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{{needle + thread}}: sew me back together again...or use the pieces to hang me for my body is already [[dead]]...



Hey, It's Amanda! I'm going great. I'm a senior at Portage High School in Wisconsin. I love life just cause i have a lot of great friends. I just got a boyfriend on 2/10/08. Wish us luck. He live like 30 minutes away and i always miss him, but I hope we work out.

Check me out at:
www.postsecretscommunity.com



I use to cut and stuff, but that is now over.

I had a big fight with a friend and she won't admit it, so I can't seem to get past it.

Stuff is going on, but I can deal.

I have been close to raped, but i know I can live.

I loved a boy and he broke my heart, but that won't stop me from finding true love.

I have had friendships broken, but I still can say hi to them in the hall.

I try to not cry, but I know that is impossible.

I put myself in tight spots, but I always come out with a smile.

My life is a rollercoster, and I will ride it till the very end.

I never forget the people around me, so I might abuse myself a little.

I will crash and burn on my way, but I can stand back up with my hair on fire!!

I give up in a way unwanted, but I'm forced to stand up again.

I will live life the way I want to, and I will love every step.

I will always judge myself, but the people are harsher.

I want to love me, but sometimes it is hard.

I love me, but you don't.

I love him, and he loves me.
~Me!

Past Names:

*babemaid
*BeyondRepair
*Feeling-Blue

Never tell me what I am.

UPDATE!!! - 12/10/2008

Today is official the 10th month I have been dating my boyfriend, Cody Jones. I love him with all my heart. I never want to lose him. Ever. It definently worked out!

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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.

If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your
profile

((And yes, I mean it every time...))

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"You Tried To Shot Me In The Head, But You Forced The Bullet In My Heart..."

My Poetry

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  • Full moon races,
    darkness on the horizon.
    23 lines, May 27
  • Delighted and dirty,
    witty with the promise of life.
    3 lines, 1 comment, January 22
  • Glistening tears
    4 lines, 1 comment, January 6
  • Darkness of the eyes,
    fear of another year to be gone.
    25 lines, 1 comment, December 16, 2008

My Stories

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  • I'm not alone,1 / but i'm afraid.
    5 lines, 3 comments, February 7, 2008. In <600 words
  • Dear Diary,1 / I said everything I needed to say and felt everything. I shook and screamed at her with all my power. She told me everything I didn't want to hear. Everything. To be honest, she ri
    397 lines, 1 comment, January 30, 2008. In <600 words
  • He pulled me into the drum room, closing the door with slow curiosity as if I would run away. I stayed put without moving an inch from where he had placed me. No sound came from my body besides the pounding of my heart. I’m
    913 lines, 4 comments, January 30, 2008. In 600-2000 words

Guest Book

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  • star girl on October 14, 2008
    Hey,I see that your also from Wisconsin!!
    Sorry if this comment is a little late. Lolz.
    Well comment or message me back.
  • FollowingFate on June 2, 2008
    Hey! you're on right now but I'm on the school computer so I can't send you a messege, but "hi!"
  • XXXDark--AngelXXX : Ello on September 14, 2007
    hiya teehe, Your welcome for the add. Nothing's up really except i'm bored. how about you?
  • Firegirl86 on August 15, 2007
    AMANDA guess what!!!!???? WE ARE JUNIORS!!! WOO!

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