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hi, im Melissa,
i am 16 years old,
im a vegan,
i am bisexual,
my fave bands are avenged sevenfold and my chemical romance, they are the best ever.
i am a cutter, it helps disguise the pain,
i have been depressed every since my twin sister Malanie died, i havnt gotten over it, i never will, we were best friends aswell as twin sisters, we did everything together, she was my everything, and now i have nothing.
melanie was the only one who really understood me, she was the only one i told about my orientation, and we told each other everything.
i miss her so much, and think about her everyday.
its like a part of me has been ripped away from me and i will never get it back.
my mother has also died, but that was when i was 3, i didnt really know her very well.
im in a band... in the band i write songs, and i sing main vocals, play guitar, and sometimes me and the drummer swap over.
my band is called 'darkening dream' -- grd isnt it lol
my fave colours are dark purple, and florescent green.
my lucky number is 13, (because its unluky, just like me)
most of my poems are about death and suicide, but that is because i have been thinking about killing myself ever since melanie died, so we can be reunited,
and thats about all really, if ya wanna know anything
else then just ask, i will answer absolutly anything! lol



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"I met a girl who hated the world - she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay - tear out her heart, and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face, and the scratches she'd hide"

Seether -Love Her-


more stuff about me:
-I'm insecure {{very insecure}}

-I have major issues with my weight, {{i think i am fat, others disagree}}

-i have major trust issues, the only person i every really trusted was melanie

-I love animals expecially snakes

-I love tattoo's & piercings - i have plenty piercings, but no tattos {{yet}}

-I fucking curse way more than I should

-Call me a bitch, and ill show you one

-I can be nice, but i can be an even bigger bitch

-I love to take photo's


"The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost
And I should've been down when you made me insecure"

Seether -BreakDown-



You heard a rumour
And passed a lie
Because of your ignorance
I had to die



---Do you believe in Love
------Like I believe in Pain?



.*.♥.*.♥~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~♥~

I'd rather walk in the darkness with a friend, then in the light with no one~♥~



#$#~People dont fear dying, just the pain of death~#$#