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HELLO AND WELCOME TO THE MENTAL HEALTH HOTLINE.

* If you are an obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
* If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
* If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6.
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* If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transfered to the mother ship.
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* If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a representative comes on the line.
* If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
* If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
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* If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
* If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are far too busy to talk to you.


1. Any nicknames: not really
2. fav color: purple
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Strawberry Daiquiri
4. Tattoos? not yet ^_^
5. Body piercing? ears
6. Birthplace: Indiana
7. Favorite vacation spot? Any where but here
8. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yeah!
9. Ever been on TV? nope
10. Ever steal any traffic signs? yes
11. Ever been in a car accident? yes
12. Was it your fault? nope
13. Favorite Pie? mmm....coconut cream
14. Favorite number? Infinity
15. Favorite Movie? Anything scary
16. Favorite Holiday? Halloween
17. Favorite alcoholic drink? vodka
18. Favorite Food? SPICY food i love spicy

_ NO X yes
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) Been arrested(almost)
(_) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(_) Seen someone die
(_) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(_) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) Been kissed under the mistletoe (Want to be...)
(_) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
(_) Made a bonfire on the beach
(X) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(_) Ice-skating



HATE EMOS?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.


I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a *bunny*
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

--------------------Girls-----------------------
----------------are like apples-----------------
-----------on trees. The best ones--------------
----------are at the top of the tree.-----------
--------The boys dont want to reach-------------
--------for the good ones because they----------
----are afraid of falling and getting hurt.-----
---Instead, they just get the rotten apples-----
-----from the ground that aren't as good, ------
---but easy. So the apples at the top think-----
---something is wrong with them, when in--------
------reality, they're amazing. They just-------
-------have to wait for the right boy to--------
---------come along, the one who's--------------
----------------brave enough to-----------------
--------------------climb all-------------------
-------------------- the way--------------------
--------------------to the top------------------
-------------------of the tree.-----------------

-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.


We need to stop child abuse!

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GOOD ADVICE!!!!!!

As we grow up,we learn that even the one person who was never supposed to hurt you probably will. you'll get your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for stuff an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take to many pictures, laugh to much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spend angry is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

After awhile you learn the diffrence of holding a hand and falling in love you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something and promisses can be broken just as quickly as they are made and sometimes goodbyes ARE forever.

If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever.

Just because I smile doesn't mean that i'm happy because it takes only one smile to cover up a million tears.




"A girlz first time"
(assume you are a girl if you are a boy)

It's your first time.
as you lie back your mucles tighten.
you put him off for a while searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.
he asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely.
he has had more experience,
but it's the first time his finger has found the right place.
he probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses;
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.
he looks within your eyes and tells you to trust him-
he's done this many times before.
his cool smile relaxes you
and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.
you begin to plead and beg him to hurry,
but he slowly takes his time,
wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.
as he presses closer,
going deeper,
you feel tissue give way,
pain surges throughout your body
and you feel the slight trikle of blood as he continues.
he looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful.
your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head and nod for him to go on.
he begins going in and out
with skill but you are too numb to feel him within you.
after a few moments,
you feel something bursting within you
and he pulls it out of you,
you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
he looks at you smiling warmly,
tells you,
with a chuckle,
that you have been his most stubborn
yet most rewarding experience.
you smile and thank your dentist
after all,
it was your first time to have a tooth pulled.