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FLUFFY EMO
My nickname given to me created for me
by my best friend Chazzy
I MISS YOU BABY!
COME HOME SAFE
he's in the Navy and I miss him
please pray for his good fourtune
and health


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MUSIC = LIFE

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EVIL COMES IN "CUTE"

"Smile Pussy Cat"
I'm smiling for you now Khaos
I love you

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Welcome to the hell I call home! I'm just your average fluffy emo
( the mirror image of an emo btw)
I'm SUPER bubbly and fun...I'm not a cutter and most of the time I'm not depressed. I have my moments but I'm not suicidal anymore....yet!! lol I'm more of a deathseeker...but I'm not ready to die cuz I haven't thought of a creative way to fall from histoy!

A little info on little ol' me

Name: Suicidal
Age: 17
Sex: Female
Race: Mutt(a little of everything 'cept black and asian)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Status: single.....For now
Eyes: Blue, Gray, Green (depends on the weather/season)
Hair: Dirty Blonde
Hight: 5'5
Weight: 115 lbs

MUSIC

Flyleaf
Evenesence
Secondhand Serenade
Plus 44
My Chemical Romance
The Used
Dido
Paramore
Mayday Parade
Blink 182
Linkin Park
Limp Bizkit
Eminem
Alanis Morrisette
Brian McKnight
Tool
Coldplay
Slipknot
Seether
ThreeDoorsDown
Utada Hikaru
Chris Daughtry

Books

Twilight
New Moon
Eclips
Breaking Dawn
Maximum Ride
Schools Out Forever
MAXIMUMRIDE III(whatever that's called)
The Silver Kiss
Blood and Chocolate


Movies

Knocked Up
Saw I, III, IIII
Shutter
A walk to Remember
Tuck Everlasting
A Knight's Tale
Batman The Dark Knight
Sweeny Todd
Condemed

The Incredables

10,000 BC ( it was slow and drawn out but it was ok)

Hobbies

Drawing
Painting
Writing
Reading
Cooking
Fishing
Swimming
Running
Badmitten
Volly Ball
Dancing in the rain
Star gazing
Being there for those I love

AP FAMILY

AP EX BF ( in real life too)aka: my bestest friend
~~~Provocatuer >>http://allpoetry.com/Provocatuer<<

AP TWIN
~~~Sammii >>http://allpoetry.com/Sammii<<

AP BROTHERS
~~~The Phantom Tragedy >>http://allpoetry.com/The%20Phantom%20Tragedy<<

~~~Killerkaleb >>http://allpoetry.com/killerkaleb<<


Lyrics to Vulnerable :
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

By Secondhand Serenade
From their Album: Awake

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"Three Cheers For Five Years"

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

By Mayday Parade
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What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late

By Chris Daughtry
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Growing Wings

Crimson lights the sky, the bird still asleep
Like a dream it shines, from heaven�s safe keep
Childrens songs we sung, as soft as the breeze
Endless fields, our home, I long for those days

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you

Silent black, the dawn, and time tell its tale
Darkened blood, it flows, the forest receives
Look within the dark as deep as you dare
There inside you find destruction you seek

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you

Sung By Loula
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Let love take you away