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Hi my names Kay-Kay...
I live in the Torres Straits, which is at the tip of Queensland, AUS.
Believe it or not but me and one of my best friends are the about the only Emos/Punks in our school. So the kids in our school don't really understand us and just think we're weird.
Um Im not sure what else to say.
Im not the prettiest girl in school.
Nor am I the skinniest, most confident or stylish.

I have a very hard outer shell with razor sharp spikes.. It takes a lot of work to get to what's beneath that shell. A lot of people say I am a cold hearted bitch, or that I have a heart of stone etc etc. But that just because, I guess I'm afraid to get hurt.
So I hardly ever let anyone in, because I know they will just hurt me. So if I do let you in, please don't hurt me. I've been back stabbed and heartbroken too many times. And everytime I just pick up the peices of my heart and tape them back together but then some asshole always comes along and rips it back up.

Let see... what else to say??

Well I have already been labelled as an alcoholic but that's just because I drink a lot but only too ease the pain. Thats just my way of dealing with everything. Is that so bad???

I always manage to hurt the ones I love. I'm afraid of having any more relationships because I don't want to get hurt. I'm afraid of clowns. Drinking and smoking makes me happy. I am a cunt of a kid and not afraid to admit it. At times I will be sweeter than sugar but at others you will swear that am I the DEVIL! So yeah beware.

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If you don't like my poems, then why the fuck are you still on my page?!

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I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are".
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Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to imperess a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gansta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone.
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a leture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
Isn't it so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos punks and goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without and inch of guilt through your heart?
Isn't it funny that you'll dump a girl if she happens to cut herself but you'll work it out with a girl who cheats?
HOW CAN YOU CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?

If you believe this is true, post it on your profile.
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Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends (including me). This is for your entire life!
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(X) Have someone you love die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
() Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the ice when you were skating
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
() Ice-skating
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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. X
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch X
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. X
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals. X
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. X
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive. X
I WEAR ALL BLACK, so I MUST be a Goth. X
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend. X
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE GOOD MARKS, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. X
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention. X
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. X
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut. X
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser. X
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay. X
I don’t like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian or a dyke. X
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie. X
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*98 percent of teenagers have tried pot. If you are one of the 2% who hasn't, post this on your profile*
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Stop making fun of emo's. WE ARE NOT "A sad attempt at being gothic." or "Like Gothic, but for pussies." Gothic is a whole other story. Emo stands for EMOTIONAL. NOTHING MORE!!! We don’t HAVE to cut our wrists. We aren’t depressed ALL THE TIME!!! We don’t ALL have long black hair and lip piercing. (But even that is not a bad thing). I am living proof that you don’t have to have or do anything to be emo. I'M EMO AND PROUD OF IT!!!
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If you'd like to help this bunny with world domination,
please paste him on your Page
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------------------Girls
------------are like apples
--------on trees. The best ones
------are at the top of the tree
----The boys don’t want to reach
---for the good ones because they
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
-from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to
----- come along, the one who's
----------- brave enough to
-----------------climb all
----------------- the way
-----------------to the top
----------------of the tree
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I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . . I just can’t do anything right.
I'm not depressed. . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . . My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . . I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . . I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . . I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . . I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . . I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . . I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . . I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . . I’ve already lost hope.
I’m not a fuck up . . . I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . . Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . . I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . . I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . . I’m just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . . I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . . I need to smile first.
I'm not impulsive . . . I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . . I’m just in love.
I'm not perfect . . . I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . . I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . . I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . . I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . . I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . . I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . . I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . . I just want to be held.
I'm not opinionated . . . I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . . I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . . I just want to disappear.
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95% Percent of teens would have a breakdown if Miley Cyrus was standing on the edge of a tower ready to jump, copy and paste if your a part of the 5% yelling "Jump B itch, Jump!! i really mean it too jump b itch!!!!!!!!
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You Say Pink
I Say Black
You Say Paris Hilton
I say Amy Lee
You Say Zac Efron
I Say Gerard Way
You Say Pop
I Say Rock
You Say Im Weird
I Say Im Different
(put this on your profile if you agree)
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Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list:AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino,Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious,SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, SecretButterfly,SilverRain09, Blood.Stained.Tears, Falling Star, Jackie 12,XxXDeath-WishXxX, Bella Cullen, XxXEmoXAngelXxX, xBroken.Soul.Angelx,need to stop, xxheartbroken3xx
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Big shout out to my other emo half! Mishy-Wa
[Lost-In-Thought]
Love you heaps.
I will always be right here.
And even when I'm not.
I'm just a text away.
But emotionally / spiritually Im always with you.
your an amazing person. even though you don't realise it.
Don't hate your flaws, they make you, well you.
don't ever stop being you.
Even if you don't know who you are.
Well you do your just not aware of it.
And remember dude I will kill any sucker that you want me to.
BUT you got to help me hide the body okay?
First on the list?
Oh yeah BETTY BOOP *wink, wink*

Love you.

XoXo

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