I may look calm and happy on the outside
But under that mask that I always wear I am hurt
Crying and broken inside
Yet all you see is a smile
Nothing more, Nothing less
When that mask does come off
And you see who I really am
And know how I feel inside
Maybe you will understand
But until I know that you can handle the real me
Until I can trust you enough to take this mask off
All you will see
And all you will ever see
Is a smile
Nothing more, Nothing less
Quote by me
*~XxIvoryxX~*
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
(Breaking Benjamin: Forget it)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
(Breaking Benjamin: Sooner or Later)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I see you
Cause you won't get out of my way
I hear you
Cause you won't quit screaming my name
I feel you
Cause you won't stop touching my skin
I need you
They're coming to take you away
(Breaking Benjamin: Away)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
(Linkin Park: Runaway)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
(Kelly Clarkson: Because of You)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
(Kelly Clarkson: Beautiful Disaster)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Simple Plan: Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Breaking Benjamin: Rain
Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,
I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around
Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
But under that mask that I always wear I am hurt
Crying and broken inside
Yet all you see is a smile
Nothing more, Nothing less
When that mask does come off
And you see who I really am
And know how I feel inside
Maybe you will understand
But until I know that you can handle the real me
Until I can trust you enough to take this mask off
All you will see
And all you will ever see
Is a smile
Nothing more, Nothing less
Quote by me
*~XxIvoryxX~*
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
(Breaking Benjamin: Forget it)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
(Breaking Benjamin: Sooner or Later)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I see you
Cause you won't get out of my way
I hear you
Cause you won't quit screaming my name
I feel you
Cause you won't stop touching my skin
I need you
They're coming to take you away
(Breaking Benjamin: Away)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
(Linkin Park: Runaway)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
(Kelly Clarkson: Because of You)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
(Kelly Clarkson: Beautiful Disaster)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Simple Plan: Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Breaking Benjamin: Rain
Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,
I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around
Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
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I hoe to hear more from you,
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