Its been so long since Ive held a pen. Im scared to let out what ive been holding in for the last 7 yrs. For so many years my best friend was my leather bound book and my thoughts. But someone had ripped the pages of my life and thrown them into the dumpstir. They used my words against me and made me feel guilt.
But here it's easier to let strangers in.
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I always thought i was good.
Was i really good?
or maybe karma hasn't caught me yet.
hmm thinking can be so exhausting
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- Last seen on Nov 7 12:53 PM. Member since October 18, 2008.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 323 comments.



















































(25)- I am in the groups Girl Interrupted
- I have 323 comments, 6 contests, 31 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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Looking down off these brutal cliffs.
The sharp rocks beckon me near.31 lines, 21 comments, November 24, 2008. In CONTEST -
Summer has escape
And you along with it -
Once there was a time when we use to kiss,
And our bodies would ache for each others touch.63 lines, 22 comments, November 4, 2008 -
Great with fear, filled with pain
Tides of sigh and grief. -
You take me to a place, where all my dark dreams come true.
Razor blades, I lick the wounds I’ve just torn into.40 lines, 41 comments, October 21, 2008 -
Say it..
"I promise to never leave." -
What you perceive is my wetness
is just another opening for my soul to cry.
42 lines, 57 comments, October 19, 2008
My Poetry
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29 lines, 2 comments, August 27. In Contest
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His soles are wore thin
from miles of travel each day11 lines, 8 comments, July 28. In Personal -
I've been chasing a ghost,
it haunts my dreams and taunts those addicted to me,17 lines, 14 comments, July 2. In Personal
Guest Book
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bigperm : Happy belated AP-nniversary on October 26
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Legendary on March 24your poems seem really dark and simlple and cretive but remember God is with you. Tough times seem more then years yet tough times are what makes you strong and the only way to get out of them is with God. You have to believe and pray. YOu must look for all positives like a wondrous angel. See everything as beautiful. Satan is the snake that is still in this life as this life is good and evil. Believing and obeying his commandment not only helps your life but when you die you shall be forever with God instead of Satan in hell. The agony your feeling will be like that forever and can lead you to death then hill. Don't go that way.
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bigperm on February 14
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Maxboy on February 12



