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*ok, so, i guess i'll tell you a bit about myself! ok, in like, june of last year, i became depressed, but no one bilived me. i told my parents that i thought i should see a shrink, and they told me no b/c i always seemed so happy. so, i started cutting my wrists, not for their attention, but b/c it was the one thing i had control over. then i got all self-consious about my weight. so, i experimented with anorexia. it was scary, and my parents told me to stop and then they found out about the cutting and sent me to a shrink finally. so, i have been in counseling for like, a year and a few months now, and i guess it has helped.  i have a boyfriend who is almost perfect. he is hilarious and so much fun to be around  i love him so much. he knows that my past is not fake, but makes me realize that i have moved on.  i dunno, if you have any questions, just ask  my aim name is blondiegirl0045. i just got out of the hospital early february. it helped sooo much. ya.


8/5/05 OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pinch me, i'm dreaming!  i am soooooo happy. my boyfriend said that he loved me today. we made out in the back of my friends car. it was the first time i have ever done that with someone. i really do think i love him back, call me crazy if you want to. . . .crazy in love



sorry, just had to get this out! ^













9/16/05- my cat died today, i am so sad!!!! :'( she was my favorite cat, ugh, life kinda sucks, i don't want to live anymore.
                               

8/23/05
life kinda sucks now. . . . school starts tommorow and my favorite cat is about to die. i hate this. it fucking sucks.   ugh, sorry bout this. . ..
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My Poetry

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  • undecided
    it seems like my heart
    has been broken in two.
    17 lines, July 31, 2006. In Love
  • spoiled apology
    numbing myself
    from the flames
    14 lines, 1 comment, June 21, 2006. In Other
  • too numb
    too numb to care
    too numb to listen
    12 lines, 2 comments, June 21, 2006. In Sad
  • personal suicide
    why am i tormented
    day after day, i can't seem
    15 lines, 2 comments, June 21, 2006. In Personal

Visitor Book

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  • Emo Poppy Seed on March 23, 2006
    Hey! thanks for the somment, it means a lot ^_^
  • Masquerading Angel on December 7, 2005
    I got your group topic and I would like to say I am really sorry your friend feels like that. This may sound stupid, but tell her how much you love her. Hold her. Let her cry on you. What she probably needs right now more than anything is to feel like she is really loved. Tell her it would crush your heart if she were to do anything to herself. Tell her how much you care... And if you think she is really at risk, DO NOT LEAVE HER ALONE. No matter how many times she made you promise not to tell, you need to. It would not be betraying her trust... You would be letting her down if you knew she was suicidal and did not say anything. Please, don't keep this to yourself. Tell an adult you both trust, and get her some help. Let her know that suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem. Let her know that she is strong enough to make it through. Let her know that you are there to help her, and that you always will be. Let her know you care. If you or she needs to talk, I can be e-mailed or Instant Messaged at LiLsisStitch@aol.com
  • on November 24, 2005
    i see my old username has come in some use to you. Use it well don't abuse it

    Hope you're keeping well.

    Peace,
    Lauren
  • Czech Cutie on September 20, 2005
    Rargh!! You don't update your site anymore! lol. Update or I will eat you! Blah! Yeah, sorry...i'm in TCD right now and i'm bored out of my mind. I can't figure out how to work this stupid program!!! Oh well, i'm going to attempt to keep myself amused online for the remainder of the time...byez!
    lylas!

    ~*~Jade ~*~

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