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hey i'm Nicole

im 15 and im fed up

i cut regularly, when i said i wouldnt anymore so sorry for that







Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends (including me). This is for your entire life!
(x) Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
() started a mosh pit
() own a knife
() ran away for more then a day
(x) get in a fight and lost
(x) get in a fight a won
() get a new girlfriend
(x) get dumped
() get smaked then dumped
() smack some one then dump em
() go to court
() go to jail
() get picked up by the cops
() tell a cop to :go to hell, go *bunny* him /her self ect...
(x) own a gun
(x) love some one
(x) hate some one
(x) love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
() is gay
() is lez
() is bi
() is gay but no ones knows
() is lez but know one knows
() is bi but know one knows
(x) isint any of them
() has a fagot parent
(x) is beat by mom or dad
() works out
() has a tattue
() is goth
(x) is emo
(x) is something
() is an alien
(x) is "idk"
(x) has ever been in boot camp
() ever been to juvy
() loves life
(x) hates life
(x) whants to die
() whants to live
(x) whants to die but not kill them self
(x) whants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
(x) likes to cut
(x) loves to cut
(x) *bunny*in loves to cut
() thinks cutting is wrong
(x) thinks cutting helps
() is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what pepol think
() cares what pepol think
(x) has more then 1 friend
(x) has a best friend
() is a goody goody
(x) is a bad *bunny*
(x) has gone out with a boy for over a month
(x) beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
(x) has some one to talk to

() think your smart

(x) think your dumb

() thing ur cool

(x) thik your lame

(x) liked this thingy?
(x) disliked this thingy


Relationships:
() I've had someone cheat on me.
() I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
( ) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
() I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
( ) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
( ) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world *duh. Biggest secret ever*
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
( ) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
( ) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. (no, I shut myself away from others and pretend. I’m good at lying)
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
() I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
() I watch the news.
(x) I don't kill bugs. (who doesn’t?)
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
() I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
() I am a sports fanatic.
() I twirl my hair
() have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat (Sometimes, VERRY rarely)
(x) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
() I eat fast food weekly
() I believe in ghosts/spirits.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (multi media. BORING)
( ) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
( ) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (on occasion)
() I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x ) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failed