XxgothgirlxX96• Show poetry

i love music, singing, writing poems, songs, and books. i'm a true writer, i don't fake what i'm saying, it's all true, i write mostly about how i feel, yeah my life isn't great at all, i get called names and shit, u name it and it's probably happened to me. i personally hate my name, so u can call me uhh kat,blue,katwina-chan (lol only one of my friends call me that) whatever just nothing mean. i'm bipolar and have very bad anger issues. i love to talk so i can get on your nerves. i tend to talk more than i should.. but that's not my problem it's just something i do.Trust me u don't want to be on my bad side, if u r i'll make ur life a living hell. it's not my fault i am the way i am, i just so happen to be very aggressive and mean! but if ur on my good side i'll be nice 2 u and not talk about u. At times if my personality changes it's not because i'm some weirdo (ok i am a weirdo but whateva) it's cuz i'm bipolar! jeez and i'm sorry if i start yelling at u or start hitting you, it's not really my fault! lol i also apologize more than needed, lol sometimes even 4 stuff i didn't do.Some of my favorite bands/singers r 3oh!3, theory of a deadman,My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Three Days Grace, Evanescence, Mayday Parade, Medic Droid, Good Charlotte, Bullet For My Valentine, Panic! at the disco, Hawthorn Heights, Papa Roach, Hollywood undead, AC/DC, Green Day, All American Rejects,Seether,Escape The Fate,,Alex Evans, System of a Down, Gym Class Heroes, Plain White Tee's, TRAPT,The Fray, Metro Station,Ferras, David Cook, Adam Lambert, ect.




some bad things about me

- i'm bipolar
- i have anger issues
- i can't cry, i think i forgot how, i haven't cried in 2 years
- i USE to be happy but now i can't be, it's too hard i think i forgot that too
- i've been hurt
-i've been used 4 personal games
- my heart is too damn broken to be fixed!
- i hate people and i hope they all die (except the guys i like and my friends)
- no one cares about me, except 4 SOME of my friends
- i love people who hurt me the most
- people hate me because they think i'm emo
- i'm always pissed off at someone
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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.