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Hey...I guess

My name is Caitlin or Cat, Caity, Cait,Ca Ca, or whatever else. So here's a little bit about me I guess

~I have been writing poetry since I was about 10 but didn't get into until I was about 14...

~I mainly write what I feel therefore it is generally depressing, dark, creepy, or whatever else fits into that category.

~I am 19 and a sophomore in college...no clue what I am majoring in at all.

~Quite honestly I am tired of people asking me what I want to do with my life...I don't know for the 10000000000 time...please stop asking...

~I like music...alot

~Favorite Bands-ADELE, Aerosmith, All TIme Low, Avril Lavigne, Backstreet Boys, The Barenaked Ladies, Blink-182, Blue October, Boys Like Girls, Cher, Chicago, Coldplay, Collective Soul, Evanescence, Five for Fighting, The Fray, Fuel, Green Day. James Blunt, Jason Miraz, John Mayer, Kelly Clarkson, Lifehouse, Matchbox 20, Michael Buble, Nickelback, OneRepublic, P!nk, Paramore, Plain White T's, Rascal Flatts, Rob Thomas, Sarah Mchlachlan, Secondhand Serenade, Taylor Swift, Teddy Geiger, Thriving Ivory, Train, Tyler Weinrich, and a bunch more.

~NCIS is my obsession at the moment. I am now convinced that I will marry McGee and be best friends with Abby and Tony, Gibbs will be my dad, and Civa can well do whatever she wants.

~CSI: YAY!!!! Grissom is amazing and am very sad he left ((((((((( (ultra unhappiness), and I will also marry Greg Saunders and Nick Stokes...

~I am an anime fan...for those who have a problem with it well kiss my buttocks because I don't care.

~Favorite Anime:
1. Rurouni Kenshin
2.Yu Yu Hakusho (complete)
3. Bleach (episode 77)
4. Fruits Basket (complete)
5. Pokemon (NOTEirst two seasons ONLY!!!)
6. Yu Gi Oh (Complete notice that it is the ORIGINAL!!!!!!!)
7.The Melancholy of Harumhi something or other (forgot the name please don't hurt me)
8. Prince of Tennis
9. DBZ/DB (figured they were both in the same category)
10. Sailor Moon

~Other TV: Top Chef, Criminal Minds, Spongebob Squarepants, X Men Evolution, The Fairly Oddparents, Whose Line is it Anyway?, VH1, Food Network, Deadliest Catch (CAPTAIN PHIL!!!!), Law and Order SVU and sometimes CI, Royal Pains, House, The Rachel Zoe Project, The Millionaire Matchmaker, The Real Housewives of New Jersey, New York, and Atlanta (what can I say it's just entertaining to watch women fight with each other over jewelry),Rugrats, Johnny Quest, Scooby Doo, etc.

~Yes I watch a lot of cartoons and yes I am 19...get over it.

~I have been abused, I am also apart of a divorced family and both remarried but my dad has been divorced twice. I have also been sexually assaulted.

~I have been seeing a therapist for a while and it has been doing me some good.

~I have been diagnosed with depression, general anxiety, and OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)

~In edition to all of these...I also have a learning disability...I know huzzah for me.

~I like to make people laugh...that's what makes me happy...

~I don't like feelings or emotions because of what I have been through I just prefer not to feel at all.

~I am very lonely...don't have a clue why I just am.