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im Nikki
i do not like my name
i like nicknames
so if you can come up with 1 then ok whatever....i dont care call me by whatever it is.
12 yrs old
i am single.
love writing poetry
blue eyes.
black hair
i am very lonely in this thing people call the world
i do not like people very much
quiet 98% of the time
silent the other 2%
well i will try to put more poems on
if you havent noticed i am emo
dont like it?
dont care.

General:
(x) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
( x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
() Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
() Ice-skating


Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
() I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I miss someone right now.
() have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
() I've cheated in a relationship.
() I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
(x) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
() I've kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
() I am a terrible liar
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
() I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
() I've run a red light.
(almost) I've been suspended from school.
() I've witnessed a crime.
() I've been in a fist fight.
() I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
() I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick
() I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(not yet..) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
() I take anti-depressants.
(anorexic) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
() I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
() I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
() I'm afraid of dying.
() I hate funerals.
() I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
() Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
(x) I can sing well.
(sumtimes) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news.
() I don't kill bugs.
() I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
() I am a morning person.
() I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
() I'm a snob about grammar.
() I am a sports fanatic.
() I twirl my hair
() have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat
() I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
() I bake well.
() My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
() I like Martha Stewart.
() I know how to shoot a gun.
(x...) I am in love with love.
() I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
() I laugh at my own jokes.
() I eat fast food weekly
() I believe in ghosts/spirits.
() I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.
() I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failed



our perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card:

Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.

Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.

Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.

Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.

Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.

Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.

Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.

Your perfect little girl hates you.

Your perfect little girl has given up on life.

Your perfect little girl wants to run away.

Your perfect little girl has no real friends.

Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.

Your perfect little girl disobeys you.

Your perfect little girl hates the world.

Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.

Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.

Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.

Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...