my name is tabitha(tabbie)(tabi)(tabbiecakes)(rayne)(bitch)(g-string)(TAF)(TAG)(annitha)(tabbstha)(itha)(bitha)(tha)(tabbiejeanjoejack)(sexii)(lover) i know alot right
♥ i still love my first love and always will
♥i am insane and random
♥Twilight aholic
♥i love the joker of the dark knight
♥I love to make new friends about as much as texting
♥friends and some family r my life
♥i love to read
♥ i love bitting
♥music is the main thing i cant live without
♥i love laughing and being crazy
♥im bisexual
♥my past sucks
♥i tell u wat i think straight up
♥there a only few things that i regret about in my past
GOOD STUFF
good night my dark prince may the wings of devils take you to your rest-interview with a vampire
i still love you that is the tourture of it who will take care of me when you are gone my love my dark angle-interview with a vampire
I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society-- Marilyn Manson
I never said to be like me, I say to be like you and make a difference -- Marilyn Manson
RANDOM STUFF
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
♥ i still love my first love and always will
♥i am insane and random
♥Twilight aholic
♥i love the joker of the dark knight
♥I love to make new friends about as much as texting
♥friends and some family r my life
♥i love to read
♥ i love bitting
♥music is the main thing i cant live without
♥i love laughing and being crazy
♥im bisexual
♥my past sucks
♥i tell u wat i think straight up
♥there a only few things that i regret about in my past
GOOD STUFF
good night my dark prince may the wings of devils take you to your rest-interview with a vampire
i still love you that is the tourture of it who will take care of me when you are gone my love my dark angle-interview with a vampire
I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society-- Marilyn Manson
I never said to be like me, I say to be like you and make a difference -- Marilyn Manson
RANDOM STUFF
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
- Last seen 8 hours ago. Member since September 30, 2008.
- I'm a amethyst understanding poet for 28 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "i am stalking you but dont tell shhhhhhhhhhh".
- I am a girl from Kansas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hidding behind a tree.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/alone_and_depressed4ever
- I am in the groups A Critical Circle, Angels of the Night, I am in need of a trace from your ink, Love Gone Wrong, Raped and Abused, Soul Asylum, To Write Love On Her Arms Tonight, Vampire Novels Obsessed, the love of poetry, the twilight fan club
- I have 28 comments, 16 poems
My Poetry
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Drawn back by the chaos that hit the town in which I had just arrived at. My feet lead here after walking for days on end; they lead me straight to the birth place of this malevolent storm. The whirling and the shrieking of t0 lines, March 9
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desperate times
dying by the hour20 lines, 3 comments, March 6. In Lost in thought, Abstract
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The Twisted Rose on June 3we have a lot in common, both think the same way, both bi, and both hate homophobia, and both love twilight, it is my group the twiligt fan club, that your in, so i figuired i woudl say hello and learn abit about the member, glad a did, chat with you later
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A-Solitary-Fantasy on September 30, 2008Hey!!! Welcome to alpoetry! haha luv ur username stalking is fun... sooo message me! u sound cool.
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AloneForever- on September 30, 2008Welcome to AP

Message me anytime you want! I dont bite
