
But you did not help you only tried to caress
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thoughts circling inside my mind
thoughts so vicsous never kind63 lines, 1 comment, November 21 -
As the door opened she woke in fright
For a moment she thought to fight
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Angel-of-Chaos on November 25Hi I thought I would sign your guestbook and tell you that I understand about having to face things that others believe is so easily put behind you. People will never understand other people because they don't feel their feelings or have their memories and thoughts. Just keep moving on and do what you need to do for yourself.
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BrokenPossessions on November 20love your page..and you have some great writing
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reinhardt-napoleon on August 21, 2006Hi Jenika! On the birthday card it said I tried to send it in time... and you got it even one day before your birthday... I sent it on August 11th and at the post office, they said it would take at least a week until you recieve it...
I thought you wouldn't get it before the 18th. That's why I thought it wasn't in time... 
Whatever, as I already said: Happy Birthday!
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alone4ever on July 20, 2006Hello I am sorry for the confusion. Well I re-read the poem after you informed me what it was about and now I see how it was really supossed to be read. Sorry for the confusion.
p.s. For some reason I like the poem better when I read it about your brother. However I do wish you and your brother could figure some of the problems out. I know how it feels except I have 11 brothers
