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Hi =^.^=
Im Alicia But i Prefer if you call me Autumn
I am 18 years old my birthday is June 15
I am Bisexual, gender does not mean a thing to me.
I am Engaged to the most beautiful girl i have ever layed my eyes upon
I used to attend DHS but now i attend Alternitive.
My Passions are Poetry and Music
I have 4 Favorite Poets
- Edgar Allen Poe
- Sylvia Plath
- Emily Dickinson
- Anne Sexton
I have always loved Ananomy and mulitiple other fields of science
Music has saved me in many sitiuations
My girly side has been coming out alot recentally
My friends and Family are my life
I am Intelegent but i just dont show it
I have a social Phobia, and i am highly terrified of the dark
I recentally got into reading and my favorite book would have to be "The Perks Of Being A WallFlower"
I can be selfish, Arrogant, Rebellious, And Agressive, but i can also be Sweet, Caring, Funny, And Happy. It Just depends at my mood at the moment
I am horriable at spelling
I love music but i will not listen to rap it highly annoys me
My faveorite bands are
- Chiodos
- Coheed And Cambria
- Say Anything
- Mary Magdalin
I love hearing new bands and i love screamo
I am confused at what i want my ocupation to be when i get out of school
My choices are
- Mortition/Coriner
- Forensic Investigatior
- Addictions Consceler
- Special ED teacher
I love Animals but i do not support PETA Want to know why? Then Click Here
I have my rights and my own opinion and sometimes i will not hold them back
I know who i am and i will not let any one hold me back from what i want
I hate labels if you label me i do not care it just shows how pathetic you are to put a person into a catigorey
Well my life is finally starting to get back on track...and i couldnt be more happier
Questions, Comments, Anything?
Well ask way
Yahoo IM = Cupcake_Murderer
MSN = Candy_Land_Massacure@hotmail.com
Much Junkie love
Alicia Lee


P.S. Most of my poems are dedicated to my ex Victor, and most of my poems are about my addictions.
I have smoked ciggerettes for a long time
I have cut myself since i was 14, and i started my bulimia at the age of 16.
I just wish i could stop it all!


~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~BELOW

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bitch.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bitch.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.


"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addiction's an addiction
BECAUSE IT ALWAYS HURTS THE SAME"





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----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
------///\-----Or
-----///\\\----Just
----///--\\\---Feel in pain
---///----\\\--Put this on your channel

WARNING
--I suffer from--
Depression
Bipolar
Multiple personality disorder
Self Injury
Bulimia Relapses
Batophobia- Fear of being close to high buildings
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.
Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive
Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.