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Hi I'm Meagan.

x I'm bisexual<3
x I have black hair and brown eyes.
x I'm a raver and a metal-head.
x I play drums and piano.
x I have 15 piercings.
x I hate the color blue.
x I'm wreckless and apathetic.
x I've been told that I'm a lush.
x When I'm nervous, I dig my nails into my lip until it bleeds.
x I'm smart, sarcastic and cynical.
x I lack motivation.
x I will never be able.
x I believe that I’m fairy
x I like when boys leave me hickies
x I like it when people tell me stories.
x I'm not your new best friend.
x I'm pushy and I always get my way.
x I am an asshole and I don't really care about anything you have to say.
x I'm on the edge, maybe even a little over the edge.
x I have reoccurring nightmares of strange places and people.
x I'm arrogant, obnoxious, OVERLY EMOTIONAL and a megalomaniac.
x One time, I was asked if I was ever not drunk.
x I don't do nearly as much as I could.
x I have self control and I tend to write in capital letters.
x I change my mind more than anyone shower's.
x I'm one of the most unmotivated people you'll ever meet.
x I have a childlike enthusiasm and I'm usually happy.
x I put Splenda in my coffee
x Sometimes, I go out of my way to make people happy.
x I'm not straight x edge, so don't preach.
x Occasionally I snort when I laugh, because it's easier.
x I can speak Russian & a little Spanish
x I loooooove cheese.
x I hate how low some jeans sit on your hips.
x I wish I lived in Harajuku, Japan.
x I talk without thinking.
x Skittles are my favorite candy.
x I'm not a dark person.
x I have a few shitty friends.
x I'm not family orientated what-so-ever.
x I'm really funny in a lame kind of way.
x My sarcastic and witty comments are the envy of scenesters everywhere.
x My favorite colors are purple and orange.
x I wear a lot of grey and red.
x I don't make an effort to contact anyone.
x So if you need to find me, you should probably pick up a phone.
x I eat my pizza with spinach and pineapple.
x I love to argue.
x I'm the community piercer.
x I have separation anxiety and vertigo.
x I want to model someday.
x I love the smell of artificial grape.
x If it were legal and easily obtainable, I'd spend the rest of my life with a tank of Nitrous Oxide strapped to my back.
x I have the tenacity of a lawyer and the mercy of a Nazi.
x I'm possessive and jealous and it's pretty ridiculous.
x Man, I love Family Guy.
x I don't believe that you need a reason for everything.
x I like artistic people.
x I wear Hollister
x I think it's okay not to like someone for no reason at all.
x I hate people who are all talk.
x I believe in revenge.

I don’t do nearly as much as I could. I have self-control. I have separation anxiety and a borderline personality. I'm always in a rush. I really don't care what any of you have to say. I expect my life to fall in place for me and I usually end up being disappointed. I want things to be handed to me. I'm clearly one of the most unmotivated people you will ever meet and I'd rather have my problems sort themselves out without my active participation. I really am more childish that I let on and I have a childlike enthusiasm. I'm pretty open-minded and I'll go anywhere with anyone just to see what happens. I have a mind of my own. I replace people almost instantaneously, and I probably always will. I do nothing but cause pain. I don't know how to love. I'd rather bite my tongue than speak from my heart. I'm a writer and I make up my own words. I don't have coordination. I have split ends like nobodies business. I hold some people to higher standards than others.

I LOVE: piano solos, hip bones, messy hair, cologne, stars, pretty eyes, sex, poetry, tattoos, steady rock beats, screaming, guitars and weapons

I HATE: people who remind me of myself, scenesters, Hot Topic kids, nu-metal pants, gangsters, implants, bad makeup, and those hats with the cat ears.

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