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Im Fatally Me!
w/e that means...
I go by Mari
Ive got 16 years on me...
Im a cutter
Ive been abused by almost everyone in my life
verbal, physical, and mental i guess...
but im not going to let that stop me!
Im on and off pills(currently off)
I hate cigs but I smoke(not cigs!!)
I love poetry and Book!!
I cant live with out them
My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson!!
I dont think im a good writer
But its all i have that can't be taken away...u kno
Im pretty open, so if you got questions ask em
um ya...
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I've been though a lot this year
and I ready for a change....
so enjoy my poems and please comment....
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1. Name - mari

2. Nickname- Bunny Cooper Ronnie Luka more..

3. Single or Taken - single sorta

4. Zodiac Sign - Aries

5. Eye Colour - Dark Broen

6. Hair Colour -Black

7. Height - 5'5ish

8. Piercings - 7

9. Tattoos - not yet!!

10. Righty or Lefty - righty



FIRST:

11. First Surgery - Not yet

12. First Piercing - 8

13. First Award - 13

14. First Sport Joined - dance

15. First Pet - cat

16. First Vacation - dont kno

17. First Concert - lol Kimmy Cliff



CURRENTLY:

18. Eating - nothin

19. Drinking - haha not yet

20. About To - leave

21. Listening To - people in class talk

22. Wearing - umm cloths...

23. Waiting For - so many different answers



YOUR FUTURE:

24. Want Kids? - yes!

25. Marriage - sure lol



WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

26. Lips or Eyes - Eyes

27. Hugs or Kisses - hugs

28. Shorter or Taller - taller

29. Romantic or Spontaneous - Spontaneous...maybe both

30. Sensitive or Loud - BOTH



HAVE YOU EVER:

31. Kissed a Stranger - haha ya!

32. Broken Someones Heart - we broke each others

33. Broken any Bones - no

34. Been Arrested - not yet!!

35. Cried When Someone Close Died - ya



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

36. Love at first sight - yes!!

37. Heaven - hope so...

38. Angels - sure

38. Kissing on the first date - ya!!
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I'M

Fucked up [♡]

Insecure [♡]

Neurotic [♡]

Emotional [♡]

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Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
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Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
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put this on your page if you think
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More about me:
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[x] Skipped school
[x] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[x] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers
[_] Recently colored with crayons
[x] Sang karaoke badly
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[_] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[_] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[_] Ice-skating
[x] I'm single
[_] I'm engaged
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[_] I've been the cheatee
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] Got a new girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] Got dumped

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[x] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[_] I am bi but know one knows
[x] I have had sex
[x] I have had sex with more than one person
[_] I regret it
[_] I am a virgin

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm (anorexic) or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.


Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
(_) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(_) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
(x) I've cheated in a relationship.
(_) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Honesty/Crime:
(_) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
(_) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(_) I've been arrested.

Death and Suicide
[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone I know has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
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I am an E.M.O........
Eerie
Mutilating
Outcast
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[_] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[_] You have your own room.
[_] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have a mp3 player or ipod.
[_] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family. (sometimes )
[_] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T0TAL: 2

[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[_] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[_] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[_] Your room is big enough for you
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T0TAL: 8

[_] You have over 500 friends on facebook
[_] You have pictures on facebook
[x] Your parents let you have a facebook
[_] You get allowance
[_] You collect something normal.
[_] You look forward to going to college
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[_] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school.
T0TAL: 11

[_] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[_] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[_] You never got a detention
T0TAL: 13

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[_] You are happy with your life.
[_] You usually aren't sick.
[_] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[_] You don't have any enemies.
T0TAL: 17
Total over all: 17
Multiply by 3= 51%
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
i fail at life!
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ι'м иσт ∂єρяєѕѕє∂ ----- ι'м נυѕт αℓωαуѕ ѕα∂.
ι'м иσт ¢яуιиg ----- му єуєѕ αяє נυѕт fυℓℓ σf тєαяѕ.
ι’м иσт ℓινιиg ----- ι נυѕт кєєρ вяєαтнιиg.
ι'м иσт ѕтυρι∂ ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т gєт ιт.
ι’м иσт тяуιиg ----- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у gινєи υρ.
ι'м иσт ωєιя∂ ----- ι'м נυѕт ∂ιffєяєит.
ι'м иσт α яєвєℓ ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє σя∂єяѕ.
ι'м иσт α вєℓιєνєя ----- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у ℓσѕт нσρє.
ι'м иσт α fυ¢к υρ ----- ι נυѕт мαкє мιѕтαкєѕ.
ι'м иσт ємσтισиαℓ ----- ι נυѕт нανє α ℓσт σf fєєℓιиgѕ.
ι'м иσт α ¢υттєя ----- ι נυѕт fσυи∂ α ωαу тσ gєт яι∂ σf ραιи.
ι'м иσт ℓαυgнιиg ----- ι иєє∂ тσ ѕмιℓє fιяѕт
ι'м иσт ρєяfє¢т ----- ι ∂σи’т ωαит тσ вє.
ι'м иσт ιgиσяιиg ----- ι נυѕт ¢нσσѕє иσт тσ ℓιѕтєи.
ι'м иσт α gσѕѕιρ ----- ι нανє му σωи ℓιfє.
ι'м иσт ιмραтιєит ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т ℓιкє тσ ωαιт
. ι'м иσт тσυgн ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє ѕнιт.
ι'м иσт σριиισиαтє∂ ----- ι נυѕт νσι¢є ωнαт ι тнιик.
ι'м иσт qυєѕтισиιиg ----- ι נυѕт нανє му ∂συвтѕ.
ι'м иσт нι∂ιиg ----- ι נυѕт ωαит тσ ∂ιѕαρρєαя.
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