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LIFE AND ALL THE TIMES I LIVED WHEN I SHOULD HAVE DIED. THERE ARE SO MANY OUT THERE LIVING THE LIFE I LIVED AND HAVE NO HELP. THEY ARE DESPERATELY SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS, AND MAYBE.. JUST MAYBE, I HAVE WHAT THEY NEED. MY UNDERSTANDING, MY COMPASSION, MY LOVE, MY SYMPATHY, MY EMPATHY. ALL THESE THINGS I HAVE TO OFFER AND MORE. THIS IS WHY I LEAVE MY WORDS HERE IN MY WRITINGS.
I WRITE TO INSPIRE, TO TEACH, TO RELATE. THEY ARE NOT POEMS. THEY ARE STORIES OF MY LIFE, THE LIVES OF PEOPLE I KNOW, AND LESSONS ON WHICH TO GROW. IT IS MY HOPE THAT WHEN ONE READS WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN..THAT THEY TOUCH UPON THE EMOTION THAT FELL INTO THOSE WORDS AND THE LESSON WITHIN THEM. I HOPE THAT SOMEONE WHO IS LOST AND ALONE AND IN DEEP AS I WAS, SEES THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE AND THERE IS A WAY OUT. IF EVER YOU READ AND YOU FEEL THE NEED TO TALK, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SEND ME A MESSAGE HERE OR TO MY EMAIL. I AM HERE TO WRITE AND LISTEN AND HELP IF I CAN JUST BY BEING THERE FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS AN EAR AND A HEART THAT CARES.

WHO DO I HAVE TO THANK FOR MY LIFE TODAY. WELL MOST IMPORTANT I GIVE MY THANKS TO THE GREAT FATHER ABOVE, FOR IF IT WERE NOT FOR HIM, I WOULD NOT BE ALIVE TO SHARE MY STORY OF TRAGETY AND TRIUMPH. IN HIS HANDS I LEAVE MY LIFE AND MY TRUST.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY BEST FRIEND AND NATIVE SISTER MITA. I CANT SAY ENOUGH ABOUT THIS WOMAN. WHEN I WAS AT MY JUMPING OFF POINT FROM BEING SICK SO MUCH, SHE WAS SENT TO ME. A GAURDIAN SENT BY THE FATHER. WHEN I COULD NOT BREATH, SHE GAVE ME HER LUNGS. WHEN MY HEART GREW COLD, SHE GAVE ME HERS. WHEN I WANTED TO DIE, SHE GAVE ME HER WILL. WHEN I COULD NOT SEE, SHE WAS MY EYES AND WHEN I COULD NOT HEAR, SHE BECAME MY EARS. TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS WHAT SHE CAME WITH AND WHAT SHE CARRIES STILL TODAY. SHE HAS FILLED MY HEART WITH TRUST AGAIN AND HAS ALLOWED ME TO BLOSSOM IN FRIENDSHIP. SHE HELPED ME TO OPEN MY HEART AGAIN TO OTHERS. I HAD LOVE ABUNDENTLY, BUT HELD IT INSIDE FROM THAT LINGERING FEAR OF BEING HURT ONCE AGAIN. SHE HELPED ME TO SEE LOVE DOESNT ALWAYS HURT. SHE IS LOYAL AND HONEST. SHE SHOWED ME THE BEAUTY OF MYSELF AND THE BEAUTY I HELD WITHIN WAITING TO BURST FORTH AND SPREAD LIKE WILD FIRES. SHE OPENED ME UP TO LIFE ONCE AGAIN. FOREVER WE WILL WALK TOGETHER IN LIFE AND HERE AFTER. NOTHING CANT BREAK THE BOND FORGED BETWEEN US SENT BY THE FATHER. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART MITA... WO AI NI MEHA. HE TINO PAI RAWA ATU KO. ME KE ALOHA PAU'OLE KA KO xxx. I SAID ...MITA, I LOVE YOU. YOUR THE BEST. I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

THE SECOND PERSON I WISH TO THANK IS ANOTHER NATIVE SISTER OF MINE..WOLF. THE NAME ALONE SAYS IT ALL, FOR SHE IS ATTENTATIVE..LOYAL..FAMILY..PROTECTOR...TEACHER..AND FIERCE WHEN IT COMES TO HER PACK. SHE IS ALL OF THESE THINGS. WHO EVER SHE TAKES INTO HER LIFE SHE IS DEDICATED TO. SHE HAS BEEN TRUE TO ME FROM DAY ONE. HAS NEVER LIED, NEVER HURT, NEVER EXPECTED ANYTHING IN RETURN FOR HER LOVE. SHE HAS BEEN LOYAL WHEN IT CAME TO ANYONE ELSE TRYING TO UPSET THE BALANCE OF HAPPINESS WE AND OUR OTHER SISTERS HAD. SHE CARRIES A HEART OF GOLD AND A FORGIVING NATURE. SHE HAS BEEN A GREAT TEACHER, FRIEND AND SISTER TO ME. WE CAN EASILY TALK FOR HOURS ABOUT LIFE IN GENERAL. SHE BRINGS ME MUCH LAUGHTER ON DAYS I JUTS CANT SEEMT O CRACK A SMILE. SHE KNOWS!! HER COMPASSION IS BEYOND WORDS. THE DEDICATION SHE HAS SHOWN ME AND THOSE AROUND HER IS WHAT MAKES HER WHO SHE IS IN MY EYES. SHE IS MY GAUDIAN, MY ALPHA MOTHER SENT BY THE FATHER. RUN FREE WOLF.I LOVE YOU MY SISTER. YOU WILL HAVE MY LOVE AND HEART ALWAYS. MAY NOTHING TEAR US A SUNDER. MAY OUR BOND BE FORGED IN THE FATHERS PERFECT LOVE. HOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!! TSI~LV~QUO~DI JO~SDA~DA~LV. DO~HI~YA...I LOVE YOU SISTER, SAFE JOURNY.

THE THIRD PERSON ON MY LIST TO THAN IS MY NATIVE SISTER SPIRIT DOVE..SPIRIT VISION..RUNNING WATER. WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT SISS. OMG...SHE HAS BEEN THE LAUGHTER IN MY LIFE FROM THE DAY SHE WALKED INTO IT. HOURS WE CAN SIT AND CRACK EACH OTHER UP AND OVER THE SICKEST OF SITUATIONS TOO. YOU SEE SPIRIT DOVE HAS LEARNED TO LAUGH AT LIFE MUCH LIKE MYSELF. YOU CAN CALL IT A COPING MECHANISM, WE PREFER TO CALL IT PURE ACCEPTANCE OF REALITY. WHEN IT COMES TO THE TWO OF US, WE ARE THE BOPSY TWINS RIGHT TO THE T. EVERYTHING SHE IS, I AM. ITS IS AS IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE BLOOD SISTERS FROM BIRTH BUT SOMEHOW THE GREAT FATHER MADE A BOO BOO AND PLACED US IN SEPERATE WOMBS..LMAO. WELL, IT COULD HAPPEN..HEE HEE. SHE HAS BEEN LOYAL TO OUR FRIENDSHIP FROM DAY ONE. YOU SEE SHE IS ALSO WOLF TRUE TO HER NAME. BOTH OF US SIMILAR IN THE FASHION OF GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE, WE ODDLY ENOUGH HIT IT OFF SURPRISINGLY FAST. SHE IS MY JOY THAT WOMAN. SHE WRITES WITH SUCH COMPASSION AND PASSION. HER WORDS ARE WRITTEN IN BEAUTY, THE BEAUTY SHE HAS POSSESED IN HEART HEART ALL THESE YEARS, NOW SPILLING OUT INTO THE PAGES SHE PUTS HER PEN TO. SO TALENTED SHE IS, YET SO HUMBLE. I TRULY WISH WE HAD GROWN UP TOGTHER AS BLOOD SISTERS. WHAT A DIFFERENT ASPECT WE BOTH WOULD HAVE HAD ON SISTERHOOD. MY SISTER SPIRIT DOVE...SPREAD YOUR BEATUTIFUL WHITE WINGS AND SOAR ABOVE THE CLOUDS INTO THE SUN. JO~SDA~DA~LV...A ~QUA~DA~NV~DO...TSI~LV~QUO~DI...~DO~HI~YA....MY SISTER, MY HEART, I LOVE YOU , SAFE JOURNY.


THERE ARE MANY TO THANK AND MORE THAT I WILL ADD AS I REVISE MY PAGE...PLEASE BE PATIENT, BUT THERE ARE THOSE THAT HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE THE MOST IN IN THE DARKEST OF TIMES. ALL MEAN THE WORLDD TO ME AND I WOULD LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR EACH ONE OF THEM WITHOUT BLINKING. YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS EVERYDAY. YOUR NAMES WILL FOREVER BE WRITTEN ONTO THE PAGES OF MY HEART. FORGIVENESS, UNDERSTANDING, HONOR, RESPECT, HOESTY AND TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. HOW CAN ONE PERSON GET AS LUCK AS TO HAVE FOUR PEOPLE SUCH AS THIS. MY FATHER ABOVE..I FOREVER GIVE MY THANKS UNTO YOU AND WILL FOREVER BE IN YOUR SERVICE UNTIL THE DAY YOU SAY IT IS TIME TO COME HOME. BLESS YOU ALL.