| lying here
in pain I'm trying to find the best way to die | |
| grab a blade from my drawer
crimson blood drips on the floor noone cares i'm just a pain death will come, no cry no shame | |
| no one cares
im the boy with no name the one who will never reach that platform of fame i reach out to you but you seems to see thru like i am some one you never knew | |
| this is the best way to go
yet torturously slow i look at your picture as i slip away hoping that maybe one day... you will miss me want me and in your pain join me | |
| Join my sorrow when im gone
So when you cry , you will cry for my pain And know how i felt when i couldnt go on So now you know how it feels to die again.... | |
| Open casket,
long white sleeves. Everyone feels numb, no one believes. But forever, only my remains decay. In your memories, I will always run and play. Smiling on you, through out your life. I'll give you a hand, < | |
| but end up giving you a knife. | |
| you think all is hopeless.
you think all is useless. you consider going the way i did. then you realize, you have reason to live. you realize you must stay to uphold, uphold the memory of me. | |
| Please say,
you wont forget who I always dreamed to be. I know suicide is worthless, but, I have yet to find the key. I wish everybody could see, whats going on inside my head. Why, everything is so messed up. So here I go, < | |
| Writing the letter, saying goodbye.
Please oh family, do not cry, Remeber mom, its not your fault what is to be. I've carried the guilt forever in me. Feeling the pain for too long. Hearing that same old damned song. My place in h | |
| * My place in hell will soon be made
As I shed my blood with this very blade. |

