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I'm emo. If you have a problem with that, then its your problem, not mine. Quite frankly, I don't give a shit what you think about me. Anyways, I write poetry, and I love doodling in my journal. My best friends are all, well.....full of problems. So am I. I have more problems than all of my friends combined. Whatever....As mean and nasty as I sound, I actually love charity, and would love to stop hate crimes, racism, sexism, animal/child abuse, violence, and environmental problems. If you are interested in me, message me!

Recently I've been dealing with some shit at home......my parents almost divorced...and I don't think I'll ever see my aunts again, because they had a fight with my mom.....and she hates them.......I feel like my family is sugar.....and I'm the cup of tea.....they're dissolving because of me.....and school.....SO MUCH WORSE!!! My friend is being abused, I'm being called a "stupid fucking whore" or "stupid fucking bitch" and I didn't do shit to that person. I'm in love with a boy (My bf Damian) and two others....one that I can never have....(Tyler) and another who likes me...but he likes my friend too. (James)

James- He is an amazing poet, guitarist, person, and friend. He's just so sweet. He really knows a lot about me......at least I think he does. Haha....I could be crying my eyes out, and then he'd call, and I would go to sleep laughing. I love James. He has an account on here (rocknroller).

Tyler- He's an amazing drawer, and guitarist, and I love him....but he loves Ryan *in this case its a girl name* but she's dating someone. I don't consider myself his friend.....because he absolutely hates me...but every morning in Mastery class, he tells me about Ryan....and he talks about how much he loves her......and how cool she is.....but he'll never know.....that I come home and cry......every day...because he doesn't take the time to notice that I've fallen for him.

Damian- He's strange.....but he's my baby....and I love him very much. Sometimes he gets on my nerves, but hey, nobody is perfect. I really don't know what to say about him.......he thinks he's a ninja..........well I love him.


"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."

92% of teens have moved onto rap. If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your AP page.


80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile.

A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...
-Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
-Guy: No, this is fun.
-Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
-Guy: Then tell me you love me.
-Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
-Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
-Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.


(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!

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╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on ur
║╩╣║║║║║ page if ur emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or if u support emos
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♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much
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-----///\\----- If you
----///-\\\---- Know
---|||---|||--- Someone who
---|||---|||--- Died of
---|||---|||--- Cancer,
----\\\-///---- Then
-----\\///----- Post this
------///\----- On
-----///\\\---- Your
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[][][]---[][][]--Put this
[][][]---[][][]--on your
[][][]---[][][]--page in
[][][]---[][][]--memory of
[][][]---[][][]--all those
[][][]---[][][]--who died
[][][]---[][][]--on 9/11 (SHOW SOME RESPECT)

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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to
(>" >) help him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
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FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to regret
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we fucked up... but
that shit was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for a while
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will take you take your drink when they think you've had
enough.
REAL FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch
drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit"
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it
back

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy or girl that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• trust her over everyone else.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.

-I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
-I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
-I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
-I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
-I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
-I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
-I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
-I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
-I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
-I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
-I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
-I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you...