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i find my self waking up most days just trying to find different reason to want to keep going thew life and all i ever come up with is nothing i am so lost in my own mind hearth of the time it is like i am in my own personal prison of hate and anger all i ever wanted to do was to be happy in life but as i have found i will never be happy how could i be when all i want to do is kill my self day in day out night in night out dreaming my dreams at night about the different ways that i could be freed of this hell they call life i cut just to feel something at all in life and to try just to finish it of once and for all the way i see it is that the world and all thous around me would be better of if i was not here i have given up on not wanting to cut any moor cause all i ever want to do any moor is cut to cut so deep that it never stops to bleed to watch my mortal end come and wash over me like a wave just coming to take me away from it all well if i wish hard may be one day that will happen and i will be freed from this hell we call life well i can wish anyway

smallvill4eva

there is no fear anything like loving some one and not being loved back the same way it is a fear that we all deal with in life but not many people will talk about it cause they think if they do then it will happen well that's not how it works it will work weather you talk about it or not