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These foolish games are
tearing me apart.
& your thoughtless words
are breaking my heart
...you're breaking my heart♥
tearing me apart.
& your thoughtless words
are breaking my heart
...you're breaking my heart♥
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My name is Amanda. Most people like to call me Manduhhh because of my tendency to be slow
;;
Hm. Well let's see, I'm fifteen [almost sixteen. I'm literally counting down the days
] annnd I'm really out there.
I tend to overthink everything, and I drive myself crazyyy doing it.
Karaoke is my Friday Night activity, along with Rock Band & Guitar Hero. I like video games. So what?
Poetry is my thanggg, along with drawing. Woot.
I tend to get along better with guys becauseee I am not dramatic, and hate drama.
I'm sarcastic & witty. Once you get to know me, you'll realize when I'm joking & when I'm not. I promise
But just because I'm sarcastic doesn't mean I can't be serious.
I hate mind games. Been there done that.
I've changed alot in the past two years.
I have a hard time with confrontations, but I'm getting better at them :]
I'd LIKE to believe that all guys aren't the same, but I still haven't been proved otherwise.
I don't know what I'm doing until it's been done.
I'm in LOVE with musiccc. I don't know what I'd do without it.
My friends are literally my lifffe.
I get along good with people who are just as crazy as I am
I honestly do not care what people think of me.
I don't trust easily, but I have my reasons. I don't expect you to understand, but I do expect you to respect that.
Buy me gummy worms, & I will love you for all eternity
This is my life, and I will surely live it how I choose
Click it for my amazing AP Family
Lemme know if you wanna be a part of it, loves =)

My name is Amanda. Most people like to call me Manduhhh because of my tendency to be slow
;;Hm. Well let's see, I'm fifteen [almost sixteen. I'm literally counting down the days
] annnd I'm really out there. I tend to overthink everything, and I drive myself crazyyy doing it.
Karaoke is my Friday Night activity, along with Rock Band & Guitar Hero. I like video games. So what?
Poetry is my thanggg, along with drawing. Woot.
I tend to get along better with guys becauseee I am not dramatic, and hate drama.
I'm sarcastic & witty. Once you get to know me, you'll realize when I'm joking & when I'm not. I promise

But just because I'm sarcastic doesn't mean I can't be serious.
I hate mind games. Been there done that.
I've changed alot in the past two years.
I have a hard time with confrontations, but I'm getting better at them :]
I'd LIKE to believe that all guys aren't the same, but I still haven't been proved otherwise.
I don't know what I'm doing until it's been done.
I'm in LOVE with musiccc. I don't know what I'd do without it.
My friends are literally my lifffe.
I get along good with people who are just as crazy as I am

I honestly do not care what people think of me.
I don't trust easily, but I have my reasons. I don't expect you to understand, but I do expect you to respect that.
Buy me gummy worms, & I will love you for all eternity

This is my life, and I will surely live it how I choose
theres a difference between giving up and letting go . giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours and letting go is forgetting what never was♥
everybody wants to be;; closer to free♥


You watch me with an unfeigned stare
Your arm creeping over my cautious and trembling shoulders
In the back of my mind a question starts to linger...
Do you really care?
Your arm creeping over my cautious and trembling shoulders
In the back of my mind a question starts to linger...
Do you really care?
[my words;; my soul]


i can't take it anymore. when i'm with you i feel like i'm nothing. i feel like i'm nothing && that's why i flinch when you touch me...
thats why i never dare touch you;;
why i never even start think about it
because when i start to...
it just reminds me that i'm not yours.
thats why i never dare touch you;;
why i never even start think about it
because when i start to...
it just reminds me that i'm not yours.

So let me get this straight...
You were leading me on,
using me,
keeping me waiting for something that wasn’t there,
letting me get my hopes up,
acting like you cared
&
allowing me to start liking you more
&
more everyday
because you didn’t want to hurt me ?
You were leading me on,
using me,
keeping me waiting for something that wasn’t there,
letting me get my hopes up,
acting like you cared
&
allowing me to start liking you more
&
more everyday
because you didn’t want to hurt me ?

The worst way to miss someone is when they're standing right next to you and you know you can't have them.
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I laze in the corner of her contemptible bedroom
covered in a hazy dust, surrounded by torn apart photographs47 lines, 14 comments, August 28
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"I'm moving on, and leaving this dark cloud behind me"46 lines, 18 comments, August 27
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