Allianceofdefiance• Show poetry

My name is Michelle so it is awsome. I write to release stress, and anger....to vent my feelings, or whatever I feel like doing.......I love to write......mainly poetry and songs........I like fantasy and magic stuff.....like Harry Potter.......and Lord of the Rings.....I love THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.......they are cool........I am a lover of music and stuff. I am so called "Emo" as they call me and i refer to myself as emo-sexual.....well I guess thats all...i like jolly ranchers,poptarts, and pringles and mountain dew is my fav.....oh yeah..i forgot to mention that I am a hot-blooded snow man and I like to rock ski and water climb.My main thing is having fun. I hate being lied to. I am scared of many things and I suffer from mild OCD(Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and kleptomania. I am scared of the dark, stairs, hitting my mouth on the concrete, getting stabbed in the eye, poked in the eye, suffocated, buried alive, Small spaces, getting pinned in between two things,drowning,abandonment, loosing a fmaily member,getting lost, a stranger in my room, going blind or deaf, bed bugs not knowing something that everyone else does, lies, unsymetrical surfaces, lightbulbs exploding,getting smothered, the white hand on who framed roger rabbit and super mario brothers, falling off my bike,falling off of a trampoline(i did it once but luckily I had braces to keep my teeth in my head)and Him on powerpuff girls. I am scared of almost evrything, and I wrote a poem about it called 'these burdens' and you should check it out. I am bisexual and not afraid for anyone to know it. Some say I have a good singing voice...but yeah...I guess this is all. Oh yheah.....I am looking for a serious relashionship with an artist...poet,or a writer whatev. I mean they dont have to be  a writer but i prefer it. I like people with a good taste in music.......and someone who can pull me in with their words. ANyone who reads this and thinks they can get me, reply!!!

You can email me at crimsonautopsy@yahoo.com

and you can see photos of me at www.myspace.com/13003121

~michigan~

**I think the truth is im everything that I hate**

** I wont forget the first time, That I found God, in a kitchen knife and on my arm, so paint the pale white floor with my red life**

~Give me your tired, give me your sick, give me your indulgence and decadence~

**That stabbing in your heart, that black hole in your soul, slowlu ripping you apart, Thats me!**


~~~My first act of treason was picking up a pen. My first act of love was finding myself again. The hardest thing to do, was standing up to you. Now im off my knees, now your begging me please~~~

+++*Because Im deluded and perfectly flawed I shall live by passion and not by law. im insecure. I need agression to feed the spiders of perception and Im supposed to be strong and all the answers are cannibal in the new church of cancer.*+++

~This vacations useless, these white pills arent kind~

~The Phoenix will die, inside the fire storm~

*ALLIANCE OF DEFIANCE...IN THE WARHEAD AN ALLIANCE OF DEFIANCE... ALL ARE WELCOME HERE*

EVeryone should go to this opetry thingy......"i-wasnt-preared" she is my bestest friend and i loe her and I miss er so much

~~~*I AM I.......I AM MY OWN CREATION. I AM SELF MADE!~~~*


Sweet Tooth-Manson
her heart shivers in my hand
she's melting on me like cotton candy
i make the faces that make you cry
i want you more when you're afraid of
my disease, disease is draining me
anymore you're not so "pretty please"
disease, disease is draining me
i want you more when you're afraid of me
i will break you inside out
you are mine, you are mine
i will break you inside out
you are mine, you are mine
her hair hangs in swollen strings
i'm choking on her, it feels so sickening
i make the faces that make you cry
i want you more when you're afraid of
my disease, disease is draining me
anymore you're not so pretty, please
disease, disease is draining me
i want you more when you're afraid of me
i will break you inside out
you are mine, you are mine