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I love to write about how i feel.... I guess i could say i am a very happy person, with maybe a bit of unhappiness, but who's happy all the time... i am very optimistic, i try my very hardest to think of everything good..and God helps me tremendously with this, through my journey in life here on earth.... I have high hopes and big dreams... i am very caring, so if there is anyone out there that just feels they need someone to talk to, someone to listen, i will be there for you...and most of the time, i really do know how you feel or close to it, for i have struggled in life as well, it's a hard struggle, getting out of the dark and into the light, and to all out there with such struggles , i want you to know that you are not alone, and that there are people out there that would love to help you along the way if you let them...

Most shall know me as Ashley... I'm the one watching you through your windows, and haunting you in your dreams, i'm there at your side, when you try to hide from what you cannot see... don't hide from the unknown... Over there in that crowd, i'm the one behind the long dark hair, i'm there watching your every move, i'm waiting, to make my next move... i can smell your fear, so hiding down there won't help, i can hear you breathing, and sense your fear of the unknown... don't be afraid, it will only hurt for a little while... I'm in the house where the music screams loud, i'm in there screaming along thrashing about... Over in the corner, see the vase of flowers, look see the purple one, don't touch, don't breathe in it's toxins, beauty to sight, beauty to smell, but there is more to that flower than what you may think.. careful now, i warned you of it... you don't believe me, well for that you shall pay!... From behind my hair i appear to you, face to face we stand, as i smile gently... i touch your hand with a greeting, and welcome you in kindly... as i observe you, and notice you staring at me, i smile once more, for you may portray me how you wish... I am the one that stands out and doesn't care, i'm the one who will be there to comfort you, when you are down... I could be anywhere, watching you sit there, as you read what i have to say...

MOAH HA HA HA.... ^_^'

Really i am just a young girl that has seen a lot of different sides to this world, and had to get through most all of my struggles on my own... I love God.. And i always heard him calling to me.
This is a poem i wrote some time ago, that has such great meaning to me;
Calling
Sometimes i hear the wind calling out my name
And i now know that it is God who speaks
And i hear him calling to me
He speaks to me softly, saying follow, believe
I will be there for you , i will not leave
You are my child, i will forgive you for your sins, if you ask me too
Come to my kingdom, live in my heaven, where there you will live
eternal life in happiness
Come be my slave, do as i wish, and you will not suffer
There you will live in peace, and harmony
I will give you hope, i will teach you to love others as you would me
You will learn of forgiveness, it's all that you need
Calling
I hear God calling out my name
Calling from the heavens above, watching over me
And i follow
I do as he wishes, i listen when he speaks
For this is destiny, this is his life, not mine
I live for my God
Like he wished me to
I am a child of his heavens, a slave of the Lord
I will follow when i hear him calling that word
That name, my name, i will follow my God
For i've heard him calling from the heavens above
"Follow, believe, i will never leave"

Well, here are some things about me;

~People say i am really weird
.~I love to listen to music
..~I am a very contradicting person,
...~Everything i do clashes with each other
....~I love God. strong believer, a sinner to some people
.....~I play flute, i sing in my school choir
......~I love to play video games when i get the time
.......~I enjoy working, working makes me feel good about myself
.........~I love food- tacos are so friggen awesome!
..........~I love anime, Love Hina rulez!
...........~Marilyn Manson is sweet..
............~I like to play street hockey. i'm not great, but it's fun
.............~I LOVE to shop, if i have the money-shirt obsessed
............. ~I plan to own an awesome hair salon when i am older
~WE ARE THE ANIMANIACS! Awesome show!
...............~I love the names; Maddison,Johnathan,Faith,Teresa & Joshua
..............~I love children, and can't wait to have them
............~I'm super nice, too forgiving at times, very accepting
...........~In my opinion wakeboarding is one cool hobbie
..........~I love to dance
.........~I love rock music
........~Cosmopolitan is the best magazine to buy
~I love cats- dogs kinda bug me at times-i love my gerbil Maddison
....~Keeping You A Secret, by Julie Anne Peters & Judy Garland/Ginger Love by Nicole Cooley are my favorite books!
..~I love the colour black
.~I appear dark, but i love pretty things, teddy bears and flowers
~I think purple flowers are evil, but i love Them!*Ashley laughs evily*
..~I love sexsi movies, love movies, strange love movies, erotic movies
...~I don't read much, but when i find a great book, i don't put it down
hmm, i'll think of more...i'll get back to ya...
Kay my music;
*MaRiLyN MaNsOn..........I LoVe DaNcIn All NiTe LoNg!
.*GrItS
..*My ChEmIcAl RoMaNcE..........All By MySeLf
...*S.O.A.D.
....*M.S.I
.....*LiNkIn PaRk
......*MeTaLlIcA......M A K E L O V E T O M E B A B Y!
.......*RaMmStEiN................[ALL NIGHT LONG]
........*SwEaTsHoP UnIoN......(NOT FER REEL THAT'S NOT KOOL)
..........*OzZy OsBoUrNe
...........*LeD zEpLiN.......UMM, EX-CA-USE-A-ME, WHY R U THINKING OF ME
.............*L.F.O.
..............*ThReE DaYz GrAce............LIKE THAT!?!?!
...............*FeFe DoBsOn
................*EMINEM
.................*SeAn PaUl
..................*REBA McENTIRE
....................*RaScAlL FlAtS
.....................*AvRiL LaViGnE
......................*GreeN DaY
.......................*BiLLy TaLeNt
........................*Johnny Cash
.........................*OLDIES! YAY
*also love oldies & techno, occasional pop song, and some R&B(cuz i love dancin to it )

I And here are a couple amazing poets that i hope you check out, their words are touching and with all that these people have been through in life, you will be amazed on how strong they are, for these are amazing people to whom, truly i feel reading some of their poetry could help anyone to grow and have faith and be strong.

evening whispers
This is my dear friend, i love you Nikki, she's been through so much that really i feel i went through my whole life, and i will be there for her, at her side, for i know what many things feel like,and wouldnt want to see another person suffer such pain.

tawk
This is an amazingly strong woman. With all her struggles in life she continues everyday to fight them and get through them, with leaps and bounds. If you ever think that you have been through a lot and want to give up, hear even the slightest bit of this woman's story, it's touching and hurtful, what people go through each day. Her strength will touch you, and i hope you use it to grow stronger as a person each day, to get through your struggles.

angel-lover
This is tracey. She is a truly a very amazing person that really i just dont know how to say or word how i think of her, how i feel. She is a very strong willed person with a very loving heart. Her words are touching and strong. And really i think she would be the mother that anyone would love to have, for her kindness, her love, her strength is so great.

The words that these people put down on paper mean so much to me, and i hope their words touch you in such a way that you will never forget them.

This is my lovely AP girlfriend;
Left In Sadness
"hey hunnie"... I actually told her she was going to be my girlfriend, ... so i think her and i shall work out just great in this relationship, for i am only a little bit weird, as well as she.. haha, a little bit... so check her out, because she is one cool person, "hey hands off, she's mine, i know you were thinking about her!"... no really, she is mine, lol, so screw off, get your own!!! ... love ya hunnie, xox.

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~I Am An Angel~
I've been sent from the heavens above, to give support and care, to love unconditionally. I believe i have the power to change the world, and that every soul in the world is beautiful, that we all have such power. I am the friend you never had, the love you've always dreamt of, the strength you search for, and the support you've always needed. I'll help you to carry on through the hard times when you feel all is lost.
... I've suffered through such hard times, as so many others have, and i know that feeling like you are alone through all of it, is one of the most horrible feelings, so take my hand, and i will help you fly...

"Take a breath, count to ten
Start over, walk on
Rock on the road, ouch, don't fall
Stumble, get up, count again
Take a breath, count to ten
Start over again"
- Ashley Argue

"We all lay the stones we step on, some stones may be layed for us, but it is what we do with those stones, how we lay the rest, that determines where we will be in the years later"
- Ashley Argue
That is a saying i live by, we all make mistakes, but it is whether we learn from our mistakes or not, how we lay our stones. Some stones may be layed for us, by our parents, bosses, friends, some things are unavoidable, but, it is what we do with these unavoidable things, that truly matters. Some grow up in families that have little money, families that show little support, and set bad examples to the things they say do not do... but it is what we do with all that, that matters. I've been through a lot of bad, and seen things that no child wants, or needs to see, i have made many mistakes. But i have dreams and goals, and despite all my mistakes, and the bad i have seen, i push on through, i continue to lay my stones, the very best i can, in a straight line to all my dreams, conquering all the bumps along the way.

This page screams me all over.
... thankyou to all that have taken the time to read about me, and i hope that all is good with you, and that you are living your life to the fullest, may all your dreams come true!
~*Ashley*~