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currently experiencing a torturous writer's block. it sucks! will write more as soon as i find my muse

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i'm cheri. my life is hard and it sucks, but im not dead yet. i'm a ***** and i like it that way. no one can hurt you unless you give them the power to. no one has that power over me anymore and no one ever will again. don't question me. if you want an explanation for the way i act or the things i do, you're in the wrong place. you wunna be my friend? prove it. fight for it. earn my trust. because i'm not here to play games.

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my past has torn me down, and to be honest there are parts of it that i would go back and change if i could. i am clinically depressed, schizophrenic, and add, which my doctor sums up as schizoaffective disorder. this isn't something i caught. i was born with it and i'm proud of it. of course there are time when i wish i didn't have this, but hey, life's a ****.

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i will never apologize for the who i am. i'm outspoken and oppinionated, but i'm also extremely loyal and loving. i won't pass up doing something fun simply because i might get dirty looks. some people might describe me as fearless, but the truth is i just don't give a **** about what anyone says about me.

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"no one ever said that life was fair, and i'm not saying that it should be. so knowing that you are where you want to be, and i'm not, comes as no surprise. but don't expect me to be happy for you. and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too. i don't want your pity. i hate your pity." ~alesana

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box of bandades:$3.00
sharp razor: $5.00
towel: $2.00
new long sleeved shirt: $10.00
bleeding until the pain finally goes away: priceless

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the girl who seemed unbreakable--broke
the girl who seemed so strong--crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off--cried
&& the girl who would never stop trying--finally gave up"
~♥~ she finally let go of her fake smile as the tears slowly rolled down her face as she whispered to herself "i cant do this anymore" ~♥~

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i was emo before it was a style
i was emo before it was "cool"
i was emo before it was mainstream
i quit emo before it killed me.

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"a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the crave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
because it always hurts the same"
~author unknown~

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have you ever wanted to talk,
but never really dared?
or miss that opportunity
to tell them that you cared?
pretended that it doesn't hurt
and said that it's okay?
and spent each day wishing
it'd all just go away?
acted how you're "supposed to"
so no one knew you cried?
and never let them see
how you really felt inside?
-- put this on your page if you have ever felt this way! you're not alone!'