{{needle + thread}}: sew me back together again...or use the pieces to hang me for my body is already [[dead]]...
Hey, It's Amanda! I'm going great. I'm a senior at Portage High School in Wisconsin. I love life just cause i have a lot of great friends. I just got a boyfriend on 2/10/08. Wish us luck. He live like 30 minutes away and i always miss him, but I hope we work out.
Check me out at:
www.postsecretscommunity.com
I use to cut and stuff, but that is now over.
I had a big fight with a friend and she won't admit it, so I can't seem to get past it.
Stuff is going on, but I can deal.
I have been close to raped, but i know I can live.
I loved a boy and he broke my heart, but that won't stop me from finding true love.
I have had friendships broken, but I still can say hi to them in the hall.
I try to not cry, but I know that is impossible.
I put myself in tight spots, but I always come out with a smile.
My life is a rollercoster, and I will ride it till the very end.
I never forget the people around me, so I might abuse myself a little.
I will crash and burn on my way, but I can stand back up with my hair on fire!!
I give up in a way unwanted, but I'm forced to stand up again.
I will live life the way I want to, and I will love every step.
I will always judge myself, but the people are harsher.
I want to love me, but sometimes it is hard.
I love me, but you don't.
I love him, and he loves me.
~Me!
Past Names:
*babemaid
*BeyondRepair
*Feeling-Blue
Never tell me what I am.
UPDATE!!! - 12/10/2008
Today is official the 10th month I have been dating my boyfriend, Cody Jones. I love him with all my heart. I never want to lose him. Ever. It definently worked out!
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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your
profile
((And yes, I mean it every time...))
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"You Tried To Shot Me In The Head, But You Forced The Bullet In My Heart..."
Hey, It's Amanda! I'm going great. I'm a senior at Portage High School in Wisconsin. I love life just cause i have a lot of great friends. I just got a boyfriend on 2/10/08. Wish us luck. He live like 30 minutes away and i always miss him, but I hope we work out.
Check me out at:
www.postsecretscommunity.com
I use to cut and stuff, but that is now over.
I had a big fight with a friend and she won't admit it, so I can't seem to get past it.
Stuff is going on, but I can deal.
I have been close to raped, but i know I can live.
I loved a boy and he broke my heart, but that won't stop me from finding true love.
I have had friendships broken, but I still can say hi to them in the hall.
I try to not cry, but I know that is impossible.
I put myself in tight spots, but I always come out with a smile.
My life is a rollercoster, and I will ride it till the very end.
I never forget the people around me, so I might abuse myself a little.
I will crash and burn on my way, but I can stand back up with my hair on fire!!
I give up in a way unwanted, but I'm forced to stand up again.
I will live life the way I want to, and I will love every step.
I will always judge myself, but the people are harsher.
I want to love me, but sometimes it is hard.
I love me, but you don't.
I love him, and he loves me.
~Me!
Past Names:
*babemaid
*BeyondRepair
*Feeling-Blue
Never tell me what I am.
UPDATE!!! - 12/10/2008
Today is official the 10th month I have been dating my boyfriend, Cody Jones. I love him with all my heart. I never want to lose him. Ever. It definently worked out!
~~~~~~
80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your
profile
((And yes, I mean it every time...))
~~~~~~
"You Tried To Shot Me In The Head, But You Forced The Bullet In My Heart..."
- Last seen on Jul 22 12:34 PM. Member since January 2, 2007.
- I'm a citrine experience poet for 170 comments.
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, and quote is "ok i guess...". - I am a 17 year old girl from Wisconsin (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Portage High School Student/ Goodwill employee!.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/amanda_b_09





































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- I have 170 comments, 3 contests, 166 poems, 8 stories
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Darkness of the eyes,
fear of another year to be gone.25 lines, 1 comment, December 16, 2008
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I'm not alone,1 / but i'm afraid.5 lines, 3 comments, February 7, 2008. In <600 words
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Dear Diary,1 / I said everything I needed to say and felt everything. I shook and screamed at her with all my power. She told me everything I didn't want to hear. Everything. To be honest, she ri397 lines, 1 comment, January 30, 2008. In <600 words
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He pulled me into the drum room, closing the door with slow curiosity as if I would run away. I stayed put without moving an inch from where he had placed me. No sound came from my body besides the pounding of my heart. I’m913 lines, 4 comments, January 30, 2008. In 600-2000 words
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star girl on October 14, 2008Hey,I see that your also from Wisconsin!!
Sorry if this comment is a little late. Lolz.
Well comment or message me back.
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FollowingFate on June 2, 2008Hey! you're on right now but I'm on the school computer so I can't send you a messege, but "hi!"
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XXXDark--AngelXXX : Ello on September 14, 2007hiya teehe, Your welcome for the add. Nothing's up really except i'm bored. how about you?
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Firegirl86 on August 15, 2007AMANDA guess what!!!!???? WE ARE JUNIORS!!! WOO!
